MesMARizingSoulVA

Guys I really feel like my channel has slowly over time become mostly Angel Dust themed and idk how to feel about it😭

P.S. I'm sorry to anyone who didn't come to my channel for the Angel Dust ASMR videos. I know that not everyone is here to listen to my Angel Dust impression. So I'm sorry if it seems like my channel's main purpose is Angel Dust ASMR. He is my favorite character so if it seems like I'm doing him a lot, that's why. Also he is a very fun character to do. I promise you guys that I'll try doing the other characters a lot more rather than just Angel Dust. I'll do my very best! I love you all and I hope you are well :)

1 day ago | [YT] | 47

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Guys I'm not quitting YouTube. I'm sorry if I scared you guys with my last post😭

I'll be explaining that one soon enough, but I thought just to let you guys know that I'm not going anywhere. I promise you that. You'll run out of videos from me when I die. That's just how it is lol. Anyways, sorry if I scared you with my last community post. I hope you're all doing well!

2 days ago | [YT] | 52

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Greetings, MesMARisers! Just coming on here quickly to let you know that I will be making a very important announcement in a video regarding the channel pretty soon. It's regarding something that has kind of been a struggle for me as of late and I am not sure how I feel about it. So just be aware that I will be making a video talking about it and how it affects the channel because it will affect the channel a little bit. Thank you and I hope you are all doing well :)

3 days ago | [YT] | 56

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Hey guys!!! So I had an idea to do a video of me reacting to my older YouTube videos. Originally, it was supposed to be for my one year special. However, I never got around to doing it because I was unsure of whether you guys wanted to see it or not. So I'm here to ask...would you all be interested in watching me react to my older videos?

6 days ago | [YT] | 34

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Good news, MesMARisers! I will be posting my Q & A video today. Those of you who commented your questions will be getting shoutouts so congratulations on that :]

This is also the most questions I have ever been asked for a Q & A before. This will also be the longest Q & A that I've ever done before. Bear in mind, I do talk about things in a little more depth on some questions but for the most part I try to be quick in answering y'all's questions. I really do hope you guys enjoy the video! ❤️

1 week ago | [YT] | 67

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WAKE UP EVERYONE IT'S FINALLY HERE!!!! Guys it has officially been a year since I first started my YouTube channel and I am so so so grateful for you guys. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for all the love and support. I appreciate every single one of you. Thank you so much. I never would have gotten this far if it wasn't for you guys. I really do hope that my channel can continue to grow and that my community can grow and that things can continue to get better from here on out. I love you all and I hope you guys enjoy the holidays! :)

1 week ago | [YT] | 85

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Greetings, MesMARisers! Soooo it's been a while since I did my last Q & A so I thought why not make another one. Be sure to comment your questions under this post so that I can write them all down and feature them in my next Q & A video. I love and appreciate you all! Stay safe❤️

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 63

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Hello, everyone. I'm sure you all saw the video I made last night talking about Alee and the hideous shit she's spewing about me to other people. And I am here to say that I am not going down without a fight. If people want to go around spreading hate about me, that is on them. But I know exactly where I stand and who I am and I know for a fact that I never purposefully tried to hurt anyone. You can disagree with me, but I hope you know that I'm telling the truth. Personally, I know that there is nothing I can say now that would change Alee's mind about me. And that is because she is not willing to look at both sides and would rather live in her bubble than actually try to understand. And that is not an insult to her, that's a fact. I have done and sacrificed so much to try and keep her as a friend for fear that she would get pissed off at me and leave me. It felt like I was walking on eggshells all the time. And friendships should never feel like that. Regardless of what's happened, I think that we all just need to move along with out lives and stop hyperfixating on this one thing. It's just not getting anywhere and the lies are absolutely ridiculous. I am mortified that Alee would even allow the two people who were in my Discord server last night to cyber bully me and try to attack me. You can get in huge trouble for that. I tried to be nice about things before but clearly Alee lacks care or any sort of kindness in her soul (if she even has one). I will not let someone belittle me or make up complete and total lies about me. You're not gonna just vicitimize yourself and try to make it look like you're the only one hurting here. Because you are not. I myself am very traumatized from the past situations I've had with Alee because I was trying my hardest to make sure that Alee liked me. I was scared of her. And that is not how it should be. I should not be afraid of not being believed by someone who I once thought as my best friend. That is just so messed up on so many levels. I care about Alee, but this has gone too far and it needs to stop.

(I hope you all understand if my posting schedule gets changed again due to the stress of the situation)

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 74

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Greetings, my dear MesMARisers! I recently came across a comment asking me when I was going to do another Q and A and I was wondering if any of you would like to see me do another one of those. Tell me your thoughts in the comments! I personally would like to do another one but I want to know your opinions on it as well. Would you watch it if I did another one?

1 month ago | [YT] | 55

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Greetings, MesMARisers! How is everyone doing today? I just wanted to come on here and quickly check in on you guys and see how you guys are doing. How's y'all's mental health? You guys doing okay?

1 month ago | [YT] | 63