Whenever I saw the first ever friends I made on YouTube (like Martina, Dominican Republic and Rica), I remember they were just small creators like me. I was really close to them until they were really popular.
I don't really see them the same anymore, especially since they're popular and I'm just still the same small creator. My heart breaks every time I see them, since I always believed they don't really need my company anymore since they got their fans now. That's how I feel about you, nowadays (yes, you, reading this)
It always pains me when someone that used to be a small content creator doesn't really talk to me anymore; as someone who has guided them to their success and was there on their journey as they move on. But now it's either they have forgotten about me or I never saw them again.
If you feel down, give your problems to me. Is it painful? Too bad, give it to me. I kind of want to get hurt, for you. I'd rather get a thousand scars just to make you feel like the happiest person in the world. And if me being injured makes you sad, I'll make sure that thought will be out of your head because you deserve to be happy, not me. I'm a literal lost cause
Any scars? Give them to me. Any trauma? Give them to me. Any hurt feelings? Give them to me. Any hatred? Give it to me. Any love? You may keep it <3 Any weapons? No. Give them to me. (to confiscate, not to harm myself physically!)
As a panromantic genderfae, I'm really offended of how people used LGBTQ as an excuse to be problematic. I'm lowkey really ashamed that they would make something like mappride.
If curious, map in mappride means "minor attracted persons". (yes a "pdf file" (if anyone gets it)) Stay safe for those who are under 18-20, especially minors.
This is crazy. I've cried all day and night, and I have a headache all day, even when I took a nap. But here I am, wishing everyone else well.. but I don't really wish myself well
I'm literally making an American based essay and my brain is already split in half from learning just a single piece of history (no offense, my teacher made it a bit hard for me to do this XD)
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If you see a new account commenting on your post, informing you of who I am, thats me. :)
I'll come back to y'all.. I'm starting my life all over. Wait for further announcements.
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im sorry I couldn't be the friend y'all wanted me to be. im sorry if I made y'all leave. i tried; i just tried.
see you. :D
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Whenever I saw the first ever friends I made on YouTube (like Martina, Dominican Republic and Rica), I remember they were just small creators like me. I was really close to them until they were really popular.
I don't really see them the same anymore, especially since they're popular and I'm just still the same small creator. My heart breaks every time I see them, since I always believed they don't really need my company anymore since they got their fans now. That's how I feel about you, nowadays (yes, you, reading this)
It always pains me when someone that used to be a small content creator doesn't really talk to me anymore; as someone who has guided them to their success and was there on their journey as they move on. But now it's either they have forgotten about me or I never saw them again.
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I'm curious, what if I made my own FNF mod โ(ยฐๅฃยฐเน)
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If you feel down, give your problems to me. Is it painful? Too bad, give it to me. I kind of want to get hurt, for you. I'd rather get a thousand scars just to make you feel like the happiest person in the world. And if me being injured makes you sad, I'll make sure that thought will be out of your head because you deserve to be happy, not me. I'm a literal lost cause
Any scars? Give them to me.
Any trauma? Give them to me.
Any hurt feelings? Give them to me.
Any hatred? Give it to me.
Any love? You may keep it <3
Any weapons? No. Give them to me. (to confiscate, not to harm myself physically!)
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As a panromantic genderfae, I'm really offended of how people used LGBTQ as an excuse to be problematic. I'm lowkey really ashamed that they would make something like mappride.
If curious, map in mappride means "minor attracted persons". (yes a "pdf file" (if anyone gets it)) Stay safe for those who are under 18-20, especially minors.
1 month ago | [YT] | 6
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This is crazy. I've cried all day and night, and I have a headache all day, even when I took a nap. But here I am, wishing everyone else well.. but I don't really wish myself well
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if you want translation, look at the second image
my heart skips a beat while writing this, oh my joey
1 month ago | [YT] | 6
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[vent] I knew I was a curse to you
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I'm literally making an American based essay and my brain is already split in half from learning just a single piece of history (no offense, my teacher made it a bit hard for me to do this XD)
1 month ago | [YT] | 6
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