I want to kind of touch on where I've been recently for those of you not following me on other socials or in my discord, since I haven't mentioned much outside of some comments during streams.
basically... covid messed me up. I was diagnosed with mitochondrial dysfunction (basically a form of chronic fatigue) a few months ago which I most likely developed due to covid and has only gotten worse with every time I've been sick. it's debilitating. everything makes me so tired, I wake up tired, I have to spend over 12 hours resting in bed on my bad days. it even causes really bad heartrate spikes when I'm just standing around or doing very small things because my body just does not have the power to help my heart pump blood back to my brain when gravity makes it pool in my legs. I've luckily received wonderful care from someone who is specialised in this stuff and believes me when I explain what I go through, and I have (so far) been given several types of medication to hopefully help get some of my life back, but due to irl circumstances there's been very little progress.
as you might be able to understand, I haven't had the energy to really stream this year, since my responsibilities and other events have left me very little energy for even just time with my loved ones and my hobbies. it's been real tough to find the time and energy to plan streams between the other things I also love doing. there are other things that I haven't been able to do in months either, and it makes me sad I have had to sacrifice so much of what I loved doing due to my health.
on a brighter note, yesterday (december 28th) was my birthday, which I hope to be able to celebrate with you guys, along with my upcoming 5 (? I lost count tbh) year streamaversary. I'm hoping I'll be able to stream some community monster hunter for that tomorrow on the 30th. see you then?
got a slight pause on content, summer heat is kicking my ass so no new streams to take clips from, will be back soon with at least twice a week shorts uploads-
it has been a bit since I uploaded consistently, but I have some shorts lined up for the next days when I don't stream, so please do check those out when you can- also getting back into streaming following a schedule so do check that out too: www.twitch.tv/shadzys_art
last thing I swear, I've steadily been working on my v4 model and she should hopefully be done soon, so stay tuned...
Shadzy's Art
Shadzy's Art
I want to kind of touch on where I've been recently for those of you not following me on other socials or in my discord, since I haven't mentioned much outside of some comments during streams.
basically... covid messed me up. I was diagnosed with mitochondrial dysfunction (basically a form of chronic fatigue) a few months ago which I most likely developed due to covid and has only gotten worse with every time I've been sick. it's debilitating. everything makes me so tired, I wake up tired, I have to spend over 12 hours resting in bed on my bad days. it even causes really bad heartrate spikes when I'm just standing around or doing very small things because my body just does not have the power to help my heart pump blood back to my brain when gravity makes it pool in my legs.
I've luckily received wonderful care from someone who is specialised in this stuff and believes me when I explain what I go through, and I have (so far) been given several types of medication to hopefully help get some of my life back, but due to irl circumstances there's been very little progress.
as you might be able to understand, I haven't had the energy to really stream this year, since my responsibilities and other events have left me very little energy for even just time with my loved ones and my hobbies. it's been real tough to find the time and energy to plan streams between the other things I also love doing. there are other things that I haven't been able to do in months either, and it makes me sad I have had to sacrifice so much of what I loved doing due to my health.
on a brighter note, yesterday (december 28th) was my birthday, which I hope to be able to celebrate with you guys, along with my upcoming 5 (? I lost count tbh) year streamaversary. I'm hoping I'll be able to stream some community monster hunter for that tomorrow on the 30th.
see you then?
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got a slight pause on content, summer heat is kicking my ass so no new streams to take clips from, will be back soon with at least twice a week shorts uploads-
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it has been a bit since I uploaded consistently, but I have some shorts lined up for the next days when I don't stream, so please do check those out when you can-
also getting back into streaming following a schedule so do check that out too: www.twitch.tv/shadzys_art
last thing I swear, I've steadily been working on my v4 model and she should hopefully be done soon, so stay tuned...
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