Ani

I won't be turning on the new community update for my channel. I'm don't wanna risk problems popping up as trying to maintain a community in a space kinda sucks. You guys are awesome. I just worry bad actors will come around here to cause problems. I don't have a moderation team you know.

3 days ago | [YT] | 3

Ani

Happy Pride Month ya'll!

I know it's almost been 2 months since I've uploaded anything here but I've been mighty busy with my personal life and my GZDoom project. Been trying to get myself out on my own so I can have more freetime and put more stuff out.

I'm still learning a lot from using Blender and I'm hoping I figure how to make a full on video with shots in one projects like in my SFM days.

Plus I wanted to make time for my loved ones like my new GF, my cat Caleb and my friends. I've been honestly pretty silent with my folks due to personal conflicts but I'm hoping we can seperate for a good amount of time and actually have our own spaces. Videos from me may not come out for a while so forgive time for the activity silence. Anyways happy pride month again, stay cool and be with the ones you love. Peace.

3 months ago | [YT] | 9

Ani

I had a blast this weekend! Me, my lil bro and my long time friend ‪@lego6-fowa‬ got to partake to ToonFusion! I even bumped into ‪@kaijufan2000yt‬ on the way there too! We met some big faces, asked them some questions, talked to them and I even got to share my baby kitty to Lizzie Freeman! She was an absolute sweetheart and we exchanged looks at our cays! Micheal was so chill! Probably not talkative but that's an understandable thing you get when so many people love you for so many big things.

And I was happy to show my love with many other dronies that went to the event as well. This was my first time at a convention and I already made a ton of friends there! This was one of the best life goalsnI ever planned and I never felt this happy, this energetic, this confident and prideful for so many years.

I hope to come back to this party next year and see my dronies again! Many loves from Starlight!

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3 months ago | [YT] | 4

Ani

This week fucking sucks.

4 months ago | [YT] | 2

Ani

I love Blender

4 months ago | [YT] | 7

Ani

No reason for me saying this but I feel like throwing this out there, I don't plan to do any streams in the future. I'm not that much of an interesting guy to watch when it comes to commentary gameplay.

Plus it would be too costly for me to afford internet powerful enough to do streaming and I'd have to get some sort of moderation team to prevent any serious mishaps and not everyone around me has the time to come be part of what is just me playing video games with little to nothing to say.

Even if I were to say a few things, I feel I'd be hard to watch due to my stuttering. Even when I eventually get to a space of my own where I get plenty of free time, there would be no way for me to invest all my time on streaming alone.

Although I wouldn't mind participating in other people's streams because I wouldn't be a huge focus and with other people around, there would be an active series of things to talk about.
Otherwise, I'm gonna have to steer away from doing any streams on my channel. I'm much more comfortable doing recordings instead.

5 months ago | [YT] | 3

Ani

So I've been experimenting with Blender recently and one of my starter goals was to use a model of me (made by a friend) and animate it around to make a playable Doom skin. Pretty proud of what I put together.

Shoutout to a funny cat for teaching me a bit. I still got a lot to go.

5 months ago | [YT] | 3

Ani

I regret to inform that due to a loss of motivation and technical problems with SFM, I'm gonna have to can my SFM line of videos. I was hoping the steam deck could meet the software's needs but it seems no matter what fix or solution I try to apply, SFM refuses to work thoroughly without crashing randomly and constantly.

I didn't wanna do this but what's the point of keeping an animation software if it's gonna make your time on a project consuming and miserable?

So unless I find a familiar but better alternative to SFM or get all the knowledge I need for Blender, animations from me are gonna have to put in an indefinite hiatus. How frustrating...

5 months ago | [YT] | 6

Ani

You may have noticed video uploads are slow right now. Well I'm not in a good position to be recording anything at the moment. Mainly due to my job and my sweet baby cat I'm raising at a temporary space.

I'm not homeless obviously but I rather not go too deep into detail on where I'm residing with my cat.

However I do got some fancy new gear I'll be using moving forward and once I get to a better living space, I should be online more frequently. I got so many games and mods I wanna show off on the channel and experiment with new tools.
It'll be very exciting to explore new stuff I wasn't able to many years ago.

But until I either get to a vacational space for a weekend or get my own place, uploads will have to be a once in a while thing.

In the meantime, Caleb says he loves you all and I promise you we'll be in a good era for this channel.

6 months ago | [YT] | 4