Benjamin Koll

My nice, cozy weekend has begun. I’ll enjoy these days before seeing the oncologist to get the results and start a new chemotherapy protocol next Tuesday. 💪
I received the results yesterday, but I decided not to open them until I'm with the doctor. He knows best, and I’ve experienced enough trauma lately. 😅
Have a wonderful weekend! ❤️

4 hours ago | [YT] | 67

Benjamin Koll

In Love is slowly finding its final shape. 🥳
A first cut of the video is already available on Patreon, while I continue working on new vocals, additional scenes and the final details.
www.patreon.com/benjaminkoll
The official YouTube premiere will come a little later, but I wanted my Patreon supporters to be the first to see where this journey is taking us. Because sometimes the first drafts have a magic of their own.
Happy Friday ❤️

1 day ago | [YT] | 361

Benjamin Koll

Last Friday, just two hours after having my surgical stitches removed, I was already filming scenes for my upcoming music video In Love.
A year ago, I probably would have postponed everything. These days I’ve learned that waiting for the “perfect moment” is often the fastest way to stop creating altogether.
What amazes me the most is how much things have changed. For decades, making a music video like this would have required green screens, large crews, expensive sets and endless logistics.
Now, in many cases, all you need is an idea, a camera, a performance… and a bit of patience.
The technology is fascinating, but what really excites me is what it allows us independent artists to do. The future is arriving faster than I ever imagined.
And honestly? I’m having a lot of fun playing with it. ❤️

#musicvideo #benjaminkoll #independentartist #fightingcancerwithasmile #behindthescenes

2 days ago | [YT] | 332

Benjamin Koll

Treating ourselves with a nice late breakfast after the PET Scan MIRI and such. It’s the little things… 😉

4 days ago | [YT] | 268

Benjamin Koll

Maintenance Friday!
Stitches out, catheter maintenance, and a few more little tasks. Nothing serious.
Slowly getting back on track. Focusing on a new music video and allowing myself some breathing room was probably the right decision.
Thank you so much for all the love and good vibes.
Have a wonderful Friday 😘😘

1 week ago | [YT] | 338

Benjamin Koll

Trying to flow with the universe again.
Not fully there yet… but today felt like a small step back to life.
Thank you for all the kindness lately ❤️

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1 week ago | [YT] | 312

Benjamin Koll

Rethinking, rebuilding, remixing.
I’m getting there. This little break is helping more than I expected.
Thank you for being there. You’re loved 🥰
Have a nice Monday ❤️

1 week ago | [YT] | 355

Benjamin Koll

Still processing everything. Not every battle leaves visible scars, and not every hospital experience leaves you feeling safe.
Trying to rest. Trying to recover. Trying to stay present.
That’s enough for now. Thank you for the comments and messages, you give me hope, I’m just not ready to reply yet ❤️

1 week ago | [YT] | 307

Benjamin Koll

It didn’t go well.
But that just means we keep fighting.

Thank you all for the love and support these past days. I truly felt it.

Right now I need a little time to process everything and rebuild my strength, both physically and mentally.

Wishing you all a peaceful weekend ❤️

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 325

Benjamin Koll

I got the call yesterday afternoon! So today it’s prep day for the surgery that will happen tomorrow. I have ‪@JoseSpinninCortes‬ and David with me, so everything will be fine ☺️ I’ll keep you posted, happy Wednesday 😘❤️

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 268