a little lost soul.


kikiz

Heyy everybody,
hope y'all are doing well today I've have this post to clarify a thing.

That is I'll inactive on my main(this one) and my other channels so,if you guys are mentioning me then I won't able to answer..
I'll be active on other socials<3

-from kiki

1 month ago | [YT] | 2

kikiz

14 January 2023..
Do you know what happened on this day?
Yes,on this day I uploaded my first video
which was not edited by me because it was not a kpop video or not about my starting of channel video but a friendship video.. ––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––
-kiki,this girl was known as "my_world" some years ago..this person never comment or upload any stuff on her channel I mean on her account before it was a normal day scrolling yt seeing a girl's drawings I saw her videos which were pretty well
I commented on her channel,I become her friend..
Through her I got to know about a girl that time her yt channel name was "my life and pets" Aka ‪@Slay_nieee‬​​​​​​​​​​ ..I use to love her videos where she drew drawings on her friend's requests..I use to have very small friend circle where some friends were include like ‪@mystic.coreeee‬​​​​​​​​​​ and @UNKNOWN_JASMIN​​​​​​​​​​ at that time we use to talk alot because we were young and free most of the time we use to spend alot of time together even on internet but it become a very sweet bond between us..Later I start exploring more and I find ‪@kpopdestiny.‬​​​​​​​​​​ ..Idk how to describe her but she is one of my oldest friend..Maybe in past she didn't liked me and she hide me from her channel..but later we solved it all and it was all normal..Anyways the reason why I am at 2k is because of this girl..my first video was a friendship edit which was made by her..You might still didn't forgive me bcuz I delete that video..and ik why it's so cuz you made it for me by taking you're time and why did I delete it was because of "copyright" on that video and because I didn't had much knowledge of yt info..I thought it is harmful for my channel that's why I decide to delete it..but because I respect you're time and you're kindness I've made a friendship video of us again!I've mention it down!
Anyways,My first ever channel name was "Dream_star" Later I changed it because of some reasons maybe bcuz of community posts..Later I decide to change it again cuz it was too common my friend ‪@miuzcore‬​​​​​​​​​ recommend me to name my channel "Triggered Kiki" Bcuz I use to be a big fan of nischay..Last year I reach 2k..And See I'm still 2k!lol..

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This for‪@kpopdestiny.‬​​​​​​​
youtube.com/shorts/9F_xs4tFFI...
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I have more friends who supported the most during my this journey..

‪@Kritikaaxx‬​​​​​​ (We talked alot during nov,decs which made our bond very strong✨)

‪@ninifilmz‬​​​​​​ (my friend since I had 100 subs,loyal and kind friend..💗✨)

‪@Cherry_097‬​​​​​​ (most unknown friend she talked with me alot during mid may and june but later she disappeared..I hope you're doing well❤)


‪@luvlizxq‬​​​​​​
@Blue x berry!💙​​​​​​
‪@bbyaddie‬​​​​​​
‪@Zeniiverqz‬​​​​​
‪@elef.theriaaa‬​​​​​​
‪@Lavender_Heart‬​​​​​
‪@ninification_official‬​​​​​​
‪@kween-_‬​​​​​​
‪@K_S_F_N‬​​​​​​
-more-

2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 11

kikiz

°•🎊~𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 2024 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴

For me previous year wasn't too much happy or lucky but I think forgetting the past and learning more things from it is a better way to end the year..
July,2024 I ended my yt journey with a unexpected post..Some of you guys still be curious why did I left so,here is brief description about this thing

-If I be honest then I did join for fun but then editing became an habit or an addiction which would be normal but then slowly slowly I lost interest to talk with anyone which made me lonely I tried to leave many times but unfortunately I failed every time
The main reason why it let me leave was "losing interest in kpop" and "stuck at subs"..I start having Difficulties to make videos bcuz of lag of new and fresh ideas..And I would not say I didn't get views I use to get at least 6-7k views but subs were stuck and also my audience was dead..For example.If I post anything on community posts hardly 2-3 people comments..No expectations for likes even same for live streams..Now,at this situation it was hard to handle all of the things..
That's why I finally made a decision to leave yt..
But I didn't regret to take this decision..I'm happy with this decision..

Anyways,I wish you a very happy and sweet new year to you,you're family and you're friends<33

4 months ago | [YT] | 6

kikiz

So,I officially ended my yt journey here don't think I did it because I had depression or my friends left that's why I did cuz I wanted to do it a long time ago
But my heart wasn't accepting it but now I have decided to finally leave yt..Ik 2k subs are alot but who cares..anyways,I'll active on pin
(Scheduled Post)

-k

8 months ago | [YT] | 5