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tum mein se koi jaag rh ahai abhi? ‪@Kim_lovehimself‬ ‪@Anyaculouss‬ ‪@Shiinzuu‬

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𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐛𝐨𝐢𝐢 ★

‪@Fab1haaa‬ ‪@Fabihaaaaaaa‬ pls talk meonce?

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𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐛𝐨𝐢𝐢 ★

Hi gng, i never thought i would have to write this.. but i cant lie, i am not feeling ok and i have decided that i dont want to continue this channel anymore. there r many reasons behind this.. some are bcz of my studies and family and some things are very personal that I cant share with u guys.. hope u understand! i only told abt everything to only 1 person bcz she truly understand me and what happened yesterday completely broke me.. after this the step that i would never want to take such step to give up on her or any1 else but life is forcing me to make such decision that my heart never wanted to make.. i'm literally shaking while writing this bcz giving up on something i loved, cared and promised to isn't easy at all... my biggest priority has always been my dream of becoming a doctor, so i have to put my studies and my parents first.. i always promised myself to listen to them and do wtvr they say bcz agar unhe khush na kiya tou duniya khak khush karegi.. the rest is in Allah's hands now! I js pray that He gives me enough time and strength to fulfill my dream... and wtvr i want from my heart, and if this is gonna happen anyway then even after making much efforts im gonna win it fs, cz its naseeb..

so, at the end i js hope u all understand.. i apologise from the bottom of my heart bcz leaving like this hurts me more than i can explain... i tried to stay here for u guys, got attached to ppl, got hurt by ppl and even hurted them too.. this really had a huge impact on my real life and health.. i promise that i'll always miss and love u all so much..

Plz jst keep me in ur prayers.. and i hope aap sab k liye bhi life goes easy!

thank u alwayyyys for giving me happiness that i never found anywhere else.. ik i have a habit of leaving ppl first.. maybe it's bcz i'm always scared that 1 day, FOR SURE they'll leave me anyway? so i end up walking away before they can.

and hbd to those in advance jinka bday aage aane wala hai.. Take care of urselves, once again ty for everything.. ❤️

AND INSTEAD OF TRYING TO STOP ME FROM GOING JS SAY A GOODBYE WITH HAPPY HEART AND LET ME LEAVE WITH HARMONY <3 and to that person- Js move on ml, u deserve more better.. do not bother ur parents upon me.. tho my mother didn't want to talk to u.. still i forced her but u went offline.. its fine, my dad asked me to say No.. i js cant explain how bad impact it has on me.. like facing panic attacks, thinking abt my future, my life, my everything.. Just ended in few seconds.. and if u think i broke my promise as u expected, and left uthen its up to u.. if u wanna understand then do if not then its fine too ik how bad it would be hurting u.. it is difficult to tell u but it is what it is, i had to say this someday.. i didn't want to hurt an angel like u but it is not intentional, yk ily more than u think.. and might be hurt more than u.. Fi-amanillah 🤍 I AM SO SORRY -

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