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MediaRot

coming soon - www.mediarot.xyz

Hi, my name is MediaRot, known in other places from the internet as "Corner", and no, i do not make brainrot content.
I am a musician, artist, graphic designer, programmer and i'm currently in a garage rock band as CFO, Producer, Visual Director, Sound Director and Marketing Director.

My millestones:
50 subs: 7/19/2023
100 subs: 3/24/2024
200 subs: 5/18/2025

This is the official channel for MediaRot, administrated by MediaRot.
Contact me at: media.rot111@gmail.com
(disclaimer, this gmail account might change in the future, for anyone who has contacted me, you will be notified when/if the change happens.)

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MediaRot

we're so back

8 hours ago | [YT] | 1

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Wanted to quickly clarify that, in this video, some of the songs are stated to be from projects such as 'Pursuit' or 'Raise a Suumy and Luni' on Roblox are no longer assosiated with these projects, as it was my personal decision to dissociate me and my creations from these games.
I will also no longer be working with/for this creator.

1 week ago | [YT] | 1

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finished what is my new biggest song
both in production terms and in size terms
you know shit getting serious when your daw starts to lag

1 week ago | [YT] | 3

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Dude, idk what i'm doing anymore, i don't know if i want to continue doing this, but it doesn't matter cause everytime i try to take a break or i decide i quit i always keep comming back because i cant stop making music, but its all to a waste, i spend days and sometimes weeks producing a singular song only for it to get 60 views in a month, don't i have more than 200 subscribers? speaking of which i'm starting to grow depressed, i don't know, i put so much effort only to log into this account and see the subscriber counter in the same number it's been for weeks, now i don't do this for the numbers, no, i do this for passion, because i wanna grow a community, but it's impossible to try to grow a community when i'm not getting noted even in the slightest, meanwhile some fuckass producer with 2 subscribers uploads a piece of shit phonk remix of whatever and gets quintuple the amount of attention i regularly get. Some of my friends don't even have YouTube videos in the first place and their first upload gets thousands of views, you know why? cause they have been producing for almost the same amount of time as me and they're a hundred times better, i'm always showing my wips to my friends and they're always like "oh thats cool" or they react with a fire emoji, but they're lying, i know i'm bad, and it feels so infuriating because everyone is acting as if you're in the same skill level as them but you aren't, you're way worse, i don't feel like they're being honest, and in the rare ocasions where someone is honest it doesnt come out as constructive, it comes out as offensive, i try my damn hardest to take care and just be a good friend overall but no matter how many "i love you" i send them it seems like it doesnt mean anything, both in real life and online i'm never invited to stuff, and it seems like i'm just not making a difference wether i'm there or not, i did the test with my main online friendgroup, i once stayed for 3 whole months away from everyone, not a single bit of contact, and when i came back i found out they thought it was just me being angry or something, and they don't even bother to ask why i have been gone, it's all the same, they don't seem to care, and when i speak in a more sensitive tone then they say they care and stuff, but it just doesnt seem like it, it never seems like it, and it's just so exausing, am i their best friend or just an ocasional companion? i genuetly don't know what to think anymore, i'm losing my mind, and as much as i want to confront them sometimes i'm just so afraid that in the end i'll end up hurting somebody's feelings, and everytime i try to open myself to them it ends in a fight with someone, you know who you are. And with my family too, since i was 2 i moved to another state and never got to know them, my mom and my sister are always talking about them and debating who i will like or who i won't, YOU DON'T KNOW THAT, YOU BARELY EVEN KNOW ME, HOW CAN YOU BE SO SURE???That's why i stay locked in my room for most of the time, i just feel like i don't know anybody, and if i try to open up to somebody it will probably just end with something like "it's okay, i/we love you", YOU DON'T, NOT HOW I LOVE YOU, FOR YOU I'M JUST SOME TEXT ON A SCREEN, AND THE SAME THING APPLIES TO YOU, BUT I KNOW THERES A REAL HUMAN BEHIND SO I CARE MORE, and i'm not 100% sure about this, i'm not 100% sure about anything i'm saying, but this is coming out of my heart, i just want somebody to understand what i'm saying goddamnit. And with everyday that passes, i feel like i'm losing my talents, i get inspired to make music but it comes out as trash so i scrap it, i call myself a gamedev but i havent worked on a single game for months, i call myself a graphic designer but in reality i don't know much about the topic, i call myself an artist but ask me to draw something and i fumble, i just cant do this anymore, but i know i will, cause i can never stop, it's what i love doing, even if i'm slowly losing interest on it.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 2

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MediaRot

guess who's back