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2 weeks ago | [YT] | 59

— happy birthday, sim jaeyun :3 🤍

you’re already 23, this was actually really fast wow <3 i’ve watched you grow. not closely, not personally, but in the way one watches a star. i just hope this year treats you with love and brings you genuine happiness, not just as an artist, but as a person, as the one who has played this big of a role in my fuckass life.

it has always been so hard to put into words what i feel for you because it’s different, just so different from anything i’ve ever felt for someone, at least over a screen. you literally deserve every good thing on the face of the earth. you’re the best part of life. no one even comes close to what you mean to me.

i’ll forever be grateful to you for always being so generous and so gentle and for always helping me, even if it’s only through a screen. i don’t know a better person than you.

you’ve changed my life in ways you’ll never even know. you’re not just an artist who brings me comfort, who leaves me speechless with his dedication and passion because at the end of the day, it’s just you, as a normal person, who has changed me. and i’ll forever be grateful. the people who get to spend their lives with you must be so lucky. your friends, your partners, your parents. but i feel the luckiest for even knowing you as a singer.

no one has ever made me feel this soft the way you do. it’s so strange yet so beautiful that someone so far can feel so close. you’ve given so much, more than you’ll probably ever realise.

also LIKE YOU’RE THE CUTEST PERSON EVER. you have the sweetest smile. and i promise to admire you till the very last :>

you’re more than enough. more than i could ever ask for from a person this far away. distance feels so small when it comes to you. seeing you just through a screen is enough to make my day brighter.

having you in my life is truly all i could ever ask for, even if it’s only through moments caught on camera. just knowing you exist, knowing you’re out there doing silly ass things or chasing your dreams, creating for people, it’s enough. more than enough.

loving you is the brightest part of my life. it doesn’t require me to ask for anything in return. you’re the dearest to me. i love you so much, it’s actually really insane. you’re the prettiest part of my life, and you mean so much to me. no one has ever meant this much. you’re stitched into so many chapters of my heart.

happy birthday, jaeyun. i hope this year is kind. i hope it brings you mornings where you don’t have to rush, nights that let you breathe, and moments that remind you that you’ve done so much. i love you ❤︎

— ayla ><