JealousHateBoy

Exactly 1 year ago I wrote a post about moving on from God Mode play.

I don't regret any bit of it.

I am now 19 years old and I am enjoying my life right now, nothing more nothing less. I can't say that I don't miss the idiotic times I passed on this channel but I don't regret leaving it behind as I finally focused on IRL, which matters more.

I locked my videos on my channel and deleting my discord server with a very simple idea of everyone else moving on too. Not everyone will stay locked on one thing for the entire life.

However, I did keep some videos as I don't want the channel to fully die. As you remember I tried composing music n stuff which I am still into right now, so P E R H A P S I will upload more of it. Even if I will eventually, I do not guarantee a full return.

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I made this message purely for those who demanded explanations I guess, however I don't really except to be remembered anymore lol, this channel was dead for ages now.

5 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 13

JealousHateBoy

Discord is officially starting to become impossible to use in Russia.
do not be surprised if I become drastically less active or even completely vanish for who gods know how long time.

I -m i g h t- be able to use vpn to continue to interact with the community, but I do not promise anything.

1 year ago (edited) | [YT] | 10

JealousHateBoy

Today I became 18 years old adult with a part-time job.

We all grow and some things need to be left behind some day. No I am not saying I am abandoning this channel or anything, I will keep time to time posting stuff in here and will continue doing my things I have planned. But the progress speed of it as you can see is very very low at the moment.

However, I can assure you I will abandon intensively grinding (**don't mistake with just playing for fun**) things that pick up my nerves or take extremely long to complete, such being mods like most of the hard songs from God Mode Collection or any other mod that includes cancerous difficulty and full dedication to complete it. (**Again, do not mistake it with completely abandoning playing the game. I still enjoy playing rhythm games, but I want it to be a fun experience, not dreadful**)

It just doesn't worth my time anymore.
I hope you all understand.

- JealousHateBoy - 04.07.2024

1 year ago (edited) | [YT] | 26

JealousHateBoy

1. One single video blew up from more than a year ago from 9k views to 34k views
2. I hit 1k subs

What is going on

1 year ago | [YT] | 15

JealousHateBoy

New song is out (:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXiDe...

1 year ago | [YT] | 4

JealousHateBoy

Something really unexcepted awaits you... and maybe even surprising
At least it will show that im not entirely dead rn

2 years ago | [YT] | 21

JealousHateBoy

‪@Arrowokeys12‬ Happy birthday (:

2 years ago | [YT] | 20

JealousHateBoy

I'm sorry I really have nothing much to upload
I am also lazy to post it on this channel so im posting it on here
https://youtu.be/hRqtV_lVEOU

2 years ago | [YT] | 2

JealousHateBoy

Everyone of you is really underestimating the now existing hell:
Osu!mania 9K stamina 10+* map godified all the way through that contains 628 bpm spams. The showcase on was done on 3.7 scroll speed.

In this post I will just say good luck to whoever going to try that chart, it really won't be easy.
‪@katefnflol4352‬ I know this is what is hard for you >:)

2 years ago | [YT] | 10

JealousHateBoy

UPDATE: IT SOLVED 1 MINUTE LATER ON ITS OWN WHAT LOL

im sorry what?
this happened so randomly

am I only one with this problem currently?
(asking russian community especially)




‪@omarjotaro‬
‪@Arrowokeys12‬

2 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 7