Iamnotbrave

Hiya,

To anyone seeing this, you might notice that everything from my channel has been removed. As much as I didn't want to face it before, this is pretty much the end. I didn't find it in myself to continue making videos and left the gacha community a while back. I struggled with a lot back then and kind of still do now, school and all. Coming back was a dream for a while, I wanted to prove that I was still here and wasn't planning on leaving anytime soon. But growing up came with the realization of reality that I really couldn't, I've lost all of my passion in what I used to love, I no longer wanted to do gacha and found other things in life that I wanted to do. I felt really bad for just up and disappearing, I'm truly sorry for that.

Looking back at it all, I was just some kid who was an emotional wreck and couldn't get her head straight, I lied and made false promises, I had no actual hope and neglected this channel a lot. I was just too excited, thinking of becoming one of those popular gacha tubers and making my loved ones proud. Those dreams were short lived and I'm sort of glad they were. The me before had no idea what I was doing and only wanted to make people happy with my incompetent humor.

Although I'm not proud of most of the things I did, I was proud of the fact that I was able to make so many friends and even my own little community. You all brought a lot of joy to my life and I could never thank you enough for what you've done for me. I never thought I'd get as far as I did but I did and it was all because of you, you made it possible. Thank you so much, from the bottom of my heart, I am truly grateful and always will be. Although I can't ever pay you back in some way, just know that I'm very grateful and hold you dearly in a special place in my heart.

Growing up has taught me a lot of things and one of those things is that people change. The older I got, the more mature I became and didn't find too much likeness in the things I did back then. I don't ever plan on coming back and even if I do I probably still wouldn't last. I will miss being able to post and make videos that I actually found enthusiasm in making. I will miss all of the friends that I have made along this journey of YouTube. I will miss all of the positive comments I get from whenever I post. I will miss all of you who watched me while I was still active. Change is hard but I think this is for the best.

Once again, I thank you all so so much for everything that you've made possible on my channel. I seriously couldn't have done it without you and I wouldn't be here today if it weren't for you. I miss you all so very much and I am so so deeply sorry that I couldn't find it in myself to come back.

Thank you so much for all you've done. I'd link my socials so you could find me and come chat but I no longer am ever active at all on social media and only appear on Instagram once every few months.

Thank you.

(Signing out: Femscout)

Best regards, Femscout/Iamnotbrave

1 year ago | [YT] | 6