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I know i say this alot then it dosent happen, which is why im placing out a heads up in other words. Im not saying “OH IN DEF GOING TO PEACE OUT YALL!!!” No. Im saying it as “dont panic if it happens please.” (Even tho i dont think anyone will panic but anywho-)

Im thinking about putting my channel on private (if that isnt a option, then delete it or keep it…)
“OMG NOOOOO!!!” “YOU TRAITOR WHYYYY?!” (Even though i know no one will say that- let me be people!)

Im doing this because whats the point of keeping something open when i barely post anything? Whats the point of keeping something when i feel forced to make one simple edit. What im really trying to say is, I’m having this constant decision where I either continue youtube, or leave youtube.

Every time I open YouTube just do either watch a video or do something on it, I have the nagging feeling of deleting my channel. Im still a person with a life. And right now, im getting tired of doing this. I know this post is confusing and i hope some of you understand.

I just wanted to post this to tell you all( even though no one will read this i think.) that if my channel is privet or gone. Dont panic. I just decided enough is enough of constantly debating on one simple decision.

Thank you for whoever read this. Right now. Im not going to focus on this decision. Im going to continue life and being myself until god decided the decision for me ❤️

(P.s. if some are thinking for me to just delete it. Its not that simple. Ive had many youtube accounts in the past and i dont want to go in a cycle again where i delete this one and then i continue a new one later on then this repeats over and over again and me feeling this way repeats. Its confusung but I want to make sure i make the right decision)

Aplogies for the confusion and me constantly saying ima delete it and yet i dont. Its just me changing my decision because ive been through this and i dont want to go through where i delete it then i want to remake a new one and then it repeats. Im not trying to make this a big deal, it isnt. Just giving a heads up

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 1

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Apologies i haven’t been posting. Yes, i am aware im not posting and haven’t for a while, i am aware, but pls note im not posting much anymore due for me focusing on myself. Yes i know that is not an excuse, but i am limiting myself from social media and online, which involves me not going onto youtube or etc. so pls note, Im not gonna post that much as i use to anymore due to the result in me being barely online. I have limited myself since march and i can say that im liking the new change ive made. So apologies and i hope you understand

2 months ago | [YT] | 1

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Um- hows it been?

2 months ago | [YT] | 0

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GUESS WHOS BDAY IS IN 14 DAYSSSSSS THIS GIRL!!!!!!

Gonna make a edit on my bday soooooo

3 months ago | [YT] | 1

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SWEET GLORRY! THANK YOU SONG SPIRITS! FINALLY MY FAV SONG IS ON STUPID APPLE MUSIC! After 1 day of waiting- PURE TORCHERE! if you excuse me. Ima play it for the 10th time now

4 months ago | [YT] | 1

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IMA SCREAM! THERE IS THIS SONG ON THIS VIDEO I LOVE! BUT OHHH LOOK! MADE WITH AI! AND ITS NOT ON APPLE MUSIC! BRUHHH! IVE TRIED TO GET IT BUT I CANT! AUGHHHH!!!!!! Its called midnight reflection

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

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ITS THE FIRST DAY OF A NEW MONTH AND ITS 25 MOW DAYS UNTIL ITS MY BDAY

4 months ago | [YT] | 0

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I know i haven’t posted in awhile. Its because im focusing on school. I may quit next year tho. for now I’m not focusing on it. I hope you all understand. Also trying to be off my phone and be less on screens.

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

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My repunzel edit that i made now (1 feb) comments are off so if u want to comment on it, u can comment here for the video if u like

5 months ago | [YT] | 1

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Hi?- been awhile- ok bye

5 months ago | [YT] | 0