a journal;


Ashy

found this screenshot from 1 year ago.

based off where i am in life right now,

i can say i'm very proud of and grateful for past me :(

she did the hardest part - make the change.

she kept her words.

she brought us both out of hell.

and the me right now will continue to do the same for the me next year, the me in 5 years, even the me in 10 years.

i'll avoid the bad habits so she can have the quality lifestyle.

i'll do the hard work so she can have the freedom.

i'll read the books so she can have the wisdom to see life clearly.

for me, this is what discipline truly means.


how about you?

what do you think you can do for future you?

1 month ago | [YT] | 308

Ashy

yo bro watchu doing this month? ya got november goals?

(lol i stole this meme from a fav youtuber cuz i like it)

1 month ago | [YT] | 58

Ashy

"man, i'm just too good at procrastinating :D"

if you wanna kill procrastination,
you have to kill this belief.

you can't outwork an identity you keep reinforcing.

1 month ago | [YT] | 127

Ashy

did you already know the concept of "self improvement" before you found this channel?

looksmaxxing or 'manifesting' anything you want don't count lol

1 month ago | [YT] | 19

Ashy

crazy to say this but WE JUST HIT 10K SUBS ๐Ÿฅนโ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธ๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‰

this is the first ever 'project' i've set my mind to and actually take seriously. i wanna say i started this channel to help others and change lives, but in all honesty, i think it ended up changing mine.

not because of the numbers, but because it showed me something i never believed about myself before; that i can work hard on something. that i can care about something enough to show up for it.

to everyone reading this, i just wanted to say thank you. whether you've been here since i was at 53 subs, or you just found me recently, thank you for supporting my content, genuinely.

this is just one of the many goals i plan to achieve, and i still have so much room for improvement. let's keep growing from here ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’ช

1 month ago | [YT] | 126

Ashy

what stops you from getting things done the most?

1 month ago | [YT] | 35

Ashy

hi i wanted to make a brilliant n wise community post but i'm ridiculously brain fogged atm so here's some hints for the next video

1 month ago | [YT] | 90

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the discord server is up n running whoop whoop ๐Ÿฅณ

the link to it will be in my bio. iโ€™ve set this up so you can connect with other like-minded people from the community. meet new friends, share ideas, and hang out.

i'll sometimes be busy with making videos and life in general, but i'll be as active as i can. i'm also gonna be posting my videos there early so you can watch them before they go public ๐Ÿ‘€

watchu waiting for? join join join!! :)

2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 9

Ashy

chat, i'm making a community :)
which one do you prefer?

2 months ago | [YT] | 8

Ashy

were you actually able to "lock in" this summer?

if yes, comment your wins.
if not, why?

3 months ago | [YT] | 10