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discord: tokisuno
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tokisuno

yo i'm going live in my discord right now while reorganizing my room!

discord.gg/r4u7pmJf

join vc

1 week ago | [YT] | 0

tokisuno

going live earlier tomorrow so i can get more hours of linear algebra in :)

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 3

tokisuno

multistreaming is a pain in the butt. no idea why it isn't working... really cringe. anyways i'm going to stay on campus late today so no stream.

1 month ago | [YT] | 6

tokisuno

lmao so i didn't stream. i actually had a really bad morning w/ my health so i just relaxed before work. tomorrow i work all day BUT i'm free sunday, which i'm thinking i use to do some assignments due in the future ;)

1 month ago | [YT] | 10

tokisuno

guaranteed stream on friday. not sure about the rest of the week tho. pretty busy so i don't have the time. still gonna study on my own time tho. i might do something on discord so join our server!

discord.gg/876ayczgGr

3 months ago | [YT] | 6

tokisuno

howdy yall. i worked 11 hours yesterday, working 8 today, and working 9 tomorrow. ill be live on sunday.

i just got a new laptop and wanna not feel the ramifications of such a purchase LOL. also planning on upgrading a few other things. i’ve been studying at work a bit tho. i can now solve basic matrices!!n

3 months ago | [YT] | 14

tokisuno

yo. so in order to pay for my tuition for this term, i’m working two giga long shifts (yesterday and today). that’ll hopefully allow me to pay off my two courses for this term without too much financial pain. streams continue friday :p

3 months ago | [YT] | 10

tokisuno

yoyo so funny update. i actually enrolled in two university courses for this winter which means now ill be doing actual university work on stream LMAOO.

second degree arc incoming.

3 months ago | [YT] | 12

tokisuno

christmas time is here! i hope everyone has a great christmas or day, even if you don't celebrate.

although i didn't really accomplish basically anything that i set out for myself this year, i think it was still productive in other ways i wouldn't have expected. i got my first job in like 3 years. i got diagnosed with crohn's disease and am awaiting evaluation from another specialist come time in march. i went through my first real breakup. i now have a soft-deadline on my current way of living as my parents plan on retiring soon. i almost hit 3000 subs! 100 away but still, this is the largest i've ever been in my life.

i think i lost focus of what i want to make content on again. i did publish more videos this year that i genuinely enjoyed making than i did last year, which i think is a huge step in the right direction! i just put a lot of pressure onto myself which in turn leads to me to underperform, all while overpromising and underdelivering. maybe you guys can relate to this too.

i think the main thing my life lacked this year was some sort of consistency. i feel like a couple years back i had some sort of routine or consistency because i was in university. i'm still figuring out how to balance self-study, content creation, work, and my other hobbies.

that's something i'm planning for going into the new year, and i hope it yields the results i desire. even if it doesn't, i hope it can eventually lead me somewhere i want to be.

thank you to everyone who enjoys my content and enjoys learning from me. thank you to those in my comments who teach me about things. thank you to those who reach out and tell me how much of an impact my videos have had. thank you to those who just lurk and don't interact. thank you everyone. i hope to leave a larger impact on the world next year than i did during this one.

i will continue to fight for tomorrow.

lucas.

3 months ago | [YT] | 19

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for those who don't keep up on the discord, i got a job! work this week has been hectic due to the holidays so when i get home, i find myself indulging in some cheeky counter strike before going to bed. it's been hard finding time to focus and get things done due to the unexpected toll it's had on my body. not that the job itself is super demanding; this is the first time i'm working a job since having crohn's disease. the fatigue do be fatiguing tho. i'm still alive tho hi hello

4 months ago | [YT] | 19