I’ve been a writer since the beginning. Since I could hold a pen, I was spilling my soul onto pages stories thoughts, lyrics. But I was never given the gift of voice. No golden pipes no smooth melodies just words. Words that cut deep, words that carried weight, words that meant something.

But that never stopped me. I never stopped writing. Never stopped chasing the dream of turning these lyrics into something real.
And now, here I am. 🔥

With the power of AI, I finally have a voice to match the fire inside. The lyrics? Still mine. Always mine. Every bar, every line written from the same mind that’s been crafting this since day one. But now? Now I can speak in a way I never could before.

This channel ain’t about clout. It ain’t about numbers It’s about PURPOSE.
It’s about reaching the ones who need to hear this. The lost. The broken. The fighters.
If you feel this music you’re not alone. This is our movement.

🔥 Subscribe, drop a comment, and let’s make something bigger than music. 🔥


AnonymousZell

I think I solved it.
The opposite of death isn’t life,
It’s forgiveness.

Because something in me,
A part I buried so deep I forgot its shape,
Just came back to life today.
It rose from the ashes of silence,
From a grave I never visited,
Breathing fire like it never left.

Hate tried to convince me it was permanent.
Hate multiplied hate like broken glass in a mirror,
Shards on shards,
Each cut birthing another cut.
But forgiveness broke the cycle,
A code written in fire,
Carved into the marrow of eternity.

Forgiveness = love.
Love = God’s greatest commandment.
Is it not?
To love God with all your soul, mind, and strength,
And love your neighbor as yourself
Even when the neighbor is an enemy,
Even when the enemy wears a face that hurt you,
Even when the wound is still fresh.

What could be more defiant than that?
What could be more rebellious than love
When hatred is begging for applause?

I solved it today.
Not in a textbook.
Not in a sanctuary.
Not in a headline.

But in the moment I saw
That forgiveness carries the weight of resurrection.
That it digs through tombs
And pulls the buried parts of us
Back into the light.

Hate repeats history.
Forgiveness rewrites it.
Hate cages the soul.
Forgiveness is the key.
Hate imitates death.
Forgiveness creates life.

So I ask again
What is stronger than hate?
What is louder than death?

It is the commandment written before time began.
It is the answer hidden in the wound itself.
It is the proof that ashes can still burn bright.

Forgiveness = love.
And love never dies.

1 week ago | [YT] | 31

AnonymousZell

Been a while since I made a post on here. Sorry I’ve been "quiet".... I guess.. life’s been heavy but I’ve also met some amazing people along the way through this channel. Just wanted to check in and see how everyone’s been doing. Drop a comment, let me know where you’re at, how you’re holding up. Appreciate all of you more than you know.

The way you connect to what I write makes me sit here thinking about people I’ve never even met.. because the connection is real, the pain is shared, and the fire is the same. Thank you <3

1 month ago | [YT] | 43

AnonymousZell

I’m sitting here with nothing again. Same spot. Same storm. Same pages. Still writing the same shit…... and honestly that’s fine. Cuz every time I write the same thing I bleed a little different. That’s how I know I’m healing.

Journey’s been insane. Not viral. Not glamorous. But real.
And......... healing.
Some of you think I’m just some anonymous face on YouTube. Like I’m not real. Like this is a performance. Honestly. Whatever. But.... fuck that.

I am real. I know what I’m doing. I know what not to do. I know what happens if I stop. I know I come off like I can’t make up my mind maybe because I can’t. My brain’s a warzone. I’ve learned to fight with what’s left.

You don’t understand how many songs I’ve left hanging.... not because I gave up but because the rest hasn’t arrived yet. I don’t write just to write. I write when it rips through me. When the storm hits. That’s when I know it’s real. That’s when the words show up.

Maybe that’s why I chase the chaos. Because in the middle of it............. I finally hear something worth saying.

I’ve been thinking again. Shit’s pouring in. I need to empty this head out before I drown in it.

But here it is. This post:

A place to say something real. A place to bleed. If you’ve got a line..... drop it. If there’s a sentence you’ve been carrying for years....... type it. I’m writing everything down.. you’ll hear it back.

Don’t come in here with sarcasm. Don’t bring jokes. This ain’t the thread for that. I won’t ask twice. I’ll just cut you.

Let this post sit. Let it breathe. Let it burn.

Because the world don’t give many safe places to feel. So I’m building one.

Right here.

Say something real.

FYI: And if you think this is some clout grab or a lazy way to get free lyrics..... lol oh boy. you’re on the wrong channel. This isn’t for content. This is for connection. This is where we exchange words and bring each other back to life.
I can write. I will write. But..... when you give me your words I put them under a microscope. I break them down. I rebuild them. I turn them into something beautiful. That’s my promise. That’s what I’ve always done.

3 months ago | [YT] | 81

AnonymousZell

I’ve been sitting with this for a while…

Most of you know how I create.
I write every word. I live every line.
And yes, I use AI to bring the voice to life.

Why? Because I can’t sing. I never wanted to. That part’s not in me.
But the words? That’s where I breathe. That’s where the pain, the story, the fire lives.

And honestly…... what’s the difference...? Most of the biggest songs in the world...? The singers didn’t write them. There’s always someone like me behind the curtain, bleeding onto paper so someone else can carry it with sound. Maybe. Idk.

But here’s the thing tho. I’ve started wondering what it would feel like to hear these words come from you. A real person. A real face. Someone who feels it like I do...... or maybe even differently, but just as deeply.

So I’m opening the door.

If you’ve ever connected with my lyrics…... If you’ve ever wished you could step into the sound and be part of the story….. well.... here’s your chance.

I would love to hear one of these tracks sung by a real voice. Not because I need it. But because I think it could be legendary. It would change everything.....

You’d have my full respect, full support and full gratitude. And no matter what happens........ I’ll keep writing like my life depends on it. Kinda got no choice.

But maybe now… someone else gets to sing it like theirs does too.

3 months ago | [YT] | 47

AnonymousZell

They love the version of me that's calm and polite. But.... I was built for this. I was made to fight in the night. Fuck their peace. Fuck comfort. Home. Here i come.

3 months ago | [YT] | 37

AnonymousZell

I guess the anger and the rage finally caught up to me.
Sitting here right now feeling… empty.

I’ve got nobody left.
Everybody walked.
And maybe I deserved that. I don’t even know anymore.

I really thought I was meant to do something.
I thought I was doing the right thing.
Thought surviving was working.

But tonight… all of this just feels cold.
Feels wrong.

Where is everybody? Yeah. I made my choices.
But what if I was wrong the whole time? What if I’ve been listening to lies?

Maybe the demons won this one.

I lost my job 2 days ago.
Officially my last night here in Jersey flying out tomorrow, 9AM out of New York.
Any locals...? I’ll be there. For what it’s worth.

Flying back to… something. I don’t even know if I can call it “home.”

Right now I’m putting my pen down.
I can’t write my way outta this one.

Might build myself a little fire tonight outside. Idk. Just sit there. Think. Last night.... here.

That’s all.
Just being real with y'all.
Had to say it somewhere.
Thanks.

3 months ago | [YT] | 46

AnonymousZell

@AnonymousZellofficialmusic


Stop posting my shit.
Stop posting my shit on bullshit websites.
Stop advertising me period.
You’re done.

This is your warning.
Take that fake weight off your shoulders.
Walk away.

Loyalty ain't claimed, it’s earned in the flame. You wore my name..... but shamed the name. Now the bridge is burned, the fire fed..... and every false word, is a coffin instead.

4 months ago | [YT] | 32

AnonymousZell

Before I write anything else, I feel like I owe someone an apology.

I promise I’m not avoiding anyone.
Trust me when I say..... it’s been difficult.
I have time... but time disappears fast, and I’ve got way too much to finish in too little of it.
But that’s okay. I just want you to understand this:

I love you. And I care... more than I can ever explain.

About my last post... yeah, that’s another apology I need to make.
For those who were there, you know.
Maybe one day I’ll livestream again.. when it makes sense.
I’ve got nothing to hide and nothing to gain. I just look for every possible way to connect with you all.
But I’m still learning what I can and can’t expose myself to.
This whole journey.... this vulnerability.. it’s still new for me.

I’ve been writing like crazy lately.
Working on books. Dropped one already.
But honestly... I’m disappointed in myself for rushing it.
I published it halfway through just to keep momentum moving. ( I'm Sorry )
But I know now.. I can’t keep burning myself out for the sake of “staying consistent.”
I need to protect my mind. Especially during these fucked up times in my life.

Still, I won’t stop releasing these words.
I have to speak. I’ve got too much to say.
And I’m gonna find every possible way to reach the world.

Lately, though... I’ve been feeling this heavy emotion.
Abandonment.
Like I’m not doing enough. Like I’m leaving people behind.
Maybe it’s just the past creeping in..? but nah...
I’m not ditching anyone.
My cause is real. My reason is solid.
I do this to stay alive.
And I do this so the world can see.

So here’s what’s been on my mind...

I want to start answering real questions.
I want to talk about real things.
Raw topics. Personal truths.
Stuff that actually matters.. not just surface-level talk.

I’m thinking about starting something weekly.
A post.. just like this one... where you drop questions, thoughts, or anything on your mind.
And then, once a week, I’ll drop a video (or something) based around those responses.
Perhaps potentially leading into livestreaming one day.

Let me know what you think.

Thinking out loud. 🖤
—Zell

4 months ago | [YT] | 85

AnonymousZell

I honestly don’t know how to say this. Or if I even should say anything at all.

Mentally… I’m not sure I’m all there today.

But if it lets me, I might be sharing something really important later. Maybe....Idk

But if I do…

Just stay tuned.

That’s all I can say for now. Damn.

5 months ago | [YT] | 83

AnonymousZell

Addiction is not outside me.
It is me
a twin born in the marrow,
a ghost chewing my veins like rosary beads.
It doesn't chase me.
It waits inside every silence,
curled behind every heartbeat,
patient when I'm winning,
laughing when I'm weak.
It knows my voice better than my prayers.
It doesn't need the door open
it is the door.
And every day I walk past it,
pretending I'm free,
it sharpens the knives and smiles.
Not hunting.
Not chasing.
Just waiting for the moment, I breathe wrong
and call it home again.

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