I wish he could see me now. The boy I used to be. The one with the soft face and the aching chest. He cried himself to sleep most nights, clutching a pillow like it could hold him together. He didnโt know why his skin felt wrong, why mirrors made him flinch, why being called โsheโ felt like a slow death. He just knew something was broken, and he thought it was him. He tried to be good. Tried to be quiet. Tried to disappear. But the world kept seeing someone he wasnโt, and every misgender felt like a betrayal carved into bone. He wanted to rip his body apart just to feel real. He wanted someone, anyone, to look at him and say, โI see you. I know who you are.โ Even last year, I was still begging for that. Still wondering if Iโd ever pass, if Iโd ever be safe, if Iโd ever be seen. Now people call me โsirโ without thinking. Now I walk through the world and no one questions who I am. Now I look in the mirror and see someone I fought to become. But I carry him with me. The boy who didnโt know he was allowed to exist. Heโs still here, in the way I stand taller, in the way I speak MY name as if it was given to me at birth. He survived so I could live.
๐ญ๐๐๐ซถ๐ผ๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธ๐๐ฅน๐ซ๐๐๐คค๐โจ๐ฝ๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐ฎ๐น๐ฅฒ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐จ๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธ๐ญ๐๐๐ฅ (i think i left some out)
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I wish he could see me now. The boy I used to be. The one with the soft face and the aching chest. He cried himself to sleep most nights, clutching a pillow like it could hold him together. He didnโt know why his skin felt wrong, why mirrors made him flinch, why being called โsheโ felt like a slow death. He just knew something was broken, and he thought it was him. He tried to be good. Tried to be quiet. Tried to disappear. But the world kept seeing someone he wasnโt, and every misgender felt like a betrayal carved into bone. He wanted to rip his body apart just to feel real. He wanted someone, anyone, to look at him and say, โI see you. I know who you are.โ Even last year, I was still begging for that. Still wondering if Iโd ever pass, if Iโd ever be safe, if Iโd ever be seen. Now people call me โsirโ without thinking. Now I walk through the world and no one questions who I am. Now I look in the mirror and see someone I fought to become. But I carry him with me. The boy who didnโt know he was allowed to exist. Heโs still here, in the way I stand taller, in the way I speak MY name as if it was given to me at birth. He survived so I could live.
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JUST GOT CALLED HER HANDSOME BOY IM ABSOLUTELY MELTING
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ARCANE MENTIONED โช@AlreadyCrazyEditsโฌ
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โSo this is loveโฆโ
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tagged by โช@No.1Simpโฌ
recent emojis (iโm so sorry.)
๐ญ๐๐๐ซถ๐ผ๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธ๐๐ฅน๐ซ๐๐๐คค๐โจ๐ฝ๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐ฎ๐น๐ฅฒ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐จ๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธ๐ญ๐๐๐ฅ (i think i left some out)
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iโm genuinely so happy. she makes me so happy.
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i made a keychain for my bag
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MY BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL PFP WAS MADE BY THE ONE, THE ONLY โช@Jxson.Grxve.เงโฌ
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โช@Jxson.Grxve.เงโฌ i canโt decide which one ๐ญ
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the type of shit i use
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