Hii :D I miss my GNG sm How r y'all? so sorry for ghosting for this long (that's the last thing i'd do) but I had a reason, Kinda back btw I love you š¤
Happy birthday, my only one, basically my everything, my favorite person in the entire world. I donāt even know where to start, because honestly, thereās so much I want to say and I barely even know if words are enough, but Iāll try.
So, hereās something,something long, messy, chaotic, human, and real, just like us. You know, Iāve always felt empty sometimes, like even when I laughed or smiled or acted like I had it all together, there was a little void in me. A missing piece I couldnāt name. A feeling like I didnāt fully belong anywhere, or like I was walking through life a step behind everyone else. And I used to hide it, cover it up, pretend it didnāt exist. To the world, to KTube, to anyone who might notice. Because being vulnerable? Being truly seen? That wasnāt me. That wasnāt safe. Or so I thought. And thenā¦ you happened. I donāt even know how or why we got this close, but trust me, after having you in my life, I felt something I literally canāt name. It was love.
Pure,unconditional, ridiculous, humanly love. And i just know it. It was deeper. It was trust. It was chaos. It was laughter that made my ribs hurt. It was comfort that made my soul rest for the first time in forever. It was the feeling that someone sees me, truly sees me, and loves me anyway. And the craziest part? That someone is you. All you. My life honestly couldnāt be better without you. No kidding, I mean it. Iāve always had this feeling about us. That this friendship, unlike my past ones, was going to work. That it was going to be special, rare, unshakable. And thank God,it is. Itās everything I didnāt even know I was looking for, everything I didnāt know I needed. I donāt ever want to lose you. Itās not just a want, itās a need. Like, imagine life without you,I donāt even want to picture that. Itās over for me, too. My heart, my loyalty, my chaos, my everything is yours to keep, always. I honestly donāt know how to put into words the depth of what I feel for you. I canāt. There are no words that fit. Justā¦ trust me. You are precious. You are my number one. You are someone Iād die for, fight for, lie for. Youāre someone Iād ditch anyone for. You know exactly who Iām talking about. You are everything. And nothing,no person, no thing, no circumstance,can ever change that. youāre actually like the rarest kind of soul Iāve met. The way youāre pure chaos but also the most comforting human alive?? Girl that combo is crazy. I canāt wrap my head around it. Like one second youāre bullying me, next second youāre my therapist, then suddenly youāre hyping me like Iām the hottest person alive. And Iām just sitting there like wth is going on. But I love it. I love every single version of you. Like you donāt even know how much you mean. Youāre like the wifi of my life bro. Without you everything feels disconnected, glitchy, empty. And when youāre there itās just smooth, fast, perfect. Ok bad analogy but you get it. Point is youāre literally necessary. People come and go in life but I swear you are the one person I cannot afford to lose. Not now not ever. If you disappear bro I swear Iāll lose it. Like full on mental breakdown mode.
And lmao you know whatās wild? How we can literally talk about the most random useless things for hours and suddenly and shading people together who donāt even know I exist. then somehow end up trauma dumping. Like hello?? What kind of plot twist conversation is that. But itās us. And itās so real. And bro the way you trust me?? I canāt even-. That trust is my most valuable thing in the world. Honestly half the time when you reply to me it feels like you know me better than I know myself. Like sometimes you type something and Iām like wait hold up how did she read my mind. Psychic behavior. Because itās insane. But also comforting. Because it means Iām not alone in my mess. You see me and you still stay. Thatās the loudest kind of love. And donāt even get me started on how supportive you are. Like you actually give so much love and energy to people around you. And still have space left for me. I donāt know how you do it. Youāre the kind of friend who texts back even when youāre tired, who listens even when youāre busy, who hypes even when youāre down yourself. And thatās rare. Thatās golden. Youāre golden. I swear sometimes I think like what if we didnāt meet. What if life played out differently. And every time I think that my stomach drops because no thank you. I donāt even want to imagine that timeline. Because this one, the one where I have you, is perfect. Even with all its chaos, even with our ups and downs, this one is the best. And itās all because of you. You know what else I love? roasting random people, making inside jokes that literally no one else would get. Thatās my favorite part. Because thatās when I feel the most alive. Like I can just exist without overthinking. With you itās likeā¦ no filter needed. And thatās honestly the most freeing thing in the world. And donāt ever doubt how much you matter to me. Like I donāt care if 100 people tell me Iām dramatic about you, let them. They donāt know. They donāt get it. They donāt know what it feels like to be loved by you. They donāt know the comfort you bring. They donāt know the fire you light up in me. Only I do. And thatās why youāre untouchable. No one can take your place. No one can compete. Not even close. Thank you. Literally. I can never thank you enough for trusting me, for giving me the opportunity to be your best friend, your confidante, your safe space. To be the one you can rant to, the one you can scream at, laugh with, cry with, stay up all night with. Iāll never stop being grateful. That day when I talked about her, yeah, I cried a bit, I wonāt lie. I wasnāt over it, and I wasnāt pretending to be. But your repliesā¦ oh my God. Your replies held me back. Your words, your understanding, your patience,they werenāt just comforting. They showed me who you are. And thatās not fake. Thatās raw, honest, beautiful you. And thatās why I knew, Iāll never find anyone like you. I will always come to you first when I need to vent because no one else can console me like you can. Hold me like you do, make me feel understood and loved exactly when I need it. Itās always been you, always. No you, no life. Thatās not exaggeration. Thatās fact. And the same goes for you,I am always here. Even if the universe doesnāt exist the way we know it, even if the world ends, you can count on me. Vent, rant, yap endlessly,I will always have time for you. Even if itās my funeral, Iād wake up just to hear your voiceš. Thatās how much you matter to me.
And yes, your edits. Likeā¦ cmon. Every single one. Theyāre insane. I donāt even know how to explain them. You literally blow me away every time. You have a talent, a skill, a kind of magic that needs to be recognized, shouted from rooftops, appreciated endlessly. No cap, so shatap. And I swear, Iām ready for personal lessons. I will learn from you. I will spend hours mastering even one tiny trick if it means I get to create like you do. You deserve more recognition, more praise, more everything. And honestly, that guy? Heās not even close to perfect, me better. Yk who im talking about. I can never, ever thank you enough for being there for me, for trusting me, for loving me in your own chaotic, human, messy, perfect way. Youāve changed my life. Youāve given me a sense of belonging I didnāt think Iād ever feel. Youāve made me laugh so hard I cried, and cry so hard I laughed afterward, and somewhere in all that chaos, I learned that friendship, real friendship, is messy, unpredictable, and the most beautiful thing in the world. Weāve had our moments, havenāt we?
The late night talks that turn into early-morning existential crises. The inside jokes that nobody else would understand. The random bursts of chaos that leave the world looking at us like weāre insane. But you know what? I wouldnāt trade a single second. Every moment with you, even the ridiculous ones, is precious. Every memory, every laugh, every tear, every rant,itās ours. And thatās what makes it perfect. And the trust we haveā¦ girl, itās unshakable. That day when I shared something so personal, so messy, so raw with you, and you held space for me without judgmentā¦ thatās gold. Thatās what true friendship is. Thatās what I want for the rest of my life. And I know Iāll never find anyone else like you. Ever. Thatās why I love you like no one else. NO ONE ELSE. And I mean that. With every fiber of my being. So here we are, your birthday. And I just want you to know that I hope today is everything you deserve. Every laugh, every hug, every slice of cake, every meme, every chaotic moment,itās all yours. Celebrate yourself, Dhanvi, because you are worth celebrating every single day, not just today. And yeah, save some cake for me. Iād be honored to steal a bite of your birthday happiness.
I hope you know how loved you are. How valued you are. How extraordinary you are. You make this world brighter just by existing. You make life better just by being you. And I will spend every day making sure you feel that, making sure you know how deeply you are appreciated, cherished, and loved<3
Happy birthday again, my love. Keep being yourself, keep shining, keep editing, keep laughing, keep ranting, keep existing because the world is infinitely better with you in it. And remember, no matter what, Iām always here. Always. Through chaos, tears, laughter, rants, edits, everything. Always.
You are my person. My number one. My favorite. My life. My love. My everything. And nothing will ever change that
The only lisa, hoon, lara, chan and nini to my jen, zake, manon, hyunjin and gigi<3
Xoxo I love you. The most. Take care. Sleep tight. Yours abi. š
And let me tell you smth, this is not enough. This can never be enough.
ABIII.
Happiest birthday loml <3
I love you so much, fr. Thanks for making my life feel a little easier by just existing. I adore you sm my baby. Mwah
Xoxo.
#myman.
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ABIII.
āŖ@Getalifehoesā¬ where r youu?š
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ABIII.
Hii :D
I miss my GNG sm
How r y'all? so sorry for ghosting for this long (that's the last thing i'd do) but I had a reason,
Kinda back btw
I love you š¤
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ABIII.
āŖ@Getalifehoesā¬
27/8
Happy Birthday, Dhanvi š¤
Happy birthday, my only one, basically my everything, my favorite person in the entire world. I donāt even know where to start, because honestly, thereās so much I want to say and I barely even know if words are enough, but Iāll try.
So, hereās something,something long, messy, chaotic, human, and real, just like us.
You know, Iāve always felt empty sometimes, like even when I laughed or smiled or acted like I had it all together, there was a little void in me. A missing piece I couldnāt name. A feeling like I didnāt fully belong anywhere, or like I was walking through life a step behind everyone else. And I used to hide it, cover it up, pretend it didnāt exist. To the world, to KTube, to anyone who might notice. Because being vulnerable? Being truly seen? That wasnāt me. That wasnāt safe. Or so I thought. And thenā¦ you happened. I donāt even know how or why we got this close, but trust me, after having you in my life, I felt something I literally canāt name. It was love.
Pure,unconditional, ridiculous, humanly love. And i just know it. It was deeper. It was trust. It was chaos. It was laughter that made my ribs hurt. It was comfort that made my soul rest for the first time in forever. It was the feeling that someone sees me, truly sees me, and loves me anyway. And the craziest part? That someone is you. All you. My life honestly couldnāt be better without you. No kidding, I mean it. Iāve always had this feeling about us. That this friendship, unlike my past ones, was going to work. That it was going to be special, rare, unshakable. And thank God,it is. Itās everything I didnāt even know I was looking for, everything I didnāt know I needed. I donāt ever want to lose you. Itās not just a want, itās a need. Like, imagine life without you,I donāt even want to picture that. Itās over for me, too. My heart, my loyalty, my chaos, my everything is yours to keep, always. I honestly donāt know how to put into words the depth of what I feel for you. I canāt. There are no words that fit. Justā¦ trust me. You are precious. You are my number one. You are someone Iād die for, fight for, lie for. Youāre someone Iād ditch anyone for. You know exactly who Iām talking about. You are everything. And nothing,no person, no thing, no circumstance,can ever change that. youāre actually like the rarest kind of soul Iāve met. The way youāre pure chaos but also the most comforting human alive?? Girl that combo is crazy. I canāt wrap my head around it. Like one second youāre bullying me, next second youāre my therapist, then suddenly youāre hyping me like Iām the hottest person alive. And Iām just sitting there like wth is going on. But I love it. I love every single version of you. Like you donāt even know how much you mean. Youāre like the wifi of my life bro. Without you everything feels disconnected, glitchy, empty. And when youāre there itās just smooth, fast, perfect. Ok bad analogy but you get it. Point is youāre literally necessary. People come and go in life but I swear you are the one person I cannot afford to lose. Not now not ever. If you disappear bro I swear Iāll lose it. Like full on mental breakdown mode.
And lmao you know whatās wild? How we can literally talk about the most random useless things for hours and suddenly and shading people together who donāt even know I exist. then somehow end up trauma dumping. Like hello?? What kind of plot twist conversation is that. But itās us. And itās so real. And bro the way you trust me?? I canāt even-. That trust is my most valuable thing in the world. Honestly half the time when you reply to me it feels like you know me better than I know myself. Like sometimes you type something and Iām like wait hold up how did she read my mind. Psychic behavior. Because itās insane. But also comforting. Because it means Iām not alone in my mess. You see me and you still stay. Thatās the loudest kind of love. And donāt even get me started on how supportive you are. Like you actually give so much love and energy to people around you. And still have space left for me. I donāt know how you do it. Youāre the kind of friend who texts back even when youāre tired, who listens even when youāre busy, who hypes even when youāre down yourself. And thatās rare. Thatās golden. Youāre golden. I swear sometimes I think like what if we didnāt meet. What if life played out differently. And every time I think that my stomach drops because no thank you. I donāt even want to imagine that timeline. Because this one, the one where I have you, is perfect. Even with all its chaos, even with our ups and downs, this one is the best. And itās all because of you.
You know what else I love? roasting random people, making inside jokes that literally no one else would get. Thatās my favorite part. Because thatās when I feel the most alive. Like I can just exist without overthinking. With you itās likeā¦ no filter needed. And thatās honestly the most freeing thing in the world. And donāt ever doubt how much you matter to me. Like I donāt care if 100 people tell me Iām dramatic about you, let them. They donāt know. They donāt get it. They donāt know what it feels like to be loved by you. They donāt know the comfort you bring. They donāt know the fire you light up in me. Only I do. And thatās why youāre untouchable. No one can take your place. No one can compete. Not even close.
Thank you. Literally. I can never thank you enough for trusting me, for giving me the opportunity to be your best friend, your confidante, your safe space. To be the one you can rant to, the one you can scream at, laugh with, cry with, stay up all night with. Iāll never stop being grateful. That day when I talked about her, yeah, I cried a bit, I wonāt lie. I wasnāt over it, and I wasnāt pretending to be. But your repliesā¦ oh my God. Your replies held me back. Your words, your understanding, your patience,they werenāt just comforting. They showed me who you are. And thatās not fake. Thatās raw, honest, beautiful you. And thatās why I knew, Iāll never find anyone like you. I will always come to you first when I need to vent because no one else can console me like you can. Hold me like you do, make me feel understood and loved exactly when I need it. Itās always been you, always. No you, no life. Thatās not exaggeration. Thatās fact. And the same goes for you,I am always here. Even if the universe doesnāt exist the way we know it, even if the world ends, you can count on me. Vent, rant, yap endlessly,I will always have time for you. Even if itās my funeral, Iād wake up just to hear your voiceš. Thatās how much you matter to me.
And yes, your edits. Likeā¦ cmon. Every single one. Theyāre insane. I donāt even know how to explain them. You literally blow me away every time. You have a talent, a skill, a kind of magic that needs to be recognized, shouted from rooftops, appreciated endlessly. No cap, so shatap. And I swear, Iām ready for personal lessons. I will learn from you. I will spend hours mastering even one tiny trick if it means I get to create like you do. You deserve more recognition, more praise, more everything. And honestly, that guy? Heās not even close to perfect, me better. Yk who im talking about. I can never, ever thank you enough for being there for me, for trusting me, for loving me in your own chaotic, human, messy, perfect way. Youāve changed my life. Youāve given me a sense of belonging I didnāt think Iād ever feel. Youāve made me laugh so hard I cried, and cry so hard I laughed afterward, and somewhere in all that chaos, I learned that friendship, real friendship, is messy, unpredictable, and the most beautiful thing in the world. Weāve had our moments, havenāt we?
The late night talks that turn into early-morning existential crises. The inside jokes that nobody else would understand. The random bursts of chaos that leave the world looking at us like weāre insane. But you know what? I wouldnāt trade a single second. Every moment with you, even the ridiculous ones, is precious. Every memory, every laugh, every tear, every rant,itās ours. And thatās what makes it perfect. And the trust we haveā¦ girl, itās unshakable. That day when I shared something so personal, so messy, so raw with you, and you held space for me without judgmentā¦ thatās gold. Thatās what true friendship is. Thatās what I want for the rest of my life. And I know Iāll never find anyone else like you. Ever. Thatās why I love you like no one else. NO ONE ELSE. And I mean that. With every fiber of my being. So here we are, your birthday. And I just want you to know that I hope today is everything you deserve. Every laugh, every hug, every slice of cake, every meme, every chaotic moment,itās all yours. Celebrate yourself, Dhanvi, because you are worth celebrating every single day, not just today. And yeah, save some cake for me. Iād be honored to steal a bite of your birthday happiness.
I hope you know how loved you are. How valued you are. How extraordinary you are. You make this world brighter just by existing. You make life better just by being you. And I will spend every day making sure you feel that, making sure you know how deeply you are appreciated, cherished, and loved<3
Happy birthday again, my love. Keep being yourself, keep shining, keep editing, keep laughing, keep ranting, keep existing because the world is infinitely better with you in it. And remember, no matter what, Iām always here. Always. Through chaos, tears, laughter, rants, edits, everything. Always.
You are my person. My number one. My favorite. My life. My love. My everything. And nothing will ever change that
The only lisa, hoon, lara, chan and nini to my jen, zake, manon, hyunjin and gigi<3
Xoxo
I love you. The most.
Take care.
Sleep tight.
Yours abi.
š
And let me tell you smth, this is not enough. This can never be enough.
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