Welcome to my channel. 💕 I’m Loren.

I’m a mom of 5 kids (4 boys: Evan, Brady, Ezra, Cruz + 1 girl: Jenna), a newly divorced mama after a 16 year abusive marriage, and a small business owner/independent teacher in The Woodlands, Texas.

I’m a lifestyle vlogger - I share my life in the hopes it can help other families during life’s toughest times to provide a sense of hope and lessen feelings of isolation.

I’ve been a NICU parent 4 times over. I’ve suffered recurrent miscarriages and second-trimester loss, and I’ve dealt with rounds of Clomid, multiple daily injections, a unicornuate uterine abnormality, low progesterone, a placental abruption, and a very premature baby. My family also rebuilt our home after it was flooded by Hurricane Harvey.

I often share my experience as a behavior therapist, teacher, and mother of five in hopes of educating, motivating, and connecting with others, and I have lots of gift ideas for Christmas and Easter - gift-giving is kind of my favorite 💁🏼‍♀️


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I’ll be filming a Q+A in a bit that will be up Friday morning. If you didn’t get a chance to send me your question over on Instagram @pinkafterblue, head over to get it in or you can leave it here 👇🏼

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To be honest, this video was so far out of my comfort zone to make. Thank you, as always, to my little YouTube family for pushing me to be brave, share, and open up such an important conversation on my channel. Above all else, raising our kids is the most important job we'll EVER have.


It would mean so much to me if you took the time to share this video if you thought it might help someone feel more empowered, motivated, or reassured in their parenting. Momming is hard, ya'll, but it's better together 💕

5 years ago | [YT] | 10

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This milestone is a big one! 💕🥂🍾 We hit 20,000 subscribers on our YouTube channel (well, +2,134. I’ve been a little busy). Thank you to anyone who’s watched when you’re interested, supported us when we needed it, and allowed us to help others by sharing our experiences. I can’t thank you enough for being a part of the ride. YouTube has given us another way to supplement our teacher salaries and help support our family. If you’ve ever clicked... we wouldn’t be where we are without you. Thank you, thank you, thank you. We’re so grateful for the opportunity! 🎥🎉💕🥂🍾

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Yesterday I was completely surprised and honored to be named the Teacher of the Year at my school! I truly have the best students in the world, so I hardly feel like this award belongs solely to myself, but it was an honor nonetheless. It meant the world to me that Ezra, Brady, and Evan all got to be in the same school with me to see it <3

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2018 was pretty amazing for our family, but we're expecting 2019 to be the fullest year yet!

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I just hung up from my SECOND Teledoc call of the day. We’ve all been so sick, but I’m on a mission to get everyone better. I had plans to have a new Christmas video up for you guys yesterday, but there was just no way. It should be up tomorrow morning, though! Until then, if you haven’t seen our Christmas Tree Decorate with Me video, make sure you check it out!🎄☃️🦌 https://youtu.be/2BihaDSFRJ0

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