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I’m not a good person to be in a relationship with.
Not “right now”.
Just — period.
I would drain someone emotionally without meaning to.
I would confuse them with my mood swings.
I would turn their small mistakes into silent tests they never agreed to take.
I overthink so much that reality doesn’t stand a chance.
A delayed reply becomes a rejection.
A normal disagreement becomes a threat of abandonment.
That’s not love.
That’s fear wearing a romantic mask.
I’m insecure, but I hide it behind “self-awareness”.
I’m jealous, but I rename it “analysis”.
I’m needy, but I pretend I’m just deep.
Truth is — I want closeness without stability.
Reassurance without earning it.
Understanding without clarity.
I would expect someone to tolerate my chaos while I call it “who I am”.
That’s selfish.
My inferiority would leak into the relationship no matter how kind the other person is.
I’d compare myself to others.
I’d assume I’m not enough.
And then I’d make them pay for that insecurity.
Worst part?
I’d still think I’m a good person because I’m “honest about my flaws”.
Honesty without change is just another form of comfort.
So no — I’m not avoiding relationships because I’m focused or mature.
I’m avoiding them because I know I’d hurt someone while trying to feel whole.
This isn’t self-pity.
This is self-indictment.
Until I learn emotional control, consistency, and self-respect,
love is not something I deserve to participate in —
it’s something I need to stay away from.
Distance isn’t loneliness.
It’s damage control.

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Well said

1 month ago | [YT] | 1

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Everybody knows everything real differencitor is ACTION

1 month ago | [YT] | 0

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Fame without money is very dangerous

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I am someone who works.


I work every single day — around 14 hours — no matter the situation.

I work even when I feel low.
I work even when my day goes wrong.
I work even when I don’t believe in myself.


I don’t wait to feel motivated.
I don’t wait to feel confident.
I don’t let emotions decide my actions.


Many times, I don’t understand life.
Many times, I feel confused about directions .


And in those moments, I don’t search for
answers —

I just work.

I know the work is hard.
I know it’s painful.

And I choose it anyway — because it’s worth doing.


Work has the highest priority in my life right now.

Above comfort.
Above moods.
Above functions, celebrations, and
distractions.

I’ve missed important events.
I’ve said no to things that mattered to others.


Not because I don’t care —
but because I care deeply about who I’m becoming.

I keep working every single day for 14 hours.
Not because I have clarity —
but because work gives me direction.


I’m building a relationship with the process, not with results.

Loving the process doesn’t mean it feels good.

It means I show up even when it hurts.

For the next five years, this is my path:
I put in the work every day.
I build skill.
I build value.

My goal is financial freedom —
so I can later build health and relationships from strength, not survival.
This is not temporary motivation.
This is my identity.

I work.
Every day.
No matter what.

1 month ago | [YT] | 2

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Your career is the most important thing till certain age , family friend relationship all comes after that

1 month ago | [YT] | 0

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understand one thing savant having someone better than you is really a blessing not a threat so be grateful for that if you have someone better than you and learn from them and savant you do not need to do competition see the god in everyone because he exits in everyone
do your karma with dharma and work as harder as you can for your duty
and help and give as much as you can
and do not compare yourself with anyone what matters are you hitting your daily targets or not rest do not matter
be happy in other success
and help him to become more successfull more respected

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

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Date 19 /09/25
DAY 2


WEB development 0/4 ❌
DSA 0/4. ❌


WHY??
sessional exam from 22 to 25 september so I am preparing for that and yeah I was not able to utilise my time after college today I mean I was tried and picked phone to refresh and end up wasting rest of the time which I was not doing previously just after coming I was utilising my time

5 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

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So basically I want to document one of the recent thing I mean last two days I am making a mistake which is wasting my 3 to 4 hours right usually when I was returning from the college then I started working on myself my skills But in last two days I am not able to do that after analysing I can say it happened due to mobile phone see I can understand will be the days when you will be tired you don't want to do anything but makes your even if you are tired you can't use your mobile phone to relax I mean NEVER USE MOBILE PHONE TO RELAX that is the thing that you need to IMPLEMENT from now you are tired no problem work just like have done in the past but you are so tired then sleep go out walk but you can't use mobile phone as simple as it is

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Date - 18/09/25

DAY 1

3/4 hours Web development ✅
No DSA 0/4. ❌
Live ✅
why - sessional exam upcoming so my most of the time going there

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