a journal;


Ashy

were you actually able to "lock in" this summer?

if yes, comment your wins.
if not, why?

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 8

Ashy

wsp, how are you doing??

just a little update, i've been on vacation for the past few months, had lots of fun. the vid i said i was gonna upload a long time ago - i've canceled, frankly bcs my doubts won over me lol.

also been dealing with some health issues, so i'm currently recovering and trying to get back on track.

can't promise a new vid soon, but i assure you i'm not going anywhere hehe

1 month ago | [YT] | 16

Ashy

you relapse into your phone addiction, what would be the reason?




i'm curious about this one, would love to know your answer.
also, heads up — new vid coming out next week yayy finally

2 months ago | [YT] | 11

Ashy

for those who watched my recent vid and is now working on a creative project, listen to this!

it might suck.
you might not like the outcome.
you might even feel like it's stupid and end up quitting.

but that's normal.
i'm telling you, you'll be thinking like that for whatever project you start.
what's important is that you finish it.

you show up,
you continue despite the self-doubts,
and you prove to yourself that you CAN take back control of your life after watching that video.

don't let it be just another spike of motivation.

MAKE IT your turning point.
because no one else can or will do it for you.

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this post is to make up for the missed upload this week, mb lol.
i've been busy with school but i promise, i'll get a video out as soon as i can!

for now, tell me what you've been creating instead of consuming.
here was mine, found out that painting is actually pretty dang therapeutic 🤌

4 months ago | [YT] | 47

Ashy

⛏️ what's your best cheat code for getting out of a rut?

(also, here's a sneak peek of next vid muahaha)

4 months ago | [YT] | 22

Ashy

what's your main struggle rn?

just wanna get to know you more.
also, new vid coming out in a few days :)

4 months ago | [YT] | 9

Ashy

‼️ quick question: what human are you?

5 months ago | [YT] | 11

Ashy

how often do you go outside? everyday, once a week, or do you fear the sun like a vampire?

i used to be the third option lol. if i didn't have to go to school, i'd be rotting at my desk everyday. actually yeah i've been rotting at my desk recently... so ima fix that :)

for atleast 30mins a day, breathe fresh air, touch grass, heck go sun bathing :D
let's see how that goes.

11 months ago | [YT] | 19

Ashy

You give up way too quickly because:

1. You set a goal.
2. You start working on it excitedly.
3. You hit a problem, feel uncomfortable, and say, "okay nvm.."

A loop that allows you to start so many things, but end up finishing none.

Here's how I would do it instead:

1. Focus only on the actions that bring the most progress towards the goal.
2. Develop a system to not rely on motivation.
3. View "failures" as an opportunity to see what doesn't work, and double down on what does.

"It's not one big thing. It's a million small turns that will get you there." — Dan Koe

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hi :) ik that community tabs are dead but if you saw this, then i wish you a very nice day <3
i won't be able to upload a video this week so here's a little post.
wieeee

11 months ago | [YT] | 20