Life is life, not a picnic, not a curse.. I thank the Lord for everyday because I know I am on borrowed time.. And I'm happy to be with the people i do love and care about. I'm actually blessed in a lot of ways.. Please remember that it's never too late. Call me whatever you please but I know what's in my heart.. What about yours?😘
Years later now, and I have lost many of those people I spoke of before, the pain is always there. I miss them more than anything. I have met other people since but the day I lost my mom in 2022, I lost everything, and lost my best friend in this shitty world. When she passed, it tore holes into my soul. I’ve lost so many and I wish that we all had more time. Still haven’t lost the flame or spark as some say inside. It’s really dim, but still there. Everyday I try to manage in this world without them and I guess it has gotten a little easier with time in that regard but it still hurts as bad as it did the day it happened. Mommy will always be Forever young.