Ancestral River

I'll turn 65 tomorrow. I'd planned a party. But I haven't felt well for a few days, so I cancelled it.


A few years ago, I would have met cancelling these plans with resistance and anger.
This year? There's no anger, no resistance.


Only the quiet confidence that the universe is always working in my favor. That my body has everything it needs within me to heal me.


Enjoying the slow days and long naps. Taking a break from social media - because I can't get my mind and heart to focus on business.


It's a beautiful life.


But I haven't always felt that way....


I arrived in the wee hours of the morning during a snowstorm, and 3-4 weeks overdue. There was a half hour drive to the hospital, all the roads were snow packed. The pickup, with my parents inside, slid past the turn to the hospital. But they got there 15 minutes before I was born.


My life had much joy, but much fear and sadness too.


A few years ago when I started my inner healing journey, I found that I carried ancestral sadness and unworthiness, and deep fear from childhood traumas.


I found that in healing my ancestors, I heal myself and my children.


And in healing myself, I heal the ancestors, not just releasing lifetimes of old patterns and blocks in my DNA, but also, gaining their help, support, encouragement, and blessings. Together, we heal the universe with one strike of the tuning fork at a time. More info on my website: www.ancestralriver.com/

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Ancestral River

One of the biggest emotional blocks in my life was feeling separated and alone. It started when I was still in the womb – my mom didn’t want to be pregnant again so soon, and for a few days or weeks she had a lot of resistance to the pregnancy – and in feeling her emotions, feelings I wasn’t wanted, all I wanted was to be back in the Oneness, where everything was love and joy and oneness.


Thankfully, my mom wanted more children, and once she got used to the idea, she loved me all my life and still does. But the trauma of the terror of feeling my life was in danger because I wasn’t wanted created an energetic and emotional block that stayed with me, and I often felt separated and alone during my life.


When ancestors started coming to me for my help to transition to the Oneness, it was scary to me also. But, soon I came to know with all my heart – and find energetic proof in my biofield – that I never am alone. Never.


And we’re made of God/Source energy. All of us. So that means we’re never alone.
And the sky clock energies surround us in the aether. So that means we’re never alone too.


And from this deep knowing that I am never alone, springs my deep gratitude for, and connection with, the universe. Ancestors are family. Even those who are not my own ancestors. The astrological energies are family. And you are my family. We are all in this life together, even when separated by many lifetimes.


One of my passions is to release ancestral pain and help ancestors to the Oneness. I had a chance to do this in my angelic clearing podcast this week. My guest was Kelly Daniels, owner of Blue River Forest Experience, a forest school and nature sanctuary on what used to be Native American Indian burial grounds. She tells of her work to bring joy to the land and the ancestors who fill the land. Both the land and the ancestors hold the pain and fear and anger of violent deaths. During the angelic clearing, we release those emotions stored by the land, the trees, and the ancestors. It was beautiful.

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Ancestral River

The entire year of 2025 was deeply transforming for me, but in January the inner healing changes have come rapidly, one after the other, at the tail end of the Chinese Year of the Wood Snake, as if it's shedding it's skin.

One of my goals – or resolutions – for this year was to heal my inner child, to change the old patterns that began through life traumas. Some fragmented parts of me had rejoined my whole during the first few years of my inner healing journey, including the baby full of fear in her mother’s womb, and my teenage self during the slow suicide of anorexia.

During the past 2 weeks, with the intention of healing my inner self, I became more aware of unhelpful patterns when I reacted to situations, and turned my attention inward, asking if the emotion I was feeling was from a part of me that fragmented during my life.


Sometimes it took a few moments of focus, but each time, a deeply buried part of me opened up for me to love her, acknowledge her pain, reassure her that I would take good care of her, and ask her to become part of my whole again. Each time, she did:

My 3 year old self from sexual trauma, the 20-something abused wife, the single mother when separated from the trust of her children, the 50+ woman who lost her father and then lost home after home, and finally, the executive burned out by years of stressful administration. Each healing was beautiful.

Part of my inner healing journey is doing Mooning the Ancestors, a weekly mini-biofield tuning on my podcast. By atuning ourselves to the moon energies each week, we are more able to follow the inner dreams and desires our spirit yearns to give to the world. Bringing these dreams and desires into reality helps to avoid the trauma of suppressed anger or depression that builds from not expressing our desires, remove resistance within us, and guide our actions and decisions each week, thus limiting some of the fragmentation of ourselves that could happen in the present and future.

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Ancestral River

I’ve experienced that when we die, most of us go to what I call The Waiting Place…for people just waiting…like in the Dr Seuss book, “Oh, the Places You Go.”

It’s not heaven, it’s not hell, it’s not purgatory. It’s the same realm we’re in – the realm of nature. They’re here with us still, just without physical bodies, and with a different perspective on what remains of their life.

If they weren’t ready to go to the next realm when their body died – what I call the realm or biofield of the Oneness – then their journey continues in the Waiting Place until they are ready for the Oneness.

They stay on their journey in the realm of nature with us, doing their own thing, and when they are ready for the Oneness - when an ancestor has the 5 things they need to go to the Oneness - your ancestors need your help.

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For many men or women, childhood traumas involved unloving actions or words from family.

Often these family members died before we receive a "I'm so sorry for what I did."

In case it helps you in your healing journey, psychic medium Cornelia Helga and I share from our work with ancestral healing, how, after death, as they continue their own journey, the ancestors who hurt us become deeply sorry for causing pain & hardships in our lives.

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Your Guardian Angel (some people may refer to it as the Higher Self) was designed to be within you, not just beside you. We weren’t meant to be all alone in a strange cold world.


The Creator/Universal Spirit knew we would need help and wanted us to have this help.


But, because Universal Spirit has no hierarchy, and no manipulation or coercion, we could only have this built-in guidance by our own choice – our own free will.


This means we couldn’t have the Angel integrated within us at the time of conception or birth, because our minds are still the child-mind, receiving all things as true. It wouldn’t be a choice.


Often, the earliest time a person could make that free choice would be at age 7 or 8, when the child-mind changes to more of an adult mind, with the ability to reason and compare.


Long ago, most people had the non-hierarchal, free will, and abundance mindset of Universal Spirit. They knew a Guardian Angel was meant to be integrated within each of person.

Parents were able to raise their small children with the non-hierarchal mindset, and at the age of 7 or 8, the child knew about the Angels, had a deep connection to their own Guardian Angel, and wanted it within them. The free choice was easy. They had guidance in truth all their life, from their parents and their angel.

But, truths were occulted and forgotten. Generations were raised feeling alone and unsafe in this world. We grew in the mindset of lack instead of abundance, knowing manipulation and control instead of free choice and a divine loving guidance within us.


Let’s reclaim our United Guidance System and the mindset of abundance.

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Ancestral River

Energy Healing isn’t all about clearing old patterns –

It’s also about making or maintaining good patterns:

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I have a little 3 year-old girl inside me that formed during a time of sexual trauma. She shows up sometimes when I least expect it....like yesterday…but I didn’t recognize it right away.


I was trying to write a post for you to read, and every topic I thought about made me feel like an imposter...that I didn’t know anything and nothing I said would be helpful to others.


I eventually came out of the slump, found my voice, and started writing what I knew could be helpful to someone.


Today I remembered my feeling of being an imposter, and I asked my little girl inside of me if that feeling came from her.


Instead of words, I saw a flashback of the sexual trauma, when the man had said to me, “Don’t tell anyone or you’re a bad girl.”


And, I felt my little 3 year old tell me, “If I say something wrong, people will know I’m a bad girl.”


Tears filled my eyes. “Remember, you never were a bad girl. It wasn’t your fault, it was him. You’re beautiful and wonderful and lovely.”


The mindset of lack runs deep inside us, in so many ways. It affects our health, our relationships, our finances, and our children.


I spent years flipping my mindset from lack to abundance, and afterwards, I designed a simple course with all the helps that I used for myself so that I know it is able to flip your mindset too, if you stick with it for the length of the course.


It flips your mindset by flipping your magic – the way you integrate your own energies with those of the universe that is always working in your favor.

And when you flip your magic, you’ll flip your mindset…..and your relationships, your health, your money, and your life.

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Ancestral River

Being creative again today - finished putting decorative contact paper on the back of my bookshelves in our exercise area. The left side is done too - it just looks a mess because it temporarily holds all the stuff for both sides! Now comes figuring out what will go where... I love the contact paper - it matches my room, and it reminds me of drawing with Spirograph when I was a kid!

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The sun represents our solar plexus, the moon symbolizes our heart, and star energy is represented where???

Our throats! Star energy is all about how we show up in life, how we interact with the people and situations in our lives.


Sun energy changes monthly. Moon energy changes weekly. And star energy can change daily.

As the sun and moon travel through the constellations, the energies of the stars interact with those of the sun and the moon and each other, creating ever-changing interactions with our own energies, giving us opportunities everyday to feel into the emotions and thought patterns these interactions bring. Opportunities for changing our old stories through awareness of our feelings, so we can learn to release the ones that no longer serve us, and choose to interact with patterns that take us more in the direction we want to go in life.


All the energies of the sky clock are within us for our highest spiritual good. And how we choose or not to interact with those energies determines the volume and voltage our magic.


Powerful, interesting, and very cool!


More info: www.ancestralriver.com/your-ancestral-magic

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