I wanna leave a message here to look back on, since this feels really important to me.
Since the beginning of my channel, I have not been able to rewatch any video I have made post-upload. Not from some personal limitation, but solely due to the fact that I did not like the quality of the content I was producing. You can see it in my earliest uploads on the channel in the 2021 playlist, those videos were awful, and even back then I knew it. You can see it in my 2025 videos, and even then I knew it. My YOMI video, even with it having over a million views now, was a video that, while the intro was something I was immensely proud of at the time, I knew didn't live up to the level of quality that I wanted to produce.
Everything I have made, everything I gave, and even everything I was to a certain extent.. wasn't enough. And it's always been a hamper on my creative drive since I always had this nagging feeling that I'd never achieve the level of quality I wanted. That no matter what, I was stuck in the Youtube slums of bad videos, and it would always remain that way.
2 days ago, that changed.
With my recent main video, something was different. It came from a level of passion that I hadn't felt in a very long time. It was something so deeply personal to me and my love for Deltarune, that I wanted it to be great so badly, so I poured my heart and soul into it. Hell, I did CUSTOM FUCKING PIXEL ART FOR THE THUMBNAIL. I put more effort into that video, its creative structure, its planning, etc etc, than any video I'd made prior combined. Even if it didn't succeed, I would've been fine with it. All I really wanted was for it to have more than 35,000 views, since that would outpace the last Ralsei video I made. Anything more felt like a bonus. But even at the lowest point, regardless of views or potential, making that video was proof to me that not only am I capable of making something beautiful, something of high quality sufficient for my standards, but I can also repeat it. I can surpass it. Not only am I capable of greatness, but I have achieved it.
I know that I don't have a lot of discord members here to read this outright (aside from the fact that this is also posted on my community page), but I want to give an incredibly large thank you, to everyone who has ever watched one of my videos, especially this recent one. Through Ad Revenue alone, I have a chance to support my family who've been dealing with financial struggles for quite some time now, as well as myself with the same problem. You're quite literally saving our lives by giving us your attention for 30 minutes. That is something I will be eternally grateful for, and will spend the rest of my life paying that back, and paying it forward. I love and appreciate all of you.
If you're ever dealing with motivation struggles, or having trouble pushing through a tough spot in your life, take it from me that the view from the top of that mountain climb is more beautiful than you can imagine. So fight for your life. Fight for your passion. Don't let anyone ever put you down. That view from the top is your birthright. Claim it.
Hey everyone, wanted to announce that my Discord server is back to being public. I originally privated it a few months ago, but with I figure with new circumstances that it should make a return. It will be linked under every video I publish from this point forward.
On that Discord server will be announcements regarding future uploads, actual upload notifications, and little updates about BTS production. Enjoy!
so my discord status has been "i am now going to edit for a week, if you see me home and not editing, yell at me". being that it was my day off today i decided to run the black ops 1 campaign for an hour to decompress and i get a discord dm from a buddy saying: "securing the keys must be integral to the editing process huh"
After 43 days, and so much time of my life in the past year spent thinking about the Deltarune Fluffy Boy, I have finally finished my recordings and my script, and I'm currently finalizing the thumbnail. I'm beginning the editing process, and by god I'm excited. I think it may be the best work I've made yet.
I'm genuinely worried that the video's gonna flop like my last one did, which is making me lose my mind considering that I have a video with a million views. How am I going to release something good enough to achieve that, then not be able to match that again? Either way, I'm hopeful.
While I'm here, holy shit my YOMI video hit a million. I can't believe that. I thought maybe that video would've gotten 100k views, maybe more but I wasn't expecting much. To think it 10x'd that expectation, and also served as the catalyst for how my subcount is so high, is unreal. Thank you all once again.
My new video should be coming out within the next two weeks if I work on it consistently, which there's a lot of other stuff taking up my time, so no promises. But I wanna see this video hit its debut ASAP, because of how proud I am of it.
I'll keep y'all posted! Keep an eye out for my release announcement here, it'll be the next post made.
DELTARUNE Chapter 5 released yesterday, and I have been spending my time enjoying the absolute fuck out of it. Learning as much as possible, making silly drawings and memes, the whole shebang. I absolutely love it.
Now, onto business. With the new chapter means new evidence for the Ralsei theory. I've been doing more research since my video on it, as well with all of the suggested ideas from the video itself, and I can confidently say that I may have a concrete answer to the problem. Farfetched as always, but possible. None of that "Ralsei = Asriel" crap like last time.
We're looking at something big. Endgame level stuff.
I'm working on scripting right now as well as gathering footage, where I can also do more field-research on anything I missed. Doing everything I can when I can to get this out ASAP.
Hope y'all are doing well. Here's a dumb drawing I made as a sustain until the video comes out, ENJOY DELTARUNE!
Hey everyone, sorry for being very radio silent on the upload front; things are being very slow on the backend here. I am working on stuff, rest assured. It's just taking a lot of time.
Wanted to mention here since there's a larger populus than my Discord that I am going to be moving to Twitch for all future livestreaming due to higher quality production. YouTube's bitrate system fucks with my stream quality and its overall more feasible to stay on Twitch because of that. On top of that, I'm going to be doing streams for the next couple days over there, so follow me if you want to see any of them. Cheers!
As a reminder, I will be streaming Resident Evil 9: Requiem on release day, February 26th, this Thursday! I do plan on making a video about it, so if you want to be a part of the live stream chat, wake up at around 10:00 PM MST if you want to catch it! I'll be playing through the entire game, then maybe doing some 100% stuff the following two days on stream.
Howdy fellas, quick reminder that I will be streaming the release of Resident Evil: Requiem on February 26th, as well as the 27th and 28th if needed. However long it takes me to beat it. Once done, I plan on making a video on it at some point after. I've been a fan of the RE series for a long time, this being the only title in my life I've ever pre-ordered in hype of it. I've been avoiding anything online about it, only seeing the Game Awards trailer. Total media blackout, so we're going in with no spoilers!
I am PRAYING... that this isn't another RE6 occurrence.
Lahn'vi
I wanna leave a message here to look back on, since this feels really important to me.
Since the beginning of my channel, I have not been able to rewatch any video I have made post-upload. Not from some personal limitation, but solely due to the fact that I did not like the quality of the content I was producing. You can see it in my earliest uploads on the channel in the 2021 playlist, those videos were awful, and even back then I knew it. You can see it in my 2025 videos, and even then I knew it. My YOMI video, even with it having over a million views now, was a video that, while the intro was something I was immensely proud of at the time, I knew didn't live up to the level of quality that I wanted to produce.
Everything I have made, everything I gave, and even everything I was to a certain extent.. wasn't enough. And it's always been a hamper on my creative drive since I always had this nagging feeling that I'd never achieve the level of quality I wanted. That no matter what, I was stuck in the Youtube slums of bad videos, and it would always remain that way.
2 days ago, that changed.
With my recent main video, something was different. It came from a level of passion that I hadn't felt in a very long time. It was something so deeply personal to me and my love for Deltarune, that I wanted it to be great so badly, so I poured my heart and soul into it. Hell, I did CUSTOM FUCKING PIXEL ART FOR THE THUMBNAIL. I put more effort into that video, its creative structure, its planning, etc etc, than any video I'd made prior combined. Even if it didn't succeed, I would've been fine with it. All I really wanted was for it to have more than 35,000 views, since that would outpace the last Ralsei video I made. Anything more felt like a bonus. But even at the lowest point, regardless of views or potential, making that video was proof to me that not only am I capable of making something beautiful, something of high quality sufficient for my standards, but I can also repeat it. I can surpass it. Not only am I capable of greatness, but I have achieved it.
I know that I don't have a lot of discord members here to read this outright (aside from the fact that this is also posted on my community page), but I want to give an incredibly large thank you, to everyone who has ever watched one of my videos, especially this recent one. Through Ad Revenue alone, I have a chance to support my family who've been dealing with financial struggles for quite some time now, as well as myself with the same problem. You're quite literally saving our lives by giving us your attention for 30 minutes. That is something I will be eternally grateful for, and will spend the rest of my life paying that back, and paying it forward. I love and appreciate all of you.
If you're ever dealing with motivation struggles, or having trouble pushing through a tough spot in your life, take it from me that the view from the top of that mountain climb is more beautiful than you can imagine. So fight for your life. Fight for your passion. Don't let anyone ever put you down. That view from the top is your birthright. Claim it.
Thank you <3
Lahn'vi
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Hey everyone, wanted to announce that my Discord server is back to being public. I originally privated it a few months ago, but with I figure with new circumstances that it should make a return. It will be linked under every video I publish from this point forward.
On that Discord server will be announcements regarding future uploads, actual upload notifications, and little updates about BTS production. Enjoy!
discord.com/invite/5kqR6AvNYb
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Last time we nudged the mask. This time we remove it.
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so my discord status has been "i am now going to edit for a week, if you see me home and not editing, yell at me". being that it was my day off today i decided to run the black ops 1 campaign for an hour to decompress and i get a discord dm from a buddy saying:
"securing the keys must be integral to the editing process huh"
i'm quitting youtube
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After 43 days, and so much time of my life in the past year spent thinking about the Deltarune Fluffy Boy, I have finally finished my recordings and my script, and I'm currently finalizing the thumbnail. I'm beginning the editing process, and by god I'm excited. I think it may be the best work I've made yet.
I'm genuinely worried that the video's gonna flop like my last one did, which is making me lose my mind considering that I have a video with a million views. How am I going to release something good enough to achieve that, then not be able to match that again? Either way, I'm hopeful.
While I'm here, holy shit my YOMI video hit a million. I can't believe that. I thought maybe that video would've gotten 100k views, maybe more but I wasn't expecting much. To think it 10x'd that expectation, and also served as the catalyst for how my subcount is so high, is unreal. Thank you all once again.
My new video should be coming out within the next two weeks if I work on it consistently, which there's a lot of other stuff taking up my time, so no promises. But I wanna see this video hit its debut ASAP, because of how proud I am of it.
I'll keep y'all posted! Keep an eye out for my release announcement here, it'll be the next post made.
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Good Day People!
DELTARUNE Chapter 5 released yesterday, and I have been spending my time enjoying the absolute fuck out of it. Learning as much as possible, making silly drawings and memes, the whole shebang. I absolutely love it.
Now, onto business. With the new chapter means new evidence for the Ralsei theory. I've been doing more research since my video on it, as well with all of the suggested ideas from the video itself, and I can confidently say that I may have a concrete answer to the problem. Farfetched as always, but possible. None of that "Ralsei = Asriel" crap like last time.
We're looking at something big. Endgame level stuff.
I'm working on scripting right now as well as gathering footage, where I can also do more field-research on anything I missed. Doing everything I can when I can to get this out ASAP.
Hope y'all are doing well. Here's a dumb drawing I made as a sustain until the video comes out, ENJOY DELTARUNE!
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Lahn'vi
Hey everyone, sorry for being very radio silent on the upload front; things are being very slow on the backend here. I am working on stuff, rest assured. It's just taking a lot of time.
Wanted to mention here since there's a larger populus than my Discord that I am going to be moving to Twitch for all future livestreaming due to higher quality production. YouTube's bitrate system fucks with my stream quality and its overall more feasible to stay on Twitch because of that. On top of that, I'm going to be doing streams for the next couple days over there, so follow me if you want to see any of them. Cheers!
www.twitch.tv/lahnvi
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3/16/26
The best Resident Evil title I have ever played.
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As a reminder, I will be streaming Resident Evil 9: Requiem on release day, February 26th, this Thursday! I do plan on making a video about it, so if you want to be a part of the live stream chat, wake up at around 10:00 PM MST if you want to catch it! I'll be playing through the entire game, then maybe doing some 100% stuff the following two days on stream.
I'm super excited for it, see y'all then!
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Lahn'vi
Howdy fellas, quick reminder that I will be streaming the release of Resident Evil: Requiem on February 26th, as well as the 27th and 28th if needed. However long it takes me to beat it. Once done, I plan on making a video on it at some point after. I've been a fan of the RE series for a long time, this being the only title in my life I've ever pre-ordered in hype of it. I've been avoiding anything online about it, only seeing the Game Awards trailer. Total media blackout, so we're going in with no spoilers!
I am PRAYING... that this isn't another RE6 occurrence.
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