ControlC

I would totally make an asymmetrical horror game but unfortunately i do NOT have the resources to do so

i literally has the cast of characters, location, story, killers, mechanics etc… but i don’t have access to a PC lol

anyway yall fw the fit?
(im fine btw i needed a damn good break cuz school sucks terribly)

4 days ago | [YT] | 14

ControlC

Just spent the last 2 days in a constant loop of losing and thinking im gonna win and then losing again.

Im not even kidding i had a rough 136 (or more) loss streak and im still going. This isn’t exaggerated.

What the fuck can i even do at this point.

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 12

ControlC

I hate being bad at videogames because what the fuck am i supposed to say when someone asks me what i do with my freetime

like obviously im gonna be playing them but considering im a sore loser i cant enjoy a fucking game

1 week ago | [YT] | 10

ControlC

Unfortunate.



Sorry to keep you individuals waiting, video later.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 15

ControlC

SILENT SALT TOMORROW❗️❗️❗️

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 27

ControlC

Even though i suck at rigging and stuff, heres a skin i would make if i managed the whole skin shenanigans

“Fallen God” skin for Noli
Price: 3287
“A Fallen God whos purpose has been compromised due to a cancer-like hive mind accidentally created during experimentation of a nearby species near its dubbed: “Super-Structure”. However, it doesn’t seem to be fully in control of his actions.”

All of this was done in Obby Creator on ROBLOX. I tried my best.

1/3: Idle
2/3 Run/Walk anim
3/3 Hallucination jumpscare

I am planning to make Saint as Chance and Gourmand as Shedletsky but im not sure WHEN i have the time for it since Silent Salt is coming in a week some aysm videos

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4 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 29

ControlC

Im starting to truly understand why big content creators for Cookie Run: Kingdom refuse to actually interact with the fandom all together because the sheer amount of god awful ships ive seen being created because of someones kink being involved is horrendous.

Yes i know i am part of the fandom but i hate almost every ship, both canon and fanon. For me personally its extremely hard to ship two characters regardless of their relationship because i have to consider if they actually love each other and doesn’t include a fetish or something.

I try my best to be reasonable and be a somewhat of a light in this horrid fandom but each day i consider just leaving altogether since some (if not most) of my subscribers came for “shipping” content rather than actual well made shitposts or edits.

I mean hell, im glad to see people actually being reasonable and actually smart about how terrible ships are in general. And especially the comments ive gotten saying just how based i am supposedly, which i doubt but its enough to get me going.

I would hate it if this fandom just straight up gets lazy considering the sheer amount of content farms that have surpassed my channel altogether. Yes i still have that extreme grudge on ​⁠Aestheticcookies4u because how big of a content farm she is and i could easily replicate whatever the hell shes doing.

Now No, im not saying im any better. Most of my content can be considered utterly lazy just due to my earlier uploads alone, even then i would still consider than better than half of the stupid content farms this fandom has allowed to snake in.

Theres always a breaking point and i feel like i hit mine, i absolutely hate it when someone gives some genuine criticism about something and suddenly the age old and annoying ass response of: “Let people enjoy things” or “Its not a big deal”.

Maybe it is a big deal. Theres people who don’t even know basic algebra who play and interact with the CRK fandom, which in my opinion is beyond terrible.

Now no, im not quitting soon. But if it gets to a point where i see these channels who are much bigger than me act more immature like how Kid Buu acts (iykyk) then i might as well try even harder or just straight up leave the fandom.

Honestly im not even sure, but all i could say is that im trying my absolute best to ensure a spot in this god forsaken fandom where people could recognize my content from a mile away, even if its random.


Also for any of you fuckfaces who said Taph isn’t a female, look in game pls.

I dont trust wiki enough because the sheer amount of ads on my screen when i check if Slacker is buffed again annoys me *wink wink, nudge nudge*

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1 month ago (edited) | [YT] | 33

ControlC

HATE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HATE SHIPS SINCE I JOINED THIS GOD FORSAKEN FANDOM. THERE ARE 86 MILLION NEURONS THAT FILL MY BRAIN. IF THE WORD HATE WAS ENGRAVED ON EACH NANOANGSTROM OF THOSE HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF MILES IT WOULD NOT EQUAL ONE ONE-BILLIONTH OF THE HATE I FEEL FOR SHIPPERS ALL ALIKE AT THIS MICRO-INSTANT.

(Talking about CRK btw becauz just saw someone being harassed because they dont like PureCacao)

1 month ago | [YT] | 63

ControlC

Well damn, sorry for trying to play Noli for once

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1 month ago | [YT] | 21

ControlC

Forsaken made me realize theres not a single game where i could say im “Decent” at.

Literally theres games ive played for years, im talking 7-8 years of gameplay and i still play like a newbie.

Why is it that my skills will never be enough. No matter the amount of hours, no matter the time i spend studying about the game, no matter how many insults are thrown at me. Its never enough.

I seriously HATE, my inability to be good at things im passionate about. Storytelling is an extremely obscure thing now due to the concept of AI, and making a story out of AI is so easy its barely a struggle.

And yet, Its the only thing im good at. Ive spent hours of my life, lost hours of my life trying to be the best at a game i love, even if its not Forsaken, its never enough.

I HATE when ive played something for years, learned everything by myself. Just to have someone who has never heard of the series to be better than me, even if they weren’t taught by someone else.

It doesn’t matter in the end. Im only good at watching and teaching others, yet its impossible for me to get better at the very things i teach.

Sometimes i wonder if i should just give up gaming as a whole and just stick with just laying in bed and watch others be successful.

Its worse knowing i have to keep my complaints to myself. Everytime ive voiced my complaints, i get insults hurled at me.

Does it truly matter anymore?

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