Rosabelle

It takes effort to dress/look a certain way to repel men. It took me an extra 5-7 minutes to access everything (my appearance, outfit)to make sure men will be grossed out/lose interest in me. I did this every single time whenever I go out be it for work, anywhere except for formal events where I have to put in effort into my appearance. Turns out it worked but at the same it didn’t because no matter how I looked I still do attract interest. I would say it’s my confidence in not caring which attracts them. That gave me anxiety & I really hate it. It felt like a slap in the face that all my effort is for nothing…😒

5 months ago | [YT] | 0

Rosabelle

I suspect my extreme obsession with being hygienic & not smelling bad had to be due to my brain condition because when I don’t mind doing certain routines it can turned into an obsession. Even things I enjoy doing like hobbies, etc.

5 months ago | [YT] | 0

Rosabelle

When it comes to people’s what I eat in a day videos. It’s important to note everyone is different, that doesn’t mean they are starving themselves. Unless you are a family member then you can see the side effects if they eat too little. Anyways some people only need 1400 calories per day while others need way more than that especially if they want to build muscles & want to be slightly bigger in size. That’s what it is. Personally I need more than 2000 calories per day to sustained my muscle growth & the fact I love my body size compared to when I was super skinny & had a bloated stomach like I was pregnant. I would say being thicc, curvy & having an hourglass body increased my self-esteem way more & no I didn’t get any work done as my body is 100% natural, made in the kitchen & working out daily by taking long walks, dancing & weight lifting. Due to me burning lots of calories I need lots of food to maintain my body size & I don’t plan to get skinner & fatter.

6 months ago | [YT] | 0

Rosabelle

Admitting I’m in the wrong at times can be done. It’s not about just admitting it’s realising your mistakes & the consequences it has on people but i remembered how I was entitled & refused to apologise for my mistakes yet expect people to try to make amends with me when I was still a student. I thought to myself since I’m different I deserved special treatment ALL THE TIME. But life isn’t about getting privileges, getting what you want, etc. You have to earned it. If you expect everyone to cater to your whims & tantrums, I’m sorry that is extremely childish. When I was still in school, I would cause trouble, stirred up drama, tearing classmates & people down & also bullying as many as possible. I can never change my past as an ex bully but I can change the present by not going back to my bullying ways. It’s fine if my ex victims don’t forgive me as long as I leave them alone that’s all that matters. Apologies might not work because they suffered too much.

6 months ago | [YT] | 0

Rosabelle

Phantom Of The Opera Broadway Musical on 1st June 2025.

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7 months ago | [YT] | 0

Rosabelle

Before I went for SHR hair removal on my knuckles, I had hair like the first picture. It’s not my hand I got it from the internet because I didn’t took a picture of my hand due to my insecurities. It’s exactly like that, strangely my parents had no knuckle hairs which destroyed my self esteem completely because I didn’t feel normal & that something is wrong with me. So I took it upon myself by spending on SHR once I had my first job at 18. I spent all of my salary because there are just so many things I couldn’t have due to my family being poor in the past. The second picture is my hand after SHR…

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7 months ago | [YT] | 0

Rosabelle

I hate it when people in my workplace, particularly my ex colleagues & manager had unrealistic expectations of me. I’m born different with a brain condition being completely different than other normal brains. Yet they all discriminated me for not meeting their standards. That’s why I couldn’t hold a job for more than 3 months except my current job where boss & manager have more compassion than those trashy losers whom love discriminating people with disabilities/born with a condition. This is why I hate it when people said ‘I expect you…’ Shut up SHUT UP!!!

7 months ago | [YT] | 0

Rosabelle

I changed my mind again. I’m not getting a minimally invasive nose job. After doing research again, I saw this post. This is why I can’t have what I want in life not fair!! I only want to reduce my nose size by only 0.5cm without it looking crappy in the future is that too much to ask?! Well, at least I can save a couple of thousands from that. Instead of staying in Seoul for more than two weeks. I will just stay there for a week instead since minimally invasive plastic surgery requires two weeks of downtime before flying back to my country or else there are consequences. Two weeks is a bit too long. I knew this because I had heard horror stories of women/girls staying in Seoul for only a week or less than two weeks after their surgery. Flew back to their country only to suffer severe blood clots which required them to fly back to Seoul for an emergency, yes it’s that SERIOUS! Well I’m planning to go to Seoul for only 6-7 days in total since I change my mind. Honestly I’m a little happy because I don’t have to spend $$$ on that.

7 months ago | [YT] | 0

Rosabelle

Honestly if I wasn’t the favourite grandchild I would be growing up as a toxic jealous sibling because my parents favoured my oldest brother the most because he’s mature, talented, intelligent & not like the other boys at school. I would say sadly I’m an outcast in the family. The only ones there for me are actually my oldest brother & my younger sister. Not Z & the other siblings since they were raised by my filthy rich relatives so they don’t really understand what’s like to be poor growing up. They were taken away from my parents as soon as mum gave birth to them. My relatives knew my parents will be severely poor due to them having many children so they insisted they adopted them since they used to be millionaires close to billionaires. A few years ago, because of their reckless spending on pampering my other siblings coupled with grandmother giving me money when I was like 12 or so that’s how they lost their wealth & become like my family whom is now only doing slightly well but still not rich. She knew I had a savings account when I was like 4 so she transferred her money to me. Of course she suffered the consequences of doing that from my aunt. I would say my aunt isn’t that great because she’s a selfish egoistic jerk. Strangely her mum has a heart of gold except for her.

7 months ago | [YT] | 0

Rosabelle

This is one of my favourite actress nose & it looks good on her. I’m getting plastic surgery in 8-9 years time because I’m planning to use up my savings renovating. At first I didn’t consider getting one because I had this thinking all plastic surgeries are not subtle in the slightest. Months ago I did research & found out there are subtle ones too that’s why I’m planning to get mine done in a foreign country. It’s way cheaper, less downtime & way less side effects. If I can get way more benefits from it why not? Of course my parents & my two closest siblings are old fashioned. They believe any type of plastic surgery is unacceptable no matter how subtle it is. I knew this because I had this talk with them. Since they don’t agree & have negative views on it, that’s when I have to do it secretly.

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