So I am working on my comedy special next week or so, but I feel like it's necessary to talk about some stuff I mentioned a week ago on stage.
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Earlier this year I was diagnosed with bipolar, autism, and (other things I already knew). I don't think I have really processed this at all. because of this, I think I have really not treated people or friends well. I feel like people have had a lot of grace and empathy for me and I think I need to extend that out to others in the same way.
I wanna continue to do shows and make stuff and play video games and exercise and do things that bring me joy. I wanna make music again in the way i used to because that is why people enjoy me in the first place. I wanna do comedy shows on a regular basis, it's just been so hard.
I wanted to wait and talk about this until my comedy special was out, but I need to talk about this now because it's been too much.
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I actually feel Like i am going to make content and videos reviewing other peoples things or going outside of myself for a while. I have some plans to do that, I think that will be cathartic for me.
Thanks for reading this if you did, I also understand if you didn't because it's a lot.
Also thanks for everyone's support and friendship over the years. I really appreciate it so much. I am excited to make stuff that will bring me closer to people and evoke more positive feelings in the world instead of pushing people away in the manner that I have been.
I like figuring out what to do with pasta, because you either eat it so evenly in the bowl all at once to placate the stomach, or you basically save 5 pieces of pasta to tell your step brother about it at a death metal concert.
Nick Grunerud
New Song out right now.
nickgrunerud.bandcamp.com/track/bad-brain
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Nick Grunerud
So I am working on my comedy special next week or so, but I feel like it's necessary to talk about some stuff I mentioned a week ago on stage.
***
Earlier this year I was diagnosed with bipolar, autism, and (other things I already knew). I don't think I have really processed this at all. because of this, I think I have really not treated people or friends well. I feel like people have had a lot of grace and empathy for me and I think I need to extend that out to others in the same way.
I wanna continue to do shows and make stuff and play video games and exercise and do things that bring me joy. I wanna make music again in the way i used to because that is why people enjoy me in the first place. I wanna do comedy shows on a regular basis, it's just been so hard.
I wanted to wait and talk about this until my comedy special was out, but I need to talk about this now because it's been too much.
***
I actually feel Like i am going to make content and videos reviewing other peoples things or going outside of myself for a while. I have some plans to do that, I think that will be cathartic for me.
Thanks for reading this if you did, I also understand if you didn't because it's a lot.
Also thanks for everyone's support and friendship over the years. I really appreciate it so much. I am excited to make stuff that will bring me closer to people and evoke more positive feelings in the world instead of pushing people away in the manner that I have been.
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Nick Grunerud
HEY I GOT A SHOW ON APRIL 11th, 2026, at VOL II. IT'S a COMEDY SHOW STARTS AT 8pm.
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I just posted a new video on my video game channel!
Watch it here. ! Go subscribe to that channel if you are into that kind of thing.
https://youtu.be/zsLM3wrAveo
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I have made a decision to reinstate my comedy show on the same day April 11th.
It's going to be a good show. I may talk about some real stuff.
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Nick Grunerud
So My mental health has reached a boiling point. I have to cancel my show. i will take a break as needed.
My show coming up is canceled
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Nick Grunerud
I am here to say two things right now
1. I have a show returning to do stand up again for the first time in a year and a half.
2. I am planning something on here that is good. stay tuned.
That is all. So many people deserve better from me and I think I am ready to do that.
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Nick Grunerud
I have a show next friday, 2/27/26.
If you are around please come to it.
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Nick Grunerud
ANTIPOP CONSORTIUM IS MY FAVORITE RAP GROUP OF ALL TIME.
NEXT YEAR IS THE 25th ANNIVERSARY OF ARRHYTHMIA, WHICH IS THE BEST RAP ALBUM.
MAY DO A VIDEO OF MY FAVORITE RAP ALBUMS.
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I like figuring out what to do with pasta, because you either eat it so evenly in the bowl all at once to placate the stomach, or you basically save 5 pieces of pasta to tell your step brother about it at a death metal concert.
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