You did exactly what i was ovethinking about btw.
My biggest red flag is that I forget the way people treated me as soon as they start being nice again.
Trying to change peoples mindsets one day at a time.
Scared of people
I yap
Kind of weird
My parents hate my real friends but like my fake friends.. 🤷♀️
why does everyone else have to be so pretty.
not everyone getting chosen, but me.
why do I care abt people who dont care abt me..?
Christian ✝️
Fav verses:
Matthew 5:44
"But I say to you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you".
Psalms: 56:8 "Tears are prayers too. They travel to God when you cant speak."
Fav Quotes:
"They hate us cuz they aint us.."
"Don't focus on worldly things, focus on God."
"Forgive others as Jesus has forgiven you."
"People CAN change, as long as you believe they can, they will."
Completed goals:
50/50 ✅️
100/100 ✅️
500/500 🥹🎉
Current Goal: 504/1000
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Yikes..
I hate how embarrassing it is to still be posting on yt in the grand '26... 🤷♀️
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Why am I talking to a wall 😭
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WHY IN THE FREAKING WORLD DID I MAKE SURE EVERYONE I KNOW, KNOWS MY YT CHANNEL
Im so stupid yall 🥹
Also why the heck during gym ppl were trying to cheer me on by saying "HES WATCHING" LIKE BRO I GET YALL SHIP US BUT PLEASEE STOPP. THATS WHY I COULD BARELY FOCUS UAGHHHHHHHH
I feel like im gonna throw up 😬
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Yall why am I so depressing 🥀
Also im still hungry ☹️
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Imagine bullying me and then saying you want MY help.
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BROOOOOOOO THIS IS SO GAYYY.
HE MADE A FRIGGEN SHIP NAME OF ME AND THE PERSON.
😭😭😭
NOW IM GONNA BE ADDED INTO A GROUPCHAT WITH HIM. YALL IM SO COOKEDDDAA
SJSBSVSNSKABWUHT4UUWBWEUEBWBABABABABABABABANABBAABNAAB
I need so much help rn
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Time to yap bc what the heck is this:
FIRST OF ALL DIP
SECOND OF ALL SO INNACURATE LIKE I DONT DRESS LIKE THAT AND MY HAIR DOES NOT LOOK LIKE THAT. THATS WHITE GIRL HAIR BRO. AND I NEVER WEAR MY PONY TAILS LIKE THAT. AND NEVER IN MY LIFE DO I WEAR SHOES OR THAT SWEATSHIRT LIKEEE??!?!? ALSO RYLANS HAIR DOESNT LOOK LIKE THAT IDK IF HE LIKES POKEMON BUT HE DOESNT REALLY DRESS LIKE THAT-
WHO AT MY SCHOOL EVEN KNOWS I EXIST-
THIS SHIP IS GIVING HOLY AIRBALL BC WHYYYY DO PEOPLE SUCK AT SHIPS
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Its so funny how on Thursday I kept repeating what someone said about "Bc its personal" and i kept saying YK WHATS PERSONAL?? and then my science classmates kept repeating it. Its basically another one of my memes for some reason lol. Like I played symphony in science and this other girl that was new this year was like yea I know that meme, but she doesnt understand that it was MY meme. Ifykyk. Like it was a whole thing I did in october 2024. Nostalgiaaaaaaaaaa.
Also IBG was another meme or abbreviation I made up that only some of my classmates understand.
Plus 89 too. Ppl think it has to do with the grinch but no one knows it like me and my guy firned do. Like one time when we were walking from study hall together talking about the inside joke, (which no not talking trash u js would never understand why) but basically then the inside joke came over and we're both like "lock in" anyway its funny cuz i talk about 8 so much and in music ap while playing a card game I kept getting all 8s 3 times and my partner got all 8s one time too. And one time I got 8 9 8 9 in kemps and im just like 😬 also I just realized again that I RIDE FREAKING BUS 8.
HOLY EIGHT LORE. 😖😖
Cuz 8 is a code number for someone and 9 is my fav number so its me. 🫠🫠
I sound so stupid but if you know, you know.
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WHATTT I GOT MY OLD YT ACC BACKKK YESSSSS 😛😛😛
ALSO KATY NICHOLE AND MATTHEW WEST ARE LITERALLY THE BESTT
I love christian concertssss
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Isn't amazing how fake people can be!
Im so freaking done with life rn.
Why does this always freaking happen. Even at my own bday party I still get treated like sh*t. Out of all the people to check up on me it was my childhood bsf. Its great and all but I cant ever see her that much anyway. And who left me out? My school friends. I literally stood RIGHT THERE where EVERYONE could see me yet I stood there BY MYSELF for like 8 minutes. Yea i know you have to involve yourself but I already tried doing that. I tried talking to the people who are supposed to be there for me because its my birthday or wtv. Idc about gifts if the person who gives it treats me like sh*t. Its soo annoying because I try talking to one of my friends but they either ignore me, forget im there, or my other friend distracts them from talking to me.
Like cmon.
I really thought things would be better but in reality its just like last year. The same person is always stealing my spotlight. Which makes sure I cant talk to at least one of my friends. And when she wasnt there, then that friend i want to talk will talk to me. Only if her favorite friend is there. Yk what's so freaking messed up, is this girl and another girl that was supposed to come are like best friends and I had drama with them bc of it. And I really wanted them to both come even tho I had a large feeling they would leave me out JUST LIKE FREAKING LAST YEAR. but since that person couldn't come I thought, oh so I won't be left out right? Wrong.
I can't even have a good freaking birthday.
There's always something ruining it. And of course they'll FINALLY pay attention to me when im already crying. DONT YOU GET IT. Its just like last year. Feeling like I want to yk right before my bday.
I had a strong feeling even if that other person wouldnt come, I'd still be left out. And guess what happened. I f*cking predicted it again.
Is it perfectly fine for me to predict every time when I'll be left out like this? WHY CAN I PREDICT THIS WHY DO I ALWAYS KNOW ITS GONNA HAPPEN. IT ALWAYS HAPPENS. IDK WHY I JUST WANT "THE FRIEND" BUT NO MATTER WHAT ILL STILL BE THE 3RD WHEEL OR THE ODD ONE OUT.
Its just like last yr
Do you get deja vu....
im so friggen done with life.
It was only pictures of THEM and only them. None of me, WHICH THE BIRTHDAY WAS LITERALLY FOR.
But can I tell that person? No. She already had drama. I'll just be another minor inconvenience. Why would I matter?
Why would anyone care if "the birthday girl's" friends were leaving her out at HER birthday party.
Also I hate how this one person will always take hours to respond yet when she was with us, she'd check her phone EVERY second.
I dont even know how to explain how annoying this is without sounding like its my fault. Because will anyone believe me?
Absloutley not.
Everyone will believe the popular girls "just cuz" and forget people like me actually have feelings.
Idc if I get cancled because of this post but its all true so dont get mad at me for just telling the truth.
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