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Please pray for me. I am sick. I need all the prayers in the world. I never expected this, and my heart is broken. Pray for my health, for my mental state, and for good doctors with treatment. I love you all. This is hard....God is good no matter what. Lord have mercy on us. In Jesus name 🙏 amen

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THIS ISN'T GOOD BYE FOREVER...

To all of my beautiful and sweet subscribers, I wanted to get on here and let you know that I will be having to take a YouTube break. It's hard for me to do all of this but this year has been absolutely hectic.
I have been feeling very sick for the last 5 to 6 weeks or so. I have had so many tests done on me and my numbers always come back abnormal. I have been in and out of urgent care and I'm desperate for answers I'm in pain I can't eat I have so much inflammation and I am physically and mentally exhausted and not to mention the brain fog on top of it.
 I'm hoping my doctor can give me some answers this week as to what is going on. I have been suffering and in pain.
Life can get hard but I know God is here with me and he is good all the time. For whatever reason that I'm going through all of this it must be in his plan. 
I wanted to make a little video and talk about what was going on with me but I know I would start crying so I'm letting you guys know this isn't goodbye forever but just for a little bit until I figure what is going on and so that I can get rested,  as I'm not sleeping at all and I have to take care of myself. 
I will be active on Instagram as I use it all the time for my channel but also for my YouTube friendships and friends and family. You guys are more than welcome to reach out to me on there through a direct message.
www.instagram.com/thebumblebeefarmhouse/
Health is so important and sometimes we take it for granted.
 So this isn't good bye forever....just for now...
Please pray for me my sweet friends as I really need it for health and peace of mind, and I hope to see you all sooner than later. 
Wishing you all a beautiful Holy Week and a happy Easter.

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Hey beautiful friends. We just got home last night from our Florida travels. We had a great time enjoying the weather and time spent with friends. A lot has been going on with me, and I'm praying for good results. I had blood work taken a few times, and this morning, I went again for blood work and an abdominal x-ray. I haven't been feeling good or like myself lately. I even had some rough, uncomfortable moments in Florida where I found myself resting in bed. I have barely filmed because of my anxiety and pain. I hope all of that changes soon. I did film with my sweet friend Jen from her channel ‪@goodehome‬ , so I will have some footage of this amazing shop we met up at in Florida called the mercantile. I really do hope to start filming much more in the near future. I've just had pain, fatigue, and mental fog at times. I am hoping to get some answers soon. In all of this being said, I pray you are all in good health 🙏

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This platform has been amazing for so many reasons, but getting to see and hang out with my friend Jen from  ‪@goodehome‬ is always wonderful!!! Till the next time I get to see you again sweet friend. #florida

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#love #light #kindness

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Please forgive me for not posting a video in a while. I haven't been feeling my best self in the last week or so. I felt something was wrong or off the last few days and decided to go to urgent care last night. Nothing is resolved and I'm still not feeling great but my some of my labs came back abnormal. I'll be going back in this week for more blood work but I'm hoping whatever it is I can either get medication or get help for it. Sometimes we fix our hair and we do our makeup and we smile and it looks like nothing is wrong. But we all go through things and we try our best not to show it. Some of you have reached out to me on Instagram to make sure I was doing okay. I am so grateful for you guys to check in on me.
I know I have been slacking- but yesterday before I went into immediate care I did my hair and my makeup and I filmed a little bit for next week's Teddy Blake video and I do have footage that I was able to edit for a thrift With Me video! We can go one day feeling like a million bucks and then later on that evening we can be feeling just awful! I'm so grateful that my husband is by my side. Hopefully this is just a small hiccup in my road and I'll be feeling like a million bucks soon! I should probably do a sit down with me video at some point in the near future and let you guys all know what's going on with me and in my life as I've been pretty quiet on here. With all of this being said I hope and pray that you guys are all having a wonderful week.
-XOXO Angie

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Happy St. Patrick's day. If you want to spend some time with me baking in our farmhouse kitchen for Saint Patrick's day, check out my video! #stpatricksday #springkitchen

https://youtu.be/LHjKQ6GO090

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So true. There is nothing better than a safe warm cozy and happy home.

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I am so exhausted......

Physically and mentally. I've broken down quite a few times this past year with so much going on in my life, all while fighting to better myself and my health. My father has been fighting cancer, and i lost a friend and subscriber to ovarian cancer this year....i have fought horrible battles with narcissists.
So many of you have been nothing but kind, and i am so grateful for you all. but once in a while, someone out of nowhere will have to point out how fat or ugly I am. Most of the time, I delete them.
I try not to let negativity get to me. Kindness is free. But for some people, they lack that. It's too expensive for them to be kind. Empathy is a quality not everyone has.
This last year, I have fought for my health like no other and have been trying to improve my physique. I have lost 64 lbs since 2017 and 46 lbs this past year. Let me tell you. It has been hard!!! Im not aiming for perfection...just happiness. Obesity is a disease. I have auto immune , insulin resistance, and metabolic syndrome. My hormones have made my life hell. But I still fight all the symptoms to live a normal life.
My whole life, I have wanted to be like everyone else. To be treated with kindness and respect and for who I am. I'm just exhausted. I've been hearing these disgusting comments my entire life. Bullies are real. What they dont realize is that sometimes, when people shine in life, it brings out their demons.
Thank you for letting me vent. My heart hurts a bit tonight. But I won't let that trample me. I'll keep going.


"I'm tired BOSS...Mostly I am tired of people being ugly to each other. I'm tired of all the pain in the world i hear and feel every day. There is so much of it. It's like pieces of glass in my head all the time. -John Coffey


#pcos #pcoswarrior #insulinresistance #metabolicsyndrome

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1 month ago | [YT] | 38

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Happy Monday, sweet bumblebees. I'm not sure I will have a video going out this week. Life is getting busy. I'll be visiting with Lisa. She's home and resting. I'll also be taking the week to get my house in order. I don't know how it gets out of hand sometimes and so messy. Sometimes, we need to take time for ourselves, and that's just what I need ....a self reset. My dad goes in for a follow-up appointment, so please keep him in your prayers as I am hoping we get good news soon. I have greek food going in the oven and I know the hubby will be happy. How have you all been doing? Sending much love to you all. XOXO Angie 😘

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