Tammie Ong

4 years with a feeding tube.

{17th November 2021}

That was the day I got my first feeding tube. This yellow noodle on my face.🍝.☘︎ ݁˖I was told it would only be for a couple of months.
Yet here we are, 4 years later.Not just one tube, but more medical devices, more limitations, and a body that is just trying to survive.

Despite it all, I chose to keep living.To chase the things I’ve always dreamed of, even if they look different from what I imagined.
I stopped waiting for the “perfect” moment, because there NEVER will be one. Because life, even with all its limitations, is happening now.
Instead of seeing my illness in a bad light all the time, I chose to focus on the good.I don’t need to be cured to be happy or to do the things I want.
Life is still beautiful and worth living, even with an illness. You can do anything if you put your heart and soul into it. NOTHING is impossible.

This anniversary is a strange one.It’s not something anyone should ever have to experience. And yet, it changed me in ways I never expected.

After getting sick, I lost so much.My independence.My teenage years.My ability to eat freely, to dance, to live without my body constantly being on fight or flight mode.

For a long time, my life looked nothing like everyone else’s, and I felt so far behind.Truthfully… sometimes I still do. But over time, I’ve realised something important.There is no such thing as being “behind” in life.To be behind means to be behind someone walking. But no one is walking the same path as you. There is only where you are on the path YOU are creating.

But somehow, it’s bittersweet.Because in losing so much, I gained so much more than just perspective.I gained a deeper appreciation for life. For people, for moments, for time.I learned to treasure every single moment, even the quiet, ordinary ones we often take for granted.And I learned how much love exists around me. Love, I might never have noticed if life hadn’t slowed me down.

Though I hate my illness, my medical devices, the truth is, they saved my life.They are the reason I’m still here.The reason I get to be at home, to try my best to live somewhat of a normal life and to enjoy my 20s in the ways I still can.I’m deeply thankful that these technologies are available, as they keep me alive.

Accepting that this may be part of my life forever is still hard to comprehend.But even on the days filled with fear, pain, and exhaustion, I am thankful, because feeling means I’m alive.These emotions remind me that my heart is still beating, my story isn’t over, and I’m still here.Sometimes, just being able to feel, even the hard emotions, is already a blessing in itself.
I truly believe God was calling me to share my story.I hope it helps you in any way, inspires you, changes your perspective, or reminds you to cherish life.If my story helps even one person see their life differently, I will keep using my voice to share it.

As 2025 is coming to a close, I want you to hear this:

I am so proud of you.
Simply living, breathing, and making it through another year is a huge accomplishment. And that in itself is something to be celebrated.You survived, you endured, you showed up for yourself, and that matters more than you know.

Thank you for all the love, support, and kindness you’ve poured into me over the years.🤍Every single one of you has truly kept me going. Reading your messages, seeing your comments, and feeling your support on the hardest days reminded me that I wasn’t alone.Your presence in my life has meant more to me than I could ever put into words.You mean so much to me, and I am deeply grateful for every single one of you.

Let’s continue living life together, appreciating every moment, being kind, and never taking life for granted.

And I promise to keep using my platform to help others in any way I can.💛🌻

With all my love,Tammie 🤍

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Tammie Ong

I never thought I’d be standing here, receiving the Salt & Light Youth Inspirational Award. Truly, this moment wouldn’t be possible without so many of you. Thank you salt & light for this honor, my community, my friends, my supporters, and all of you who follow and cheer me on. I am so deeply thankful. 💛

After all I’ve been through, after so many times I didn’t think I’d make it, after nights I begged God to take me home because the pain was too much… moments like this remind me that even when we can’t see it, His work is being done, and He surrounds us with people who lift us when we can’t stand on our own.

My friends, church, family, and supporters like you have surrounded me with so much love and prayers. All of you carried me through when I had nothing left. I wouldn’t be here today without every single one of you. ❤️

God saved me. He gave me a peace that surpasses all understanding. Life has trials, yes, and I’ve been frustrated and angry at times, but I know this is beyond my control. Whatever He allows, He does for a reason. I believe something greater is coming. Romans 8:18 will always be my favourite verse. “I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us.”

I hope my story continues reaching people, and that you know, with God, anything is possible. 🤍 I hope you allow Him to walk with you, to feel His love, and to see how He is changing you inside and out. Anyone is welcomed, because God loves His people.

This is just the beginning. Keep holding on, keep trusting, keep shining ✨. Even in the darkest nights, you are never alone, and your story matters.

Thank you, truly, from the bottom of my heart, to each of you who follow, support, and encourage me. Your love and faith in me make moments like this possible. 💛

Love you guys so so much.❤️

~ tam ♡

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