PochiTrix

So I should probably say something and not just start uploading again randomly

Okay so let's be honest here for a second, Gacha as a community is slowly becoming dead and as any GachaTuber you'll see people outgrow the community, for me specifically I think I could do far more than just ranting and I believe ranting brings out the worst in me as a person, I've come to realize currently I'm not so called "happy" nor am I "sad", I don't just don't like how things are in my life currently. I want to upload other types of content and see if I can find happiness in something else, but just because I'm not as active ranting and stuff it doesn't mean I don't do cool stuff...

So my passion is slowly growing into editing, which I believe died out when I started making repetitive videos that bore me to death, I edit for some VTubers here and I hope to grow that experience with more VTubers and perhaps even transition into something broader like the VTubing community

Also if you're a VTuber reading this, hi lmao I can edit your content for you

3 months ago | [YT] | 292

PochiTrix

[ Mental health talk]

I won't lie everyday has been like a constant feeling of wanting to cut everyone off related to PochiTrix as a persona, PochiTrix isn't me but I've blurred the lines so much of what I wanted this persona to be that I can't ever recognize genuine relationships built with people, every time someone texts me it screams at like "another ranter for Pochi" truly I'm starting to that hate feeling. I could be much more useful as a person in general if I could detach myself entirely from this character I've built up.

I'm not oblivious to the person Pochi has become, I ignore A LOT of things, if something is needed to be discussed, I ignore it, no matter if it's bad or good, if I need to apologize or if someone's apologizing to me, I want to ignore it and I do ignore it because it's the easiest way out for anything.

Will I change and detach myself from Pochi? Probably not. Most likely, I'll ignore this issue and never mention it again because that's the easy way out and I just needed to get it off my chest, because no matter who I would explain the situation to I'd feel like it's Pochi talking and not me.

Apologies for slowly becoming a crappy role model for you.

5 months ago | [YT] | 475

PochiTrix

Can anyone make more employed Pochi edits besides the McDonald's one, I'll share all of them lmao

5 months ago | [YT] | 198

PochiTrix

After daily uploading for over a month, I haven't uploaded for 2 days now, I'm really sorry about that but I'm just feeling VERY burnt out I'll try to get back to uploading SOME kind of content

5 months ago | [YT] | 295

PochiTrix

Important

5 months ago | [YT] | 67

PochiTrix

Hawks fangirl streaming

5 months ago | [YT] | 55

PochiTrix

‪@TurboTH_Official‬

I have so many questions for you, I genuinely hope you address this in whatever document you're making because this is a new low...

5 months ago | [YT] | 342

PochiTrix

I see it

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