Cyneward

Going to attempt a recording soon with my antiglare shades on , see if that's worth it,

2 days ago | [YT] | 0

Cyneward

So I ended up getting just paying outright for her meds for a weeks worth. Hopefully the insurance will get their shit together. A lot of miscommunication on their end. On top of that just seems every time something is going right, or positive, something attacks back. Been pretty emotional lately broken down in tears. All I want to do is just keep progressing and finally get our home, and enjoy life and treat my wife out more than usual. Including our furbabies (Gatsby, Olive, and Ellie((cats)) On top of that it would be nice to donate to charities I see on tv or on reels that I come across to help them out as well. Just sucks, but at the same time, I won't give up I never do. I will try to be back shortly. I've even with my back pain (im on disability for it it's that bad) I can't sit for too long or stand) I've tried going back to the work force, gas stations, even went in for a CNA because they told me i wouldn't have to do any lifting, that was a lie, I passed all tests 92% and above, came naturally to me, and due to the pain of lifting that I wasn't supposed to do , it got worse. They approved a transfer but no one would hire me even with all the staff behind me approving. Then the gas station, well I did my best, and one person didn't like me and had to go about sabotaging me while I was in training, left there. I decided to come back to youtube, doing what I love, gaming, reactions sharing my emotions with the world, and now I feel like I am failing at that. Again, this might just be a small episode, I promise I will sort this all out and be back soon. Just need to get my head together.

You are all amazing, don't forget that.

-Cyne aka Teejay

1 week ago | [YT] | 9

Cyneward

Today is a really bad day, wife is feeling awful, been trying two weeks to get her meds, ive been on and off the phone, very stressed, things are on halt right now I need to get her better. (everyone seems to have tech issues at all these hopitals) I do not feel comfortable doing work while she needs help. Will keep you all updated!

1 week ago | [YT] | 4

Cyneward

Chiquita video tomm! first time in years I woke up super late, dealing with calls back and forth from insurance coverage and other, getting a bit stressed but will be fine. Just gotta make sure health is taken care of especially with my eyes. Today GRR lol. Already have the playlist setup to record.

1 week ago | [YT] | 8

Cyneward

https://youtu.be/DaPdH0dnLSA What a natural! Will be live for non members at 2PM EST!

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 1

Cyneward

Unedited AHYEON!! On Patreon now! The Edited version with Grain and text overlay will be up shortly here on youtube!

www.patreon.com/posts/unedited-ahyeon-152396717?ut…

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Cyneward

www.patreon.com/posts/hello-everyone-3-152156214?u…

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 1

Cyneward

So looks like starting Monday I will be checking out the playlists. There are a couple of them that were sent to me, Both are very similar tho one has over 300 videos, the other is is shorter but more so for each member rather than every single video. So I am pondering, will start at least on the Intro vids of Haram. I will see you all Monday!

www.patreon.com/posts/playlist-ponder-151885486?ut…

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Cyneward

Unedited version is up for TOP Tier members and above including patreons! Modifed version is being uploaded as I type!

https://youtu.be/WcGWe09f1C4

www.patreon.com/posts/babymonster-no-151728800?utm…

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Cyneward

www.patreon.com/posts/hello-151551702?utm_medium=c…

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 0