Icarus “icarus480” FourEightOh

TODAY AT 12PM MST A TRIBUTE TO MY DAD WILL BE PREMIERING

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Icarus “icarus480” FourEightOh

Anyone in tempe/mesa az have a room to rent? The landlord is selling our house and all these Facebook marketplaces and roommate apps are scams

3 years ago | [YT] | 23

Icarus “icarus480” FourEightOh

SUNDAY!

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Icarus “icarus480” FourEightOh

Live at 7:40 sorry for the lag!

4 years ago | [YT] | 47

Icarus “icarus480” FourEightOh

Hope to see y'all tomorrow at 7pm(MST) Come hang with Icky in my first live stream back!

4 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 78

Icarus “icarus480” FourEightOh

Hello everyone, I hope you are all well. I'd like to take this time to update you all on whats been going on in my life. When it comes to drugs its safe to say I have experimented with all of them at least once, but there is one that has taken my life, turned it inside out, ripped me open, and left me for dead. It has made me into someone I am not, it has destroyed many of my relationships, friendships, and alot of the things I have worked hard for. Some would assume this would be meth, or heroin but no... for me it is found in a cooler at a grocery store; I of course am talking about alcohol. I know if you are a viewer of mine; you know this is something that I have dealt with and tried to control many times in my life, and it has gotten to the point where it not only (very recently) has almost taken my fathers life, but it almost has taken mine as well. In a way it kind of has because its made me not know who I am anymore, I couldn't look back at the man in the mirror everyday because I hated myself and wanted to drink away the same problems that the drinking was causing, it IS my heroin. I came to a deep realization about this after a tramatic LSD trip and from there decided to do something I never wanted to do. Seek professional help. I am currently at a treatment center (been here 2 weeks so far) receiving help to walk away from this demon and never look back. I am very slowly picking myself up and dusting myself off. I felt i should make this statement because I keep getting messages from people asking if I am dead or in jail. The truth is, if I never made this decision to get help I probably would be. I am okay and I feel a little spark back inside of me fighting to grow back into the roaring fire of energy I used to be. As far as my channel goes, I will always and forever respect psychedelics. I will admit I did abuse them for a time and at a certain point when you play with fire, eventually you will get burned. And it burned, it burned, it burned so good honestly. I needed this so desperately. I'm not saying goodbye to the channel I am just saying see ya later. Because when all is said and done I cant wait to share my story of recovery with you all. I thank you always and forever for being you, and in closing I want to say that no matter what your vices are, NEVER be afraid to seek help. If you guys ever need to find me you know where to look... Just jump down the rabbit hole, take a left at the land of Oz and from there its second star to the right and straight on til morning, you will find yourself in that place between sleep and awake, right before you start dreaming, right there my friends that's where I will always love you and that is where I will be waiting. Peace Love And Smoke DMT

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Icarus “icarus480” FourEightOh

11 years ago today I was in a cell when you took your last breath. I know your still with me grandpa

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Icarus “icarus480” FourEightOh

Everybody put your notification bells on because Monday I'm going live with DJ Christian, the body Behind the Music in my live streams, happy 420, happy bicycle day everybody, may you all be blessed with the journey before you. We will both be streaming right here 6pm arizona time I hope you all the best, stay healthy and haves great intoxication conversation Monday

5 years ago | [YT] | 148

Icarus “icarus480” FourEightOh

Hey everyone please go subscribe and check out my good friend cosmic drugz www.youtube.com/channel/UCBgF...

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Icarus “icarus480” FourEightOh

Running for president. #icky2020

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