[Full potential is lost by worship of, and prayer to, external deities and any god.]
I am an artist with a lot of mediums I use to express my artistic whimsy!

My most fluid and detailed art is typically written/typed and spoken word. Art is just a way we communicate, and I am devout in spreading the love of community. My truth is my art.

I do not L.A.R.P. and no one has permission to impersonate me.

I am not looking for anything but safe community and healthy, liberal, communication, acceptance, mutual respect and love.

If you think my religious love for others is implying anything related to an intimacy beyond friendship or family bonding, you should probably not be in contact with me. (I'm a love fairy!) Also a mom.

I am not interested in strange encounters or encounters with strangers.

I was into games, but creepy people made it, well–creepy.

Theives will recieve the curse of being caught for things taken.
You were never unpaid, you were committing fraud to hide theft.


Mage of Choas

Living sucks when she's being illegally withheld from her primary caregiver but who gives a fuck. Survive to be tortured with her.

Eat french dips with home made aujus. Whatever.

5 days ago | [YT] | 0

Mage of Choas

Tired of surviving in a world were your self image and what money you can earn from me is worth more than my life or my child's life.

I hope your money kills you.

1 week ago | [YT] | 0

Mage of Choas

Me: Hey these guys committed massive fraud under my identity and tried making it look like I owed the money they stole.

Petty Officer's akin to Spongebob when he became hall monitor for the day:
Oh, haha you owe a debt to them, duh!!!!
Jail for you you stupid crime victim, pay the ransom for never recieving who is being held randsom whike we help them make it look like you owe them and deserve the crimes being committed against you by them!

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Mage of Choas

Me: How do I get help reporting someone for trying to make.me.look like a danger to myself or others with the intent of them ending my life and making it look like I was suicidal?

Everyone: OMG SUICIDE CRISIS YOU DUMB SUICIDAL BITCH!

Me: No, that's literally what they are trying to do to me and now you are actively assisting them in trying to cover up the fact that they were trying to murder me or push me into suicidal ideation, as a group of people.


Everyone: WELL WHO'S FAULT IS THAT???

Me: Literally yours now, too.

Everyone: *goes into denial and starts calling me crazy or a danger to myself and others*

Me: And that's how I know that you know you're committing crimes against both my child and I, or know you're helping people do it to us.

Everyone: BUT NO BECAUSE YOU—[Insert blame shifting and D.A.R.V.O. phrases and action while simultaneously causing more harm to people in deadly situations because they are mad that I am correct and not competing with their incompetence of the matters.]

Me: I told you my reality, my child's reality, the objective, and not subjective reality. As reality is never subjective, your perception and perspective definitely ARE subjective, stunted, and unfortunately incompetent... That's not an insult. It's the reality, you cannot comprehend that there is no justification in trying my me COMPROMISE with someone people who live in denial of their own abusive actions and behaviors towards me and my child... There is no opinion that I have shared with you in this matter.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Mage of Choas

I just wish I could sleep until someone actually addresses the correct issues so we can start recovering.

I'm so tired of breathing and being punnished for being in pain.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Mage of Choas

It's become impossible.

I am beyond morbidly depressed from the ongoing trauma.


Stuck in bed.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Mage of Choas

Todays lesson: it doesn't matter if you are a crime victim, you have to shut up and enjoy being hurt by them. Or be silenced with death instead.

That is what they have been doing to my child and I.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Mage of Choas

I bes in the trap be-bees in the trap.

I don't get it. I don't know why. Here is my brain.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Mage of Choas

Crying... tears of over stimulation without any medication.

Finally finding some homes for the kitties.


I don't know what to do anymore.

Just failing at everything and being retaliated against like I warned them would happen if they weren't discrete.

Thanks for helping him. By the way. Jerks.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Mage of Choas

Had a cop loe to a hospital about me the night before last to try and justofy him illegally subjecting me to unnecessary hospital visits because he doesn't want to take a police report about the thing I literally told him would happen if he fucking made the abusive guy aware I was communicating with oficers. Thanks officer dumb fuck.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 0