heather embi

im sorry to say this but im kinda suicidal again.

4 days ago | [YT] | 5

heather embi

they were keeping me fucking alive. If i die its cuz my mom made sure i cant contact anyone idk irl. Including the people who SAVED MY FUCKING LIFE. IF YOU’RE READING THIS MOM AND I’M DEAD ARE YOU PROUD? IS BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF (WHICH I KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH) WORTH A LIFE??

4 days ago | [YT] | 4

heather embi

struggling with mental health i’ll keep u guys updated

4 days ago | [YT] | 3

heather embi

heather getting a gf before GTA VI is crazy

6 days ago | [YT] | 4

heather embi

Is it SH if it was an accident?
Is it SH if it’s a reflex I have for stress, anger, or anxiety?
Is it SH if it didn’t hurt?
Is it SH if it was scratching?
Is it SH if it was hitting self but it didn’t hurt?
Is it SH?
Why am I like this?
Why am I so messed up in the head?
Why did I let it happen so many times?
Why is it so hard to make it through the day but I don’t want to end it?
Maybe I’ll never know.

6 days ago | [YT] | 4

heather embi

This post is for ‪@johnhipp-z8d‬. I do not hate you. I haven’t been replying to your comments because YouTube isn’t letting me. Stop claiming that I hate you when I don’t. If you need to tell me anything please let me know.

1 week ago | [YT] | 2

heather embi

STOP UNSUBBING >:(

1 week ago | [YT] | 6

heather embi

“Grace is my fav animator cuz she’s the only one i know”

Me: *laughs in non-posting animator*

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 4

heather embi

why am i so fucking sensitive whenever someone does something i find the tiniest bit mean even if it’s just their job i think that they fucking hate me and then im on the verge of tears what the actual fuck is wrong with me like YOU COULDVE JUST SAID STOP SGUFUEGTFDAUDPIRSFWJ

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 4

heather embi

UPDATE: i broke up with the guy i was kinda dating

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 5