Hello Lightbeam! I’m Caolaidhe. —
artist. songwriter. storyteller. chronic over-thinker.
my hobbies include critical analysis (lol), learning new things, and making music. being creative yet analytical, calculated yet genuine and kind but direct are all hallmarks of my personality. i've seen some things... but i'm still here. i've made it through. now i'm thriving. — i want to show others they can too.
i’ve been making music for the misunderstood and the healing since 2020.
here, we’re learning — and we’re growing.
i write for lyrics; every song is a bridge: between shadow and light, trauma and transformation, art and advocacy. songwriting is how i process my own emotions. so i know music to be medicine — when experienced honestly.
the human experience is complex enough without the weight of avoiding truth. so this is a safe space to explore, process and feel it all. the only rule— stay kind while doing so.
so thanks for being here, Lightbeam, and don’t be a stranger. 🤍
Hello Caolaidhe
Lightbeam! 🤍
being ''humble'' in the way society propagates it is a scam! how else are people suppose to know who you are and what you can do if you don't show them?!?
light and love through conquered shadows,
Caolaidhe
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Hello Caolaidhe
Hello Lightbeam! 🤍
here's proof you only need two chords (D & A) and an existential crisis to write a love song...
Caolaidhe
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Hello Caolaidhe
“thought i’d scream
thought i’d run
i never freeze
i’m the sun”
#NewMusic #NewSong #HelloCaolaidhe
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Hello Caolaidhe
Hello Lightbeam! 🤍
happy halloween! 🎃
thanks for listening! 😈
Caolaidhe
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Hello Caolaidhe
Hello Lightbeam! 🤍
here's a one take live vocal performance of my original song "TAUNT ME". hard bass, techno vibes. if you think this song is about you... it’s not. but go ahead, vibe with it anyway.
shout out 'Lil Brow Wow for the sample. it goes hardddd. 🔥🔥🔥 fully produced version coming (hopefully) soon. thanks for listening. 🫶
🎧 headphones recommended for the full, raw, bass-heavy experience. 🎧
Caolaidhe
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Hello Caolaidhe
Hello Lightbeam! 🤍
this song was born from binge watching WAYYY too many police interrogation forensic psych breakdown videos. you know your girl loves to psychoanalyze and unpack everything so this is my response to all the weak and creepy weirdos out there who think power comes from hurting others cause so many of you are just truly pathetic. 🕵️♀️😈💅
have a lovely day and thanks for listening!
Caolaidhe
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Hello Caolaidhe
Hello Lightbeam! 🤍
“hate’s born from love, admit it: you loved me, and you’re obsessing crazy.”
psychology backs it up... hate usually comes from love in three ways:
1️⃣ when something threatens what we love, we hate the threat.
2️⃣ when someone we love betrays or hurts us, that passion can flip into hate.
3️⃣ when love’s rejected or impossible, frustration can twist into resentment.
anywho, have a lovely day today!
Caolaidhe
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Hello Caolaidhe
Hello Lightbeam! 🤍
let’s play a little psychology game. don’t overthink it—just go with your gut. answer one question fully BEFORE moving on to the next...
question 1:
what’s an animal you deeply resonate with? one that feels like you somehow.
(answer before reading on!)
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question 2:
okay—if that animal didn’t exist, what’s the next one you’d choose?
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question 3:
now imagine both of those animals never existed. what’s your final pick?
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now here’s the meaning:
✨ the first animal is how you want to be seen
✨ the second is how you see yourself
✨ the third is people's first impression of you
when i played this game, i got:
polar bear. owl. octopus.
...and it made WAY too much sense. 🤯
🐻❄️ i suppose want to be seen like a polar bear—as a strong and pure person, protective, maybe a little bit misunderstood. maybe a little, don't mess with me you won't win, energy. 🤭
🦉 i do see myself as an owl—observant, and always trying to make sense of things.
🐙 and other people’s first impression of me? octopus. which i died laughing at when i played this game. octopuses are unusual, hard to read, and definitely not what people expect. but once you stick around, there’s a lot more under the surface. octopuses are creative, sensitive, adaptive, and even kinda cool in a weird, alien way. makes sense and i suppose that's an honor. lmao
that’s how the lightbeam mascot was born:
a hybrid of all three. 🐻❄️🦉🐙
just like me, i suppose. 🤣
if you played the game, tell me your 3 animals in the comments. i’d love to get to know you a bit better and see what you think of this game.
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Hello Caolaidhe
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Hello Caolaidhe
FRIENDSHIP/COMPATIBILITY RESUME
Hello, Lightbeam!
i’m Caolaide.
the “Hello” means i see you. it also means i see myself.
i’m not everyone’s cup of tea—
i’ve been told it’s because i’m actually ayahuasca.
i’m the kind of friend who:
• sees through surface-level bs, but never uses your pain against you
• holds deep, soul-rooted conversations—tears and laughter both welcome
• speaks truth directly, with love and care
• shows up with fire to burn down walls and softness to help rebuild
i guard my energy fiercely. i’ll guard yours too.
you probably won’t find small talk here. we can talk about anything as long as it’s done with kindness, respect, and good intentions.
i’m a “2am soul talk” friend.
a “we’ll grow together” friend.
a "let's discuss human existence and the universe ad everything in it" friend.
i love sharing knowledge and learning from you too.
if you aren’t ready to be seen like that, that’s fine too. come back later or don’t. either way, i send you light and love.
if that resonates—stick around. 💌
you don’t have to fake it here.
love and light,
Caolaidhe 🤍
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