Glamrock\Shanica The Fredbear

Happy 2nd year anniversary to the Five Nights at Freddy's movie! \^^/

(Picture not mine, just a screenshot I took from a funny video. Their name is in the middle bottom, credits to them)

3 hours ago | [YT] | 4

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I have found Eclipse

He became a squash

1 day ago | [YT] | 26

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I'm dropping this here because I'm forgotten

3 days ago | [YT] | 38

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For those who asked for Nova, or Frost, or both NovaFrost, here ya go, if you want it, take a screenshot :3
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3 days ago | [YT] | 30

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If I don't upload for a while or more, then there's something wrong with YouTube. It won't let me watch or play anything. What is going on...? Nothing on YouTube is playing...
Something is wrong now...
I hope this is not the end...

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 18

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Question to be clear: Do you guys like my videos when they have subtitles, some of the subtitles, or just none of the subtitles?

1 week ago | [YT] | 20

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Um



Guys



I'm in a band now



Like in a musician band that me, my sisters, and our two friends formed



Um



Yeah



(I'm nervous)



[My hair is short now]

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 16

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...sorry...for the late uploads...again...it's just that...things have been going on...and that my mental health got worse...I'll explain why...but...yeah...warning...


[TW: Self-hatred, mentions of s_ic_de and s_ic_de thoughts]

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...I feel...so done...very done...
...and I knew it...I f%cking knew it...I knew...I'm not good enough to be in this family...I don't fit in...I'm the worst daughter...and a family member here...no wonder people hate me and don't accept me...and...yeah...I knew it...I knew she does hate me...she finds admits it...she finally admits that I do ruin everything...I do nothing but ruin everything in this f%cking family...I tried...I literally tried...not to mess everything up...I tried to remember things...but look where that got me...my mind becomes nothing but blank when trying to remember so many things...so many things are on my mind...that I can't remember anything else...and maybe...it's always thinking negatively...always say negativity things to myself...I do nothing but hate myself...it's never going to stop because I get nothing but yelling...and...this...I guess I do ruin everything...
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...I hate myself...I hate myself to death now...I feel nothingness but a virus to my family...I'm nothing but a mistake a f%cking mistake...I don’t deserve good things...at all...I don't deserve to be loved...why would anyone love me when I do nothingness but just ruin everything...? ...I tried to do good for my family...but I do nothing but just mess it up all the goddamn time...
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...her yelling at me...telling me I ruin everything...just convinces me more that I just wanted to dįe...that I want to just k_ll myself...that I don't deserve to live...I don't do good to anyone...I always carry heavy burden on myself...and it's going to keep going...now I just feel like a total burden to my family...I'm a virus...I do nothing but always ruin everything...I guess she's right...I do ruin everything...for always making dumb mistakes...
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...I wished I never existed to be who I am...I wish I was someone else...not like this...me having two dumb disabilities that I was born with...is f%cking stupid...why was I born like this...? I have nothing good on me...it's like I'm made to ruin everything in my family...I hate being who I am...I want to be normal...I want to be someone else that's not me...I don't deserve to live...I don’t deserve to be good enough...
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...i feel so done...I am done...I hate myself to death...I will never love myself...never...and this is the reason why...
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...sorry for venting like this...some of you guys probably wouldn't care about this anyway since some of you like SAMS, LAES, TEAS, and all of that...so...yeah...
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...for those of you who stayed to read all of this...and all of that...thanks for listening...I'm sorry for venting like this...I don't feel like or want to speak to anyone else about this...because I know no one in my family will want to be near me...because they don't want to get involved in my situation...especially when I feel upset...especially giving me space...when that's not going to help me...because I know I'm not going to get the support I need...or help...that I want...
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...thanks for...being patient when I'm still trying to edit videos that I'm trying to upload...
...I'll try to rush it up to upload something...I don't want to take a break...I can't...I want a distraction...
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So yeah...that's why I haven't been uploading for a while...again...because I'm still editing videos...and...IRL stuff like...this...like...family stuff...and family...that probably hates me...
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...I'll try to my best to get a video out when I'm finish editing...but if I don't again...then I might be grounded...because I get punished for making a mistake...like always...
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...anyway...sorry for wasting your time...at least I'm letting you guys know of what's going on...and all of that...and...again...I'm sorry for the dumb vent...I know it might be annoying...but...yeah...that's all...thanks for reading...see you in the next video whenever I do upload something...
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...see ya...Super Rockstars...

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 22

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Wanna see more Five Nights at Maggie's gameplay besides TSBSs videos?

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 13

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Moon's little jump

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 220