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Being in my last year as a teen feels strange in a way I can’t fully explain. There’s excitement, but there’s also fear. A lot of lessons learned, a lot of people grown apart from, and so many memories that now feel nostalgic in ways they didn’t before.
Growing up hasn’t just been about becoming someone new. It’s also been about losing parts of yourself, then slowly rebuilding them again. Getting far along wasn’t easy. There was denial, overwhelm, and moments where time felt like it was slipping through my hands faster than I could hold onto it. And the older the years get, the more different everything feels. I can feel it, genuinely.
I think growing up is romanticized a lot, but it’s not only excitement. It’s also realizing how fast moments pass, how much changes without warning, and how important it is to actually live while you can. Do the things you love more often. Take opportunities even when you’re scared. Make the memories now, because one day they’ll be the ones you miss.
Celebrate the small wins even if no one else understands how much they mean to you. You’ll always know yourself deeper than anyone ever will. Embrace where and who you are. Live it fully.

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1 day ago | [YT] | 0

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Wow… I’m honestly in disbelief 🥹. Over the past 90 days, my videos got 7k views on TV alone… 9% growth! And what still blows my mind is that back in August, I also hit 7% TV viewers with around 10k views in just 90 days. 😭🤍 I know it might sound small to some, but to me, it’s a huge moment to celebrate.

Since April 2022, I’ve been building this little corner of creativity for myself, posting edits, trying new styles, experimenting, sometimes feeling completely in denial about what I was doing and unsure if anyone would notice. And yet… here we are. People are actually watching, enjoying, and supporting it at some point. Literally knowing the ppl are continuing watching my old videos still blows my mind!!

This journey hasn’t been easy. It's been really hectic. There were moments of doubt, of feeling unseen, of thinking it wasn’t enough. But even in the silence, I kept going. I pushed through, learned, grew, and loved the little wins even when no one else seemed to notice.

To anyone watching and to my new viewers & fans, thank you for being part of this with me. For those who’ve been here since the beginning, or who just discovered my edits. every view, every like, every comment… it matters so much more than words can say. You’ve kept this journey alive for me.
Here’s to keeping creating, keeping experimenting, and keeping glowin

"When you’re super-ambitious, I think that’s the blessing and the curse.” — Zara Larsson on her song The Ambition (Rolling Stone Australia) 💐

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1 week ago | [YT] | 1

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And just like that short n sweet tour ended.... Alrr I bet this is my excuse of saying something over here. 😨☝🏼 Honestly it's been hectic asf, and it's the first of December already WOAHH?!?

1 month ago | [YT] | 1

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Low-key flopping these days 🤯😮‍💨 reposting ain't no help sometimes LOLLL 🥀

1 month ago | [YT] | 1

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You’re loved, ‪@딸기.딸기‬ Always have been.
And if you ever find your way back,
you’ll still find me here at sometime
still waiting with open hands.
Miss you loads my caterpillar 😭🤍

1 month ago | [YT] | 2

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you're truly a gift to everyone you meet in life as Colby said 🌷🤍

2 months ago | [YT] | 2

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Happy Birthday Leeknow ~ 🎂💗

2 months ago | [YT] | 0

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Literally my Jenna Ortega birthday edit kept flopping like dang it?!? 😭😭 How will I ever post it then. I posted it 2-3 times 🤯🤞🏼

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