Spinel's Vengeance

Hello. I'm Spinel's Vengeance, but you may call me Spinel for short (Click Here) πŸ‘‡




Rules:
-No bullying
-No drama
-No rude or hate comments (Or I'll delete them)
-No stealing my edits or videos
-May use my art in edits if you'd like (AMVs is fine too) *credit me*
-May react to my videos (w/ credits)
-May use my sounds if you would like to
-May share my posts and videos (Playlisting is fine too βœ…)
-Ask questions if needed
-Most importantly, have fun!



About Me:
Age- 18
Gender- Female
Birthday- February 27
Fav animals- πŸˆπŸ†πŸ¦„
Top fav colors- πŸ©΅πŸ©·πŸ’œπŸ–€πŸ’šπŸ©ΆπŸ€
Am a little bit lesbian and aroace sorta
Single????? πŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ« πŸ« πŸ₯€πŸ₯€

Fandoms I'm into:
Steven Universe, Spinel's Gang, Big City Greens, Warrior Cats, SMG4, Murder Drones, The Amazing Digital Circus, Cookie Run: Kingdom, Undertale/Underverse, Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss, FNAF, Dandy's World, etc.


Goals:
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Idk why but-


Sometimes I'm doing just fine and happy one day then when I wake up the next day sometimes, it's weird.. like... idk. I feel strange. Like, I can't explain it.. a mixture of feelings.
Like what's wrong with me?

I was COMPLETELY born wrong.. or something..
I'm not normal and I don't act normal...


I shouldn't have been born in the first place..
Everything is still falling apart slowly around me...
And whoever wants to make me feel hurt and bad about myself, go for it.. I deserve it..
Some of u are hurting me without even realizing it sometimes.. And that's fine, I deserve it anyways...
And that's I'll ever deserve, which is fine..
I don't think I want to be important or deserve anything anymore..
Ignore me if u want, hurt me if u want..
I don't mind.. I've felt pretty much every single pain..
U love to see me down, some of u, I just know it.
But that's okay, I'll be down pretty much every day, thanks.☺️☺️



If it makes u happy that I'm hurt, then okay, I'll be hurt for u. Just crush me over and over again if u want, it's not like I will be saved anyways.
And don't worry, I don't need anyone's help if that's a problem for u.. I can handle myself, cause I deserve it....
U think my life is easy and such? No..
It's true I'll be proud of others sometimes but when it comes to hurting me, I'm very disappointed in who u became to what u were to me.
To me, u were everything.. And the type of friends I could have wanted
But now as time goes on.. We seem to forget what our friendships or relationships really meant... And to me, it scares me..
I always get pushed away.. funny right?
Just over some simple things that shouldn't even have happened, I mean just look at me.. I'm falling apart in front of u.. Do I even exist to u?
Or am I just someone u would play for fun..?
I have feelings too, don't u forget..


But I guess this world turned out to be careless now.. U know... It never used to be like this.....
(⁠β•₯⁠﹏⁠β•₯⁠)(⁠β•₯⁠﹏⁠β•₯⁠)

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Guys I just started uploading videos after been two weeks-

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Vee my baby mentioned



(Gee, I have a ton of babies....lol.)


youtube.com/shorts/WfsNA-8jmc...

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Yep!

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Mhm..

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me:


My heart-β€οΈβ€πŸ©ΉπŸ’”
My mind-πŸ™ƒπŸ˜ˆ

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me: FINALLY finished "Fading Echoes"








Now onto "Night Whispers"

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me:



(What I need to do)


-One Sandstorm edit for someone.
-What I Think Dandy's World Characters Sound Like pt.2 (My Opinion).
-Some more Hollyleaf edits I thought of doing.
-Maybe some Mr Puzzles edits too (if I feel like it).
-What I Think Dandy's World Characters Sound Like pt.3 (My Opinion).
-Some more WC edits as well.
-And maybe some Spinel/SU/Spinel's Gang edits again (But if I'm able since I don't really do those as much as I used to).
-Drawing projects (if I'm not too tired and busy with other stuff).
-Etc.





I'll get these done, if I don't die first.
Anything can happen to me.
So that's why no promises to getting these all done.

(Okay good night)

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me: How is everyone?

(Hehehehehe)









If ur good, I have a message for u-
I hope u suffer soooo badly you'll choke
JUST LIKE I DID!!


I'm going to conflict pain, and I don't even care. The old me is gone, thanks to everything that's ever happened to meeeeee!!!!!







Hollyleaf: Uuuhh, wha- what? No! You're making a huge mistake! A mistake you'll probably live for, for the rest of your life. I ask of you to stop right now!!






me: Why should I?! (Boils with anger)





Hollyleaf: Easy easy, now.
I understand you're angry. But do you really think this is the answer?






me: OFC!! I tried everything.. kindness... support.. there for everyone who needed it. NOBODY NEEDS ME ANYMORE! And I still don't understand why it would make a big difference if I was gone, I-




Hollyleaf: (Shuts my mouth with tail)
Just look. You know you couldn't escape your demons and you let them out instead. And it does make a huge difference if you were gone someday. Everyone would notice your disappearance! In what world are you living in to make you think this??






me: You don't know me-





Hollyleaf: Yes, I do. And I can see..
In your eyes... Pain. Regret. Embarrassment. Heartbreak. Jealousy. Anger. Sadness. Agony.
And such loveless eyes, so dull, and so lifeless.






me: ....
(Hides my eyes)







Hollyleaf: (Sighs)
I can see, how hard you're trying but yet you struggle a lot. You let yourself suffocate anyways, just to make people feel happy. And when you see them happy it makes you happy and it also makes you sad.. And-






me: S-Stop..





Hollyleaf: It's okay to cry sometimes-






me: NO IT'S NOT!!
IT'S NOT OKAY! I'M SUPPOSED TO BE TOUGH.
Not such a crybaby.








Hollyleaf: What..
But anyone can cry if they want, there's no rules against that.





me: Welp, I guess you're wrong about me.
I'm nothing everyday.
I mean, I worked so hard to be the best, and be a good friend even if they won't return the favor. But that didn't really bother me that much before but now it's really getting under my skin.





Hollyleaf: I know. (Puts tail on my back)
Just take a moment.

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me: WEEEEEEE



This also reminds me of a time where Ashfur possessed Bramblestar's body as well.



youtube.com/shorts/1B2qSAxm0-...

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