But after that. I’m off on vacation, so no upcoming videos for a while 🥰 I’m so excited though! Will be nice getting out for a little while!!
Think some will be excited for the video! It’’s an edit compilation AND for a couple I haven’t done a compilation video for yet! So hope you’re excited! I’ll say nothing more than that 🤭
This week hasn’t turned out the way I hoped at all, and my energy level has been rock bottom all week.
I know I don’t have to, but I always prefer being open and honest with how I’m doing. A lot because venting out can be good, but also because talking means that others who goes through similar situations can know they are not alone.
I’m gonna add a trigger warning ⚠️ because everyone is different, and some might get triggered easier than others ❤️
As you probably know my posting on here has been very inconsistent throughout this year so far. I initially took a break because of some mental health issues, as well as taking care of a sick family member. We’re still in the process of figuring out exactly what’s wrong, even if we still have a good idea. Every time we thought things would calm down, we faced a new challenge. And not gonna lie, from January until the end of April I feel like I was more at the hospital than at home. It was tiering for sure, but all worth it to help someone dear to me. My mental health has been struggling for a long while, since middle school I’ve been struggling with depression and anxiety. However as the years have passed it’s gotten worse, and I’ve been to different therapists and tried some different treatments.
But the thing is life happens everyday, and sometimes you feel like you can’t catch a break. And I feel like at 29 I have life experience for a life time. I’ve been going to therapy, doing exposure therapy and I’m also currently waiting to get a medical assessment to figure out exactly what I struggle with. With especially exposure therapy, I get so drained that getting out of bed is enough for the day. Other days I’m high on energy, and can do a lot. I don’t have any control on when it happens, and it can be super frustrating. The days I DO have energy, I also try to live a life outside of my phone and social media. Which results in me coming home and being exhausted. The last thing I’m able to do then is making videos, even if it’s the first thing I think about wanting to do. But wanting and being able to are unfortunate two different things, they say «if you put your mind into it, you can do it» and I’m sure that’s true for some things, unfortunately not in this case. These past few days I’ve been stuck in bed, feeling restless and tired at the same time. I wish I could do stuff like making my videos, but I can’t. It annoys me so much at times, but I TRY to tell myself to give it time and it will work out eventually.
I’m not on medication, but it might become an option after the medical assessment, if they see it fit. Not gonna lie, taking medication is a big fear for me. So honestly I wouldn’t really want to. At the same time, I would want to try if it can help in the long run.
I’m in no way quitting on making my videos, making them and getting to interact with all of you makes me so incredibly happy! I want to keep doing that for as long as possible, I just need energy to properly do it!
This is why going forwards you might see me post 3+ videos one day, and then radio silence for 2+ weeks. I just want people to understand why, and don’t think I’ve quit making them or lost interest. Cause I really haven’t, I feel like it’s one of the things holding me together at times. It brings me more joy than I can ever explain. It’s also because I’m not good at scheduling videos, if I have them done I see no reasons to not post them. Call it getting impatient, so instead of scheduling the three videos I’ve made I’ll most likely just post all 3 there and then.
So! I might post randomly at 2am (my time 🤣) or at 2PM, I really will have no control on it. I hope when I really get into treatment and start to get better, that I will get a better routine in my day to day! Hopefully then I can actually plan ahead and make video posting more consistently for you.
But I appreciate all of you who waits, and keeps commenting even if the videos are older! I see all of it, even if I’m not always great at responding. It brightens my day, and brings a smile to my face ❤️ So thank you for that!
Lastly, Thank you to all of you who checks in on me and sends me messages. It warms my heart more than I can ever explain. I want you to know that I am fine, and if I’m not I will be ❤️ even if it takes time, I will get better! If you’re in a similar situation, know you are so strong! You can get through everything, and we’ll see some brighter days ahead.
Excuse my Language, but HOLY SHIT I've made 1000 videos! Since January 2024
I have seen that I have gotten closer to that number, but suddenly I was there!
Thank you for being here, for watching my videos, motivating me to make more ❤ Commenting and interacting! It makes this experience so much more fun!!
If someone had told me at the beginning of 2024 that "You'll create 1000 videos on YouTube in 2 years, and make around 4500 subscribers" I'd probably laugh cause what?! Now that we're here I'm even more motivated to give you more videos! ❤
I can't wait to sit down and record more for you to watch, I guess the next step is to make 2000 videos 😂
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I LOVE 😭💚
My WayV heart! 💚💚💚
(Yes, I did record a reaction ofc 💚)
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Just me, again! Spreading the news!
All four episodes are up on my Patreon
(Free tier 🥰)
www.patreon.com/MimiGemReacts/posts/peach-and-me-e…
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In case you've been hoping for this ✨ I'll leave the link!
(free tier ofc ✨)
www.patreon.com/MimiGemReacts/posts/ticket-to-heav…
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No winners No losers, keep that in mind. Just pick one of the options ❤
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No winners No losers, keep that in mind. Just pick one of the options ❤
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Okey! I’ve actually managed to schedule a video….
For tomorrow 🤣
But after that. I’m off on vacation, so no upcoming videos for a while 🥰 I’m so excited though! Will be nice getting out for a little while!!
Think some will be excited for the video! It’’s an edit compilation AND for a couple I haven’t done a compilation video for yet! So hope you’re excited! I’ll say nothing more than that 🤭
A nice summer to all of you Precious gems 💎
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MimiGemReacts
I see Peach and me is out (first episode)
Fully transparent, I’m not gonna get to it before I leave on vacation.
I HAVE recorded videos for you, so I’ll see what I’ll get to before I leave ❤️
But know I have every intention of watching it with you when I can 🥰
Happy weekend to you!
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This week hasn’t turned out the way I hoped at all, and my energy level has been rock bottom all week.
I know I don’t have to, but I always prefer being open and honest with how I’m doing. A lot because venting out can be good, but also because talking means that others who goes through similar situations can know they are not alone.
I’m gonna add a trigger warning ⚠️ because everyone is different, and some might get triggered easier than others ❤️
As you probably know my posting on here has been very inconsistent throughout this year so far. I initially took a break because of some mental health issues, as well as taking care of a sick family member. We’re still in the process of figuring out exactly what’s wrong, even if we still have a good idea. Every time we thought things would calm down, we faced a new challenge. And not gonna lie, from January until the end of April I feel like I was more at the hospital than at home. It was tiering for sure, but all worth it to help someone dear to me.
My mental health has been struggling for a long while, since middle school I’ve been struggling with depression and anxiety. However as the years have passed it’s gotten worse, and I’ve been to different therapists and tried some different treatments.
But the thing is life happens everyday, and sometimes you feel like you can’t catch a break. And I feel like at 29 I have life experience for a life time.
I’ve been going to therapy, doing exposure therapy and I’m also currently waiting to get a medical assessment to figure out exactly what I struggle with.
With especially exposure therapy, I get so drained that getting out of bed is enough for the day. Other days I’m high on energy, and can do a lot. I don’t have any control on when it happens, and it can be super frustrating.
The days I DO have energy, I also try to live a life outside of my phone and social media. Which results in me coming home and being exhausted. The last thing I’m able to do then is making videos, even if it’s the first thing I think about wanting to do.
But wanting and being able to are unfortunate two different things, they say «if you put your mind into it, you can do it» and I’m sure that’s true for some things, unfortunately not in this case.
These past few days I’ve been stuck in bed, feeling restless and tired at the same time. I wish I could do stuff like making my videos, but I can’t. It annoys me so much at times, but I TRY to tell myself to give it time and it will work out eventually.
I’m not on medication, but it might become an option after the medical assessment, if they see it fit. Not gonna lie, taking medication is a big fear for me. So honestly I wouldn’t really want to. At the same time, I would want to try if it can help in the long run.
I’m in no way quitting on making my videos, making them and getting to interact with all of you makes me so incredibly happy! I want to keep doing that for as long as possible, I just need energy to properly do it!
This is why going forwards you might see me post 3+ videos one day, and then radio silence for 2+ weeks. I just want people to understand why, and don’t think I’ve quit making them or lost interest. Cause I really haven’t, I feel like it’s one of the things holding me together at times. It brings me more joy than I can ever explain. It’s also because I’m not good at scheduling videos, if I have them done I see no reasons to not post them. Call it getting impatient, so instead of scheduling the three videos I’ve made I’ll most likely just post all 3 there and then.
So! I might post randomly at 2am (my time 🤣) or at 2PM, I really will have no control on it. I hope when I really get into treatment and start to get better, that I will get a better routine in my day to day! Hopefully then I can actually plan ahead and make video posting more consistently for you.
But I appreciate all of you who waits, and keeps commenting even if the videos are older! I see all of it, even if I’m not always great at responding. It brightens my day, and brings a smile to my face ❤️ So thank you for that!
Lastly, Thank you to all of you who checks in on me and sends me messages. It warms my heart more than I can ever explain. I want you to know that I am fine, and if I’m not I will be ❤️ even if it takes time, I will get better!
If you’re in a similar situation, know you are so strong! You can get through everything, and we’ll see some brighter days ahead.
Thank you ❤️
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MimiGemReacts
WHEN I TELL YOU I’M MOT READY FOR PEACH AND ME!! 🫣
(Don’t worry trailer reaction is coming, and yes we are watching it as long as I can access it for free)
But HELLO??!! I’m not ready for it! BUT I’M SO READY FOR IT!!
How about you? ❤️
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Excuse my Language, but HOLY SHIT I've made 1000 videos! Since January 2024
I have seen that I have gotten closer to that number, but suddenly I was there!
Thank you for being here, for watching my videos, motivating me to make more ❤ Commenting and interacting! It makes this experience so much more fun!!
If someone had told me at the beginning of 2024 that "You'll create 1000 videos on YouTube in 2 years, and make around 4500 subscribers" I'd probably laugh cause what?! Now that we're here I'm even more motivated to give you more videos! ❤
I can't wait to sit down and record more for you to watch, I guess the next step is to make 2000 videos 😂
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