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My Garden's Gate
2/2 Happy ColdMoon #SuperMoon FullMoon in #Gemini The last super moon of 2025.
#FunFact There won't be another one like it for 20years.
This got me thinking about Long Term Goals and Long Term Investments. I knew that 2025 was setting up a 10year super solid foundation, for the next 50 years, when it comes to business and connections. That was my actual first baby elder LTI. I decided to take the first year of my independence with my LLC and build up the value before I went public and made any sales or profit. Best decision, no regrets there.
Now I'm in a sweet yet uncomfortable spot of the sling shot. So I have a lot of built up hidden merit. Like a lot lot lot. I utilize my #freewill to learn how to make sound business moves in the arenas I move through and need in order to do business. Am I an accountant? No. Am I a lawyer? No. Do I understand the need for those folks as i set up to go public? Absolutely. So yeah. I won't fail. The 💯 securing of my #soverignty has been and continues to be my main focus right now. There is no way that I'm going to let a loophole exist where fools can interject their toxic designs, cruel implementations, or fake narratives for my life. Nope. I run a tight ship in case anyone doesn't see the obvious.
I got a taste of my pure fire and I just can't go back. I see what all the fuss was about FRFR.
So ready to journey on my path ☸️ with the 2026 🔥🎠!
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Guess Who's Back ~ Rakim
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2/2 Passenger Side/ Coolant Side, fluid and channels...
I am a Fire Element by organic nature
My Life Force/Prana/Qi/Chi is powered by the flame and all that goes along with active transmutation.
Within the 2nd half of my life, I have grown into many things...Today I dedicate the mural symbols on the doors of my cab, also to honor the evolved changes to my main elemental indicators for my ☀️daily life and for
my 🌒souls sovereignty...My Earth and Water Reps.
From Johnathan Livingston Seagull to π Blue Heron.
From seeking freedom to being free in patience, wisdom, and true spiritual sovereignty with the state of being as the awe inspiring presence of that merit... Holding antenna to imbue and fortify the All Squirkle capacity.
Talking about being a little Fonzie, cool as a cucumber, and all that jazz... I wouldn't know. Hence the honk in the title link being all there is in that way. I can say this, listening is the best way to the accuracy in truth, especially with my active IRL social presence. So in that way being cool for me is about fanning the jazzy healthy internal flames of those the divine puts in my path. Then others get to see themselves in my creative world as the amazing wholehearted soul I see in them. As a B positive at heart, I could never be harmfully destructive with someone's trust of my ability to share experiences as a mutual, especially in my line of work. Sure I can profile a criminal like a pro, but that's different than my work or personal life ya know. I'm happy to be chill and moreover im super glad I can grow with the chill, or use it to keep things fresh, or even make snow figures and ice sculptures. My first LTI... My 10year plan of chill....
The IIWII edition. IYKYK style.
I have always blended my fire with the earth element. In my wisdom it seems all the main elements are present in each evolved individual indicator. Like a fractal. On the passenger's side door:
a Blue Heron.
Double trouble, cusp bubble, editions have either a sea fairing or a rooted down, add on companion.
In this case its an Add on evolved
from shiet show mushroom to genius hyphae going all in with the double trouble transmutation mutables...
My Pet Eldritch Horror, Jerry the Slime ~
The Thought Emporium
https://youtu.be/3V3CMD_9xXs?si=F4u31...
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Blue Heron Squawk ~ Stouty Twin
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1/2 Str8Up
First thing this AM, I do like my algorithm. Although, I hadn't mentioned X-men or the character Storm recently....Anyway, so I watch this first thing after my morning acknowledgings and I'm all "this is exactly like my 2025.". Mind you a whirl wind embrace with an old "sis" and a "romp in the hay" with an old buddy aren't always a good thing as shown here but iiwii, still
accurate to my year. Lol. But yeah, this title link is
too cute in that 'synced up with my ⚡current(LY)'
kinda way so, I had to share.
I was given a nickname once when I was young. My first and only nickname that lasted more than a season and that more than a couple or few people knew. It's actually STORMY, it's from a trauma chunk of time and it probably shouldn't be endearing to me if I'm plain about it. It was only supposed to be a IYKYK show name but, I kept it in my chest pocket. No one ever cared about me like that after 11years old, not longer than a summer at camp or something anyways, to give me a nickname that stuck, even though most people couldn't or didn't like to pronounce my unusual name. But yeah, It's not exactly the same as Storm, but close enough to remind me whenever I hear about the X-Men character. I kept that "name" in pocket and only just brought it up again 3 years ago. I've mentioned it at least once yearly since. This year, last week infact, as i spell it Storm(i.e) for eye of the storm, thats probably the algorithm sync up. I really do appreciate the pace of my algorithm.
My Storm(i.e.) has All Love, which means....
°Love & Power ~ ABRA
https://youtu.be/ZITV9ECk_f0?si=aiZ9b...
I love December for the review indicators and the upcoming year's base points that it shares. Every year they come around like clockwork.
Speaking of Year(LY)s... 2025 is the year in of the 🐍.
Last year was the 🐉 and I got myself a nice 🐲 💦 bottle from Japan that had nice glass darting and a removable wrap around golden dragon on it. This year I'm getting myself a Snake Plant. I decided on a plant because 2024 was about taking the water for the plains from the wood dragon to aid in the long term growth...the soil aeration of the wood snake woke up the underground organics. Then we plant seed in that awakened mycelium enriched dirt and give it the dragon drop water. Bravo! So yeah 2025 was as much about soil aeration and awakening mycelium as it was about identifying toxicity and the neutralization of toxins. 2025 thanks to the wood aspect of the snake, was also about setting roots, business expression, business partnerships, community, and connections. Even though for me those things weren't out in the physical public sphere, I had amazing moments in those sectors of my life. I absolutely utilized and benefited from the snake year. I am so into the Chinese zodiac for my yearly details that I diligently early at the end of last year dubbed the 2025 wood snake as the Orobourus. Since I experienced the long term benefit and life of the Orobourus I am going to hopefully have the snake plant I purchase this week, with me for the rest of my life and then after. Before my passing I will plant it in the ground to live even after our time together, me in this physical vessel, it in a large and lovely pot. I'll be doing a whole dedicated post about the new snake plant, Year(LY)s in general, and of the upcoming 2026 fire horse.
The eternal add on part of the story...
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How Storm became so powerful ~Comics Explained
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A holy shiet Christmas miracle.
So I was just alerted that the old bag is on her classic MO about setting folks up and when it doesn't work out pulling the rug and casting patsy blame. So what? Just because I have a personal gripe with a Rachel Dolzen arse wannabe punk this biotch thinks she can throw her under the bus. The child's/non elder old woman close to turning into a copy of old Dusty/ ms. Dolzen's whole personage has old Dusty's fingerprints all over it like a demented potters handmade vessel. Rachel has no personality of her own except as a bar "owning" waitress that refused to do any of the jobs she is so adamant about lording around titled to do. Poor girl, that's another crackpot Mo of that hag...to mold a void, in Rachel's case a vapid one. Live as yourself Rach,
stop stealing and posing as a secret punk to avoid your own truth. ✍🏽🏘️, the 🌉🏕️🌄, and/or🎍🚚...
Will never belong to the likes of you ins.
The Hags with hijacked 🔮🎱 be like
•Looking Arse ~ Nikki M
https://youtu.be/2mwNbTL3pOs?si=xtoyG...
Anyways,
the miracle is this, when I mentioned to the Rachel Dolzen to plant some winter squash and go heal till next cycle to see it's fruits, I meant it. That was last year...and ISWIS. I've heard talk around that Rachel's been caught, everyone finally sees her for what she really is so she lost all her mirror eyed 🕶️ mask accounts she pretends to be in order to bait 5 figure grants with, and she's going through a break-up... her bindings are just tightening, loosing them isn't in the cards for her .... That doesn't mean lock her up and set water right outside of her reach and only assign checks when a total digwig low-level weirdo is on "duty". Na, sis..... I've got a tepid sponge of life water for you. Come on under my wing and chill in the brig with a basic ssd check because no.... I won't let a demented hag or that warped cult of debauchery hurt anyone else, especially not furthermore. Not him or her or you or me or US. All the other BS has potential to come out in the wash... So fresh and so clean clean.
I'm not saying we are even or squared. Not even close. I'm also not ready to look at you right now. However, I know how caught up a youth can get in the shenanigans and I know you crashed that brown camero in the narrow tunnel I've 🏄🏽♀️ through. You freaked out but were still in the throws of it all. You couldn't handle it and got mad at those that seemed to be where your trauma made you believe you wanted to go. I know that's why you were sent away...because you flagrantly abuse your position, that's your M.O.. That's why I suggested winter squash for you. Whatever, that's a whole other bag of convos for another time and place. IJS. Iiwii and whatever it is, and will be, isn't going to be orchestrated for few piss ant hags and their jabba the hut cheating and weak sauce cruel intentions.
A mother of temperance's final offer...
Listen, Rachel/Crash Test Dummy, that was the last one,
I had to do it because it's true....
I will put it plainly and speak no more about it because I'm on my way there now. Let it go. TMH doesn't even want me to have to smell your lingering presence, so stop plotting on my spot and give up what you already got (besides that Piccadilly📷 humpty Dumpty, you can keep that)...and this is a highly suggested suggestion... You getting gone before I pull up is being handled for me. There are a few ways to handle that as I'm sure your scando arse knows. You, personally, make sure you shut it down and pack it up. Use some elbow grease for once and give us a proper turnaround mint on the pillow experience. Mmmkay flower in the attic sister, only by proximity. You former extorter of the °degrees of separation. Im only offering you a future free of the torture you inflicted on two of us, that I know the cruel details of, and others not in "the family" because I don't want to eat you, gross, but my hellcat sure will. Especially if he catches you on his pre scout before we hit the last hill. Otherwise, I want you to find peace of your own. I really want that for you. I will never fight you because your coward arse kept me from being able to even stand up for myself against your BS let alone fight back. I will never give you the satisfaction of acting in your fight or defeat evidence scenes. Your final loss...well it's already happened dearie. It's all about where they're sending you. So again, get on the ground hands up, on your own, and give a full statement of your full involvement... You can have some peace and even resources for finding yourself through the bottom of the wheel that is the last decade plus of life for you, if you let go and accept the position before you. It has room for advancement if you can hang....position being a healthy learning opportunity for you...a 9lava forged hanged🥀man, iron glove and steel thorn edition.
Sitting on your hands not reach for anything, thinking about what you have done/ understanding why grabbing and destroying innocence for your own vanity, vitality, and possibility is forbidden, and feeling the severity of cold and neglect you forced someone to live in while you sucked their warmth and connection away, in demented and secretly cruel ways, out of jealousy and spite. You can agree and work that position or you can refuse and do it anyway with no merit and in the dark. BTW, That's no weak sauce title to learn from, its never been done with grace, you'd be the first ya know. That's powerful enough for some swanky merit that will get you your own visits from those cool folks that like one of a kind rare marvels.
°Give It Up ~ CSX
https://youtu.be/A3q0Lhab-sY?si=BgU5C...
Remember.... and plant those seeds. You were originally a punk because you wanted to crash the system. Not because you lived that life.??? Maybe I'm wrong, I won't assume but, I did see you early on in your arc just as you came for me early on in mine.
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I Am Not A Robot (clock opera remix) ~ MARINA, formerly of The Diamonds
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What a grand November of 2025 we've had!
This morning I channeled the following song upon waking and thought to myself... don't I know it...that divine truth absolutely gives me peace. November making things A.P.parent.
*From a Distance ~ Bette Midler
https://youtu.be/YkPN9MzxBkM?si=dvF4R...
Musing of a 🌀Storm(i.e) Soothsayer
Images
1. Tru's hood mural WIP, the bird and the sunrise.
2. Tru's hood mural WIP, the scorpion and the sunset.
3. A GoPro account image of an "eye of the storm".
4. Screenshot of a short video I made,
early bird chirping.
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So as I get to morning musings with my guy, I gave myself a tickle. Thought I'd post it just because these are the moments, right! Here's the report details plus.
*Why am I like this 😆....
youtube.com/shorts/EXPhdoM1HW...
A.
I love being a YSS bbygrl, that's all woman,
with a big boy rock daddy proxy.
That smooth handed lady with a 👩🏽🏭 💯 go go gadget.
Like I can't describe how tickled I am with the whole situation. It almost feels illegal to saunter through life in active jam satisfaction. God love the Divine!
Happy Saturn Direct 11-29 Saturday
To be clear I know I have dope girl magic. In the past it was all backwards and misunderstood and then if I didn't dose myself with myself I might've gotten blown away. Finding my purity, in my brain makeup and ability to control and express that chemistry and electricity... that gave me my pure 🔥 .... That's what saved me from my pain. Well, and the kids. It started with the kids but I kept going for me. That toothpaste simply can't go back in the tube. Im dope and I know it. That's all I need is pure me straight to the dome or slow on roll. There's so many ways to slice it and administer the light and shadow that I have inside of me that, well, nothing else compares,
and I won't ever give it up...if I'm plain about it.
*Pours some love out for those ever lost in the sauce*
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Bars on Wheels
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Happy #Thanksgiving
My sun 🌞 in Leo♌🦁 is very involved at the table this year. Not to feast, although we have much to be thankful for.
*Aslan Lives,
🎞️ from The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe
~ Lucy Pavense
https://youtu.be/WsOBsj8g6Dw?si=fQ4gj...
🙏🏽☝🏽🙌🏽
This year we crack the table they served up their sin riddled ideas of sacrifice on. Feeding blindfolded people their own sweat, blood, and tear ladened innocence, wisdom, and sovereignty by culling the individual and collective energy of true sanctuary and legacy for the realm. No more. The structure supporting that spiritual c0ckblocking nonsense is no longer stable or desired.
Happy 2025 #Harvest!
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Velvet Rope ~ Janet Jackson
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A nice completion this morning ...
A, completed!, new 360° view of the center.
Proper Filigree II was divinely inspired this morning and I'm obedient so I went with it. I'm so glad I did. It's been about a year since Part I as it was made 12-22-24
*Proper Filigree Part I: Baby's Breath, understanding air.
youtube.com/shorts/PdSctsigUr...
And now the diameter ° is complete! We have a solid base friends! We. Have. A. Solid. Center Base! 11-26-25
*Proper Filigree Part II: Resonance of a Sage Woman,
a new 360 view of the center.
youtube.com/shorts/Fxh_WY908v...
*∆sync*
Image
Photo close up of the channel/post of
my abstract 🌹 lamp.
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This title link had me so grateful that I found fractals. Because that's the basis of how I can even understand what he's talking about. Although he does a super great job of explaining spinors. But yeah, fractals opened me up to math. I got the nudge from an electrician teacher and classic Hephaestus type. From there I was onto physics and moreover I got pretty into dynamics being the jumping off point for me with "the in-between".... Which this video talks quite a bit about. I suppose it makes sense especially considering that squaring the circle was my first sage indicator, given to me by a silversmith in the classic hippie town of Yellow Springs, OH in my late teens. It wasn't till later though, that I came to understand it fully with the almond eye and the bladder aspects of the pattern. That was in the same time I was really into my first sacred geometry books by Miranda Lundy.
Speaking metaphorically and humanistically about position, aspect ratio, POV, energy, and movement...
*The Abyss/ Wake Me Up/ After Hours ~ The Weekend
https://youtu.be/KHc-NemB3ZQ?si=WP_O7...
It's funny I have an arrogant buddy, we once talked about these uncontrollably things that exist like the moments, people, efforts, and effects...along with all those things that ones sovereign energy entails essentially, not production wise...This person only remembers those things in their life as simply collapsing boxes. MAKE IT FOLD/bend the knee...
Like if they couldn't make the uncontrollable only hold, contain, present, and be filled with what they say it is...it's just something to be minimized. I told them that they sounded like the first place holder in a double digit number demanding they stay a 10-19 system where they remain 1st and beholden to. Only letting the numbers in the second place exist to stand next to them. No matter as to what each number resonates and means. I joked and said well I'm the 8spark cusp 9er, once held♾️in captive to make it all run. Till I dropped the BS and rose my processing sensory intelligence to crown my head and become 9 so I can push their number 1 arse through the portal. So they can understand that they exist in the bigger picture and infact 2.0 isn't that bad. Lol.
I really like this talk because for me, a cusp person/an in-between-er, I can go between but can never stay or become the environments I'm in...mutable... in the best ways thanks to my god given natal chart's amazing balancing act certification.
Also as a divine timing person who doesn't know the whole picture but can sense a small concentration and understanding the whole of a situation or experience... I find this take to be relatable. The subject of spinors is cool on so many levels.
At first I thought of the spinor behavior as a white blood cell. As far as their motivation and organic pull....
I'm only on part 2 of this hour talk because I agree with Richard, some things we need to sit with and absorb. I like to let things plume from my brain to the physical with divine applications to really bring my comprehension of the lessons or knowledge home. Just letting the environment show me examples in real time.
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The Mystery of Spinors ~ Richard Behiel
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The dynamics are dynamic-ing...
🎪🧘🏽♀️
Sanctuary's Devotional
on the Definitive
to Renewed Evolution
°Fire and Ice ~ Within Temptation
https://youtu.be/ve2pS-jxXz0?si=zhkfw...
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Grace and Grit ~ Cirque Du Soleil
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