Shelza

RIP
Manoj sahab,
I don't know if the world will believe me or not but this evening, unexpectedly I was singing Mukesh sahab's song 'Chand Si Mehbooba Ho Meri'... Which is highly unlikely for me because I'm a big Kishore Kumar fan and I sing Mukesh sahab's song when I'm really sad) and I kept singing the song without knowing the fact that Manoj ji has passed away! I felt that it was a sign for a moment... When I finally got the news that he passed away, I had tears in my eyes and I started reminiscing about the movies that I watched with my grandma of his. From Himalaya ki God Mein, Purab paschim, roti kapda Makan, wo kaun thi and 'Neel kamal'....I can't even express.
I hope this generation remembers and respects his contribution to cinema. The patriot and the actor he was!
RIP Manoj ji,
I think I'm really unfortunate that I couldn't meet you, but you will always be alive in your fans heart.
#manojkumar#oldbollywood#purabaurpaschim#sadhna#malasinha#himalaykigoadmein#wokaunthi#lagjagale#chandsimehbooba#mukesh#rip

4 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 5

Shelza

"आपको कहानी सुनाने वाला नहीं बल्कि जिंदगी का नजरिया बदलने वाला ‌ इंसान चाहिए।"
"और हां मेरा मानना है कि एक लेखक को पैसे कमाने के लिए लिखना चाहिए पर केवल पैसे कमाने के लिए ही नहीं लिखना चाहिए" - Tarini Bandopadhyay
(The storyteller)

After watching this, I realised that I might not be the Tarini Bandopadhyay who was used and cheated by Ratan Garodia, but a Tarini who is not sure (as always) to share his stories and feel that his story is much dumber thinking no one will be interested.
Taken from Ray's literary excrupt,
I was fortunate to watch a piece of 'Golpo boliye tarini khuro'.
I finally ended up watching this last night...
Because it originates from a Bengali masterpiece, it's a wonderful cinematic experience.
And I think I can really relate to Tarini.
Also this movie ends with a beautiful detail that I'll talk about later in my video if I'll make one.
Till then to people who love my taste of filmography..you can definitely check it out!

1 month ago | [YT] | 4

Shelza

The question is...."do people keep such promises?"
I am a firm believer on the fact that True love transcends time. And that world needs gentlemen like Jim a lot. An elegant classy personality and story! Like come on..what else do you need ?

1 month ago | [YT] | 3

Shelza

Coolest shit I've ever seen
#ranjitmallick #theinterview #mrinalsen #bengalicinema

1 month ago | [YT] | 2

Shelza

An Abyss you wished never existed in real life...
"I don't sleep, I just dream"
- Rust Cohle (True Detectives)

This has disturbed me to the core. Almost the whole time especially, At the end, the eighth episode I was freaking crying, shouting trembling and literally Shivering the fu*k out.
But the fact that it wasn't just disturbing, it was an evil philosophical idea called THE KING IN YELLOW, written by Robert w Chambers in the 19th century. The pessimistic protagonist, Rust is overwhelmed and is hallucinating the reality no one seems and cares to recognise. The ominous philosophy of Nietzsche, and RUST narrating the time is flat circle, that was Hella creepy. AND Don't get me to say about the antagonist here, if there has to be something more evil than satanic entities or even the devil himself, Erol childress was that.
But anyways it's also a fact that this was the greatest thing ever shown in the history of television or at least from the ones I've watched. This series is a masterpiece, I don't know how the writer of this thing is still surviving, because it is disturbing to such an extent, that if I wrote something like this or even a bit of this I would have admitted myself to a mental Asylum.

Matthew McConaughey and Woody Allen have now become one of my favourite actors and specially the way Woody portrays the narcissist and at the same time a heroic character - Marty.
Even though Rust himself is the only character in here who follows pessimism, I believe every other character than him has no morals. creatures, and the best thing is their character development.
This is just the f****** start of 2025 I don't know what is coming later.. just don't have the idea!
But to Matthew and director F Joji, you guys have managed to disturb me and make a classic masterpiece at the same time.

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2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 3

Shelza

Recently I was bombarded with unusual comments on my channel.
Turns out that it was a psycho/creep who repeatedly sent weird messages to me saying I am obsessed with your 'voice' and wanna see your face.
And this got to a point where he even started harassing one of my friends @lieuxa.

After I blocked and reported that channel. Later as I received some other comments about the work and the synopsis or essays that I explained were good it took me some time to realise that that creep was now sending me messages from a different account.It was so disgusting that at a point I felt about deleting my entire channel.
I am sure I have met a few people who were actually interested in the work I did, but I am also 100% sure that the internet is full of creeps and those disgusting Basturds.
With that being said, I will now only share and be active towards the people I completely trust on the internet.
So if you are interested in this kind of a work, and want to watch this video.. you can send me your mail where I will share the link to this video.
Thanks

2 months ago | [YT] | 6

Shelza

Goodbye folks!
Sorry for being a bit embarrassing😅
Also, a last message before going here..
I will later add a last post on the book that I received as a gift this year - written by Nasreen Munni Kabir - 'Gurudutt A life in Cinema'.
Which I absolutely loved and admired.
To anyone who is interested in cinematography, you should read Mr Ray's book ( 'our films their films' ) and the book I mentioned earlier. Besides that..I hope me and my friend @lieuxa will collaborate to make a documentary on - 'I am a Mosaic of everyone I've ever loved' .
Good bye✨

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2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 8

Shelza

Hello Folks,
It's one of my urges to join the trend - "I am a mosaic of everyone I've ever loved"
But due to several reasons (Studies) I can't..so I am going on a hiatus right now.
I hope to return or make a comeback after everything is positive and good in my life, and I accomplish what I want. Later I'll be making this channel more cinematic, by showcasing my life too.

The last Videos that I'll shoot and release will be on Gurudutt sahab's 100th birth anniversary on 9th of July called a 'letter to Gurudutt', Also a video on my admiration and childhood memories of Kishore daa, my nostalgic memories and moments I've spent in my school with my friends, and The memories I have of watching movies with my grandparents.
I want to thank you all for not letting the Golden Era of Indian cinema fade!
And supporting my channel.
Till then, Good-bye 👋
Your Well-wisher,
Shelza <<3

2 months ago | [YT] | 5

Shelza

What do you think I should make a montage/review on as my next project?

2 months ago | [YT] | 3

Shelza

Check this out!

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