Just Dre

T I wish I could talk to you in person. I don't hate you and I'm not your hater. I genuinely feel bad for you. I actually thought we could've been friends. I know you're still in your 20s and I think you're doing a great job at it. I'm the most upset with him. Every bit of his actions or lack of actions is just further proof that he would rather let everyone else do the "hard work" or the uncomfortable work for him. I'm my opinion he shouldn't have to have people speak for him, he should be capable enough to do it on his own, even if it's scary.

That's not a partner I want and I don't feel like it's a partner you deserve either. You deserve better and maybe he was the best you've ever experienced at that time but even that, in my opinion, wasn't good enough for you. Having that car feels like manipulation to me, it's the last thing tieing yall together. I know yall are best friends and that's fine. I never saw you as a threat or a problem. I genuinely just wanted to know what the differences were and I think I've learned a lot from just sitting back and observing.

I don't really care what the internet thinks. I know that I'm not at the same "status " that you're at. I'm ok with that. Still, what yall did over these past few months since my mom died, It still hurts. Taking influence from my personal life and using it for content doesn't feel good when I'm literally just trying to survive. I don't know yall personally and I may never know yall. No matter what, I know I'm loved and I know I have my core people around me that are going to love me no matter what and tell me the truth even if it hurts.

I know, that I'll be ok, whether I gain as many followers as you or make as much money as you or not. I've been through enough of hard things in my life to not hold value to things that don't last. I know that I can get through anything. I genuinely hope you have some sort of healing from that breakup eventually. I think it's an adhd thing where it takes the same amount of time to get over something as it does when you were into it. I have the same problem.

You seem to be somebody that puts your all into everything you do. I hope you have people that want the best for you around you and aren't just there for money or clout or whatever tf it is. I don't know what it's like navigating that lifestyle and I may never know. What I do know, is that I'll be fine. I feel like I finally got everything off my chest that I needed to. I don't want to be a bitter bitch, I was literally talking about myself. Lol Anger and hurt don't look pretty on anyone.

I genuinely hope you heal one day and as for him, I hope he does grow up, gains a backbone and learns to have confidence in his voice. Just because what yall did hurt doesn't mean I don't want yall to succeed in life. I just don't think I want to personally be a part of it anymore, like I had hoped to.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Just Dre

If you're not willing to build a backbone you were never meant to be mine in the first place. I don't run when things get uncomfortable. I hope she sells that car one day.

1 month ago | [YT] | 1

Just Dre

New youtube video will be up later today. I'm almost done editing. It'll be over an hour so get some snacks ready to munch on whenever you decide to watch it. I love you guys🥰 Thank you so much for 300

1 month ago | [YT] | 0

Just Dre

GUYS WE'RE GOING TO OREGON TOMORROW WOOOOO!!!

3 months ago | [YT] | 1

Just Dre

Bruh yall like my cats more than yall like me😭 One video of Omen and Like 10ppl subbed. We're getting closer to 300!

3 months ago | [YT] | 0

Just Dre

Guess who got sick and frowd up at like 4am ? Yeah so I'm taking today to rest and hopefully I'll be back in the saddle by tomorrow. I typically film on weekends. So we'll see how this goes.

3 months ago | [YT] | 2

Just Dre

OH. MY GOD. YOU GUYS I MAY HAVE SOME CRAZY EXCITING NEWS IN MY NEWEST YOUTUBE VIDEO. GIMMIE ALL THE GOOD VIBES PALEEZ!! I'LL KNOW MORE BY THE END OF THE WEEK. ISTG IF YOU'RE A BIG DREAMER JUST GO FOR THINGS OK!? EVEN IF YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IT'LL WORK OUT JUST TRUST THAT IT WILL. FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS. OMG I'M SO EXCITED AND NERVOUS BUT I'M BETTING ON MYSELF AND TRUSTING IN MY POTENTIAL.

CAN YOU TELL I'M EXCITED!?

3 months ago | [YT] | 3

Just Dre

YALL I got to talk to one of the programmers for Sundance Film Festival on campus today! Bruv I love my life! I'm gonna make well known movies one day! Just you wait!

4 months ago | [YT] | 1

Just Dre

GAH JUST REGISTERED FOR MY FIRST SUMMER 5K! Portland Oregon see yall May 3rd!!

4 months ago | [YT] | 2

Just Dre

I'm so excited for you guys to see this week's videos! I'm almost done editing my monster truck video and finished editing my Canopy Bed video last night at like 5am lol. First video will be out on Tuesday!

Love yall! Thanks so much for your support and belief in me! It means a lot and I don't take it for granted. 😘

4 months ago | [YT] | 1