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I'm sure you've heard the Calamity and Undertale/Deltarune communities being on fire today, but if not, TLDR: Shayy sexually harassed, groomed, neglected, and manipulated (among other things) friends and minors they were in contact with...
docs.google.com/document/d/1k0TYqGxuG1AD32EKPToZ1-…

I'll be blatantly honest, as someone who had met up with them in person over the last 2 SGDQ events and talked at least once every 2 weeks for 3 years, I'm just shocked. I've spent 5 hours today sitting at my desk just angry that it's true and beyond furious I didn't see any sign of it. I was friends with them and I didn't have a clue... Upon reflection, my experiences do reinforce what CiblesGD put out in her document. (This one: docs.google.com/document/d/1JxKI3AjuqS2Lxb_1B4DfZL… ) Shayy had tendencies to ghost others unless it was *prompted*.

To respect the victims, any videos of mine containing mentions of Shayy are being unlisted permanently, and there's some unfortunate news that comes along with this that I've been avoiding for a while now...

Part 6 not only has a history of giving me trauma, but it also has a history that involve both Fabsol and Shayy via the prominence of Alicorn and an interaction with Shayy that cements the narrative I have actually been able to work on. To either post or delete it would spiral me into a deeper depression with regards to the project to a point I don't really know what to do besides let it be lost to time or use it as a museum for my at the time mental collapse. It's an extremely unfortunate reality but I don't want to highlight two abusers in a story already so plagued by my self aimed malice. I'm so sorry to those who have literally still held out waiting for years hoping it'd see the light of day, and hearing my promises that I'll eventually get it done. With everything that has happened, I just don't know if that's possible anymore.

Regarding CalCast, GP and I have yet to talk. Shayy obv won't be a part of it in the future though.

Then there's the HK promise. 1 word: Trauma. Alright, I think that's everything. Sorry for the killer mood, fate would have I'm also sick today. Have a better one than me, would ya? Thanks and cya!

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Nervously sweating to get this done before silksong. Also I was informed by a friend that apparently I was "actually good at the game what the fuck?" when asking for an opinion for the edit.

2 months ago | [YT] | 231

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Okay so here's a fun story. A year ago I had a one-off stream where I fought Absolute Radiance as someone who has NEVER touched Hollow Knight. The project has gathered cobwebs but I wanna know if you'd be interested if I *tried* to whip up a script and video of the experience before the 4th when Silksong releases and the Hollow Knight community explodes. Thoughts?

3 months ago | [YT] | 332

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New JFL and ‪@ThatGP‬ content? In THIS economy!?
(We participated in the pass the world duos run hosted by Throarbin so go check it out! I wrote and recorded a script for the first time in my life so hopefully it turned out well!)

5 months ago | [YT] | 28

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Just wanted to share it. Probably the best video out there for the topic and the view count is too damn low. So help me boost it.
I know I triggered some people when I made the "transgendence" community post 2 years ago, but allow me to be even more clear due to how much worse it's gotten recently: That hate is unjustified. Even if you don't agree, life is too damn short to be ruining other's experiences. Go watch this and learn something instead of hating people because someone else taught you it isn't right.

6 months ago | [YT] | 162

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Abandoned again. Sorry. Kept the original msg in tact.

Waffles% A new completely absurd calamity route. Live now: www.twitch.tv/mrjfl
If you liked the OD in Pre-HM vid, you're gonna love this stupidity.
The schedule will be messy but I'll do my best to make it somewhat easy to find. Sorry about it being a popup, I just felt like starting it today. Hope to see ya there ;)

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Worth a watch. Good reminder to try to be nice to everyone. We all make mistakes so just might be a good time to check in. I know it was for me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eFXi-...

1 year ago | [YT] | 54

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Me editing my outer wilds journey:

1 year ago (edited) | [YT] | 157

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Started playing Outer Wilds as of yesterday. It's one of those "wish you could forget so you could play it again" type of games and so far I've been enjoying it as I went in completely blind. I will upload my experience no matter how great or awful it is. (lightly edited, AKA mostly jump cuts) But just wanted to ask if you wanted it to be one long vid or for me to split it up into like 20-30 min edited segments and slap it into a playlist.

1 year ago | [YT] | 76

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Hey, look at that. 1 mil.
Fun fact: Fully expected the OD vid to flop when I released it and now it's my top creation with a million views. It gives me a little bit of hope for the future, no doubt.
Other updates:
I unlisted the "It's been a while" video because it didn't age well. Initial plans from that one went south when I forgot I'm not MURA XD
The day will eventually come where I'll stop making empty promises.

Lastly, I know I'm a bit late but hope you all had a good pride month. Remember that a majority of people are nice enough to either support or not care enough to be negative about anyone just wanting to be happy. So whatever the situation may be, either keep fucking thriving, or keep hanging in there, alright?

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