(Read the comments for clarification) Okay, uhh.. you're not in trouble, chat! This is only me tryna call out those who kept hurting my feelings! <3
I do not appreciate the fact many people said I shouldn't cry. Excuse me? Do you want me to put you in my shoes so you can experience the fact I've been forced to go back up the stairs when I'm bleeding and hurting, got my face broken, lips swollen, teeth broken, being unable to eat or walk properly and got my skin ripped off?! You can comfort me, but you telling me it's not valid to cry really hurt. If YOU were born with seizures, you'd understand. (Yes, I'm a person with seizures.)
Secondly, what do you mean "get some help"?? Seriously, I've been trying to help you when you're feeling unwell, I didn't even focus on myself comforting you, and you'd just push me to a therapist?! Do you know what you're indirectly saying to me at this point?? I am brokenhearted not mentally insane; if I was, then I'd murder my whole family and classmates at this point! Instead, I cried and just let my heart out, and suddenly "get some help" has been thrown at my damn face! You think it's THAT easy to go to a therapist? Nobody even came for me if my bleeding lasted for 5 HOURS. (I'm not joking by the way.) And plus, I'm poor, paying for anything is hard nowadays.. especially when I'm a child who always get hurt physically and emotionally.
Furthermore, I appreciate y'all saying "be more careful" but it also sounded like I'd jump off a building that reaches the clouds if I wanted to! I did clarify that my legs felt weak from trepidation.. some of y'all told me to be careful gently, but others scolded at me directly.
And lastly, do you really think being sensitive is a bad thing?! I always get comments saying that I'm too sensitive and I should change that.. Seriously? And I thought you said that my feelings are valid, and that I should be honest? I thought you said that it's okay to tell you what's wrong? So now what, you're just harassing me and scolding at me when you don't know the real issue? It's always my fault for you, isn't it, huh? It's not my fault I'm not as mature and insensitive as y'all.. no matter what, I'm always just a flaw in your eyes.. I tried to be who I am, but you didn't want that. I tried to be someone else, someone you like and apparently that doesn't work for you too. So what DO you want? You're confusing me. So if I can't be sensitive, then I'm sorry I'm only considerate of your stupid comments, then. You don't want me to vent to you, but I let you vent to me even when I'm in pain.
You're the center of the reason why I am no longer this nice.
I am badly and severely injured. What happened? My friend @cath3rine.is.procractinate explained it all:
"Sorry to be the bearer of bad news but, Mai is not feeling very good today, both physically and emotionally. There was an incident where they were going to the library, but they fell down the stairs, but they were paying attention, it's just that their legs suddenly felt weak. They fell face-flat afterwards and cried in front of the other students at the library. Ma'am Mayah (the English Teacher) eventually approached them because she noticed them crying and injured, so she took them to the clinic to get them treated. After that, their teeth are injured (which also caused them to bleed in the mouth) and is struggling to walk properly. However, several scratches have been treated at the clinic."
Clarification: yes I'm Mai and I do use they/them pronouns as a part of my pronouns.
(I'll delete this tomorrow, and no I didn't do this to my skin.) I swear if I hear one more thing about some incident or any death especially to an innocent person or especially a child because I lowkey had enough of this world (YES YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I MEAN BY THOSE LAST WORDS.)
Estella Maier! ★
Estella Maier! ★
(Read the comments for clarification) Okay, uhh.. you're not in trouble, chat! This is only me tryna call out those who kept hurting my feelings! <3
I do not appreciate the fact many people said I shouldn't cry. Excuse me? Do you want me to put you in my shoes so you can experience the fact I've been forced to go back up the stairs when I'm bleeding and hurting, got my face broken, lips swollen, teeth broken, being unable to eat or walk properly and got my skin ripped off?! You can comfort me, but you telling me it's not valid to cry really hurt. If YOU were born with seizures, you'd understand. (Yes, I'm a person with seizures.)
Secondly, what do you mean "get some help"?? Seriously, I've been trying to help you when you're feeling unwell, I didn't even focus on myself comforting you, and you'd just push me to a therapist?! Do you know what you're indirectly saying to me at this point?? I am brokenhearted not mentally insane; if I was, then I'd murder my whole family and classmates at this point! Instead, I cried and just let my heart out, and suddenly "get some help" has been thrown at my damn face! You think it's THAT easy to go to a therapist? Nobody even came for me if my bleeding lasted for 5 HOURS. (I'm not joking by the way.) And plus, I'm poor, paying for anything is hard nowadays.. especially when I'm a child who always get hurt physically and emotionally.
Furthermore, I appreciate y'all saying "be more careful" but it also sounded like I'd jump off a building that reaches the clouds if I wanted to! I did clarify that my legs felt weak from trepidation.. some of y'all told me to be careful gently, but others scolded at me directly.
And lastly, do you really think being sensitive is a bad thing?! I always get comments saying that I'm too sensitive and I should change that.. Seriously? And I thought you said that my feelings are valid, and that I should be honest? I thought you said that it's okay to tell you what's wrong? So now what, you're just harassing me and scolding at me when you don't know the real issue? It's always my fault for you, isn't it, huh? It's not my fault I'm not as mature and insensitive as y'all.. no matter what, I'm always just a flaw in your eyes.. I tried to be who I am, but you didn't want that. I tried to be someone else, someone you like and apparently that doesn't work for you too. So what DO you want? You're confusing me. So if I can't be sensitive, then I'm sorry I'm only considerate of your stupid comments, then. You don't want me to vent to you, but I let you vent to me even when I'm in pain.
You're the center of the reason why I am no longer this nice.
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Estella Maier! ★
I am badly and severely injured. What happened? My friend @cath3rine.is.procractinate explained it all:
"Sorry to be the bearer of bad news but, Mai is not feeling very good today, both physically and emotionally. There was an incident where they were going to the library, but they fell down the stairs, but they were paying attention, it's just that their legs suddenly felt weak. They fell face-flat afterwards and cried in front of the other students at the library. Ma'am Mayah (the English Teacher) eventually approached them because she noticed them crying and injured, so she took them to the clinic to get them treated. After that, their teeth are injured (which also caused them to bleed in the mouth) and is struggling to walk properly. However, several scratches have been treated at the clinic."
Clarification: yes I'm Mai and I do use they/them pronouns as a part of my pronouns.
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Estella Maier! ★
Gosh, I felt like quitting
(I can delete this post.. at some point.)
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Estella Maier! ★
Only Filipinos get this LMAO
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Estella Maier! ★
WHY THE HELL ARE THERE FILIPINO BRAINROT NOW?? HAIYAAAAA 😭
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Estella Maier! ★
GOSH WHEN I WAS ABSENT FOR JUST ONE DAY, SUDDENLY I'VE BEEN THROWN WITH THREE QUIZZES, ACTIVITIES, PRACTICES, NEW LESSONS AND STUFF TO BRING OMJ.
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Estella Maier! ★
(I'll delete this tomorrow, and no I didn't do this to my skin.) I swear if I hear one more thing about some incident or any death especially to an innocent person or especially a child because I lowkey had enough of this world (YES YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I MEAN BY THOSE LAST WORDS.)
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Estella Maier! ★
I'm sorry for reminding y'all this, but.. um.. today is.. : (
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