Long time no see !! My bad , i was logged off out of this account cuz of my Primary mail being a College Mail now ,
Ah YES ! I am in a college finally , didnt get what i fought for , didnt get what i wished for , but it is what it is , let it happen maybe π€·ββοΈ
Every half way of an year , i like to give an update about my life thru this channel , as no one really would listen to yap nowadays
I am finally over the Medical Entrance exam , chose a different stream , a bit towards the Engineering side but its okay , i had to start somewhere i know
All these years i did work hard for what i wanted , but yeah maybe it wasnt enough haha , i am trying my best to not fall apart , ofcourse the loss hits hard , more than ever , but i shall let it happen , i guess
It has been like half a month into the college , i am living far away from my family in a hostel , 1000s of kilometeres away , i miss my family , miss my parents , miss my bro and friends
And specially NATHAN ! The doggo !!!
As for kpop , i am kind of out of it now , i do still listen to kpop , not much blackpink , but yeah , Aespa , LSR and some more
Blackpink puts kinda washed content these days , so i just got off it , the other groups are too better i have to agree !
Love life ? Awhellnah , who will love me lol , i have to deal with couples everywhere in the college campus , jealous but it is what it is , i am no competitor i bet , loveβs not for me maybe haha
I found good roommates and floormates , and yeah good classmates( not really ) i do feel alone , maybe too early to speak off , maybe i get someone soon haha
I had a fever few days back , my god , couldnt have missed my mom more thant what i was missing that time , she would have cared much better than what i did for myself , yeah i dont love myself much enough to go to a Doctor haha
Mess food is average , not really bad , not really good , tbh i am trying to just cope , gotta eat to live afterall
The subject i chose is also kind of what i like lowkey , so its the only good thing , for the assignments , chatgpt comes in clutch like no other application here haha
Codes and calculations ez !
Nonetheless , just striving thru , everyday
I am sorry if i dont reply on this channel , as i said , my primary college mail is logged in mostly , which also creates an alt youtube id to be logged in primarily
hopefully i make it out of this college successfully , cuz alot of competition is burning up here , i hope i make it , have struggled too much to finally be here in this timeline , i dont wanna lose anymore
And once a while , i do come to pay a visit to my posts and comments
Its like , a time stopped , it feels happy but a lil helpless to go thru these
Right now , its not a good phase of life i am going thru , a lots of upsets day by day , a lots of Lβs i take day by day , nothing really working for me despite alot of dedication and time i put ,
I feel tired asf , but wont stop trying , just for people who love me for being ME , who cared about me at some point of time , who loved for a small amount of time
I will work hard for everyone who has supported me thruout this journey of my life
I hope everyone is doing well and great ,
if anyone is going thru any sort of problems , feel free to drop a message here or on my instagram @vikrammm_11z
Also βͺ@claira.β¬ i am a bit sorry for overreacting that day , idk what went on with me , i apologise if you felt awkward , i am all okay and also i grant your apologies as well , we good , also i hope you doing good ^^
I did plan to revive this channel , i have lost quite much interest in Blackpink overall as they have been too inactive as a GROUP , i am really not fond of solo careers , it was OT4 or nothing for me all the way
I actually did planned and edited a few videos , but i think the channel is shadow banned as hell now
It would take 10x dedication to get the same engagement as i used to get in my peak
It might be easier to make a new account and start and blow up haha , but for the culture , i am not gonna do that ,
DMWJ took birth with Vikram , DMWJ would die with Vikram
Wishing everyone of you , great health and prosperity β€οΈ
If written in my destiny , we will meet again and you will see the channel blooming again
life update - nothing good but nothing bad as well β¦. Just trying to be better , days are passing by in a faster pace , i have shifted from Rajasthan to Kolkata last year ending , I actually have lived here since 2007-2018 already β¦. Wonderful childhood i had man , playing all day long β¦ no tension no shit , everything seemed merry β¦ when i learnt that i am going back to my childhood place again , i was excited and nervous as well β¦. How the place would be ,, how will everything work ,, will i adapt everything again , will i see my friends and all
The moment i reached here , everything seemed alright to me β¦. that every shop vendor is still there , i even gave them surprise visits and they were so happy to have me back again ,,, the security guards ,, maintenance staff here β¦ everyone recognised me and were so happy ,,, just i saw none of my friends ,,, none β¦ makes my heart break as well β¦.. i still sit on the benches , alone , whereas years back we all were having gossips after a long cricket or football session on the benches , the play area ,,, where i used to miss every shot with my bat , and would score awesome goals ,,, were i used to get injuries while carelessly playing or were i used to laugh and have fun with my friends ,,, everything was empty β¦. None of my friends ,
I still see small children here β¦ shouting out loud and living their lives happily , i feel happy seeing them happy , makes me feel how i used to feel back then , atleast the society isnt quiet β¦ we still have small flowers blooming here and there , they also play with Nathan whenever i bring him down for a walk β¦.
How much i wish , i become a child again β¦ and live those awesome days man ~
Nonetheless stay happy yall β¦. Worrying and staying sad on things is actually a waste of time man β¦. Instead spend time with ur families and friends β¦. Try to do something new everyday !!!!
don't mess with jisoo !! π
YOOOOOO HAPPINESSS !
Long time no see !! My bad , i was logged off out of this account cuz of my Primary mail being a College Mail now ,
Ah YES ! I am in a college finally , didnt get what i fought for , didnt get what i wished for , but it is what it is , let it happen maybe π€·ββοΈ
Every half way of an year , i like to give an update about my life thru this channel , as no one really would listen to yap nowadays
I am finally over the Medical Entrance exam , chose a different stream , a bit towards the Engineering side but its okay , i had to start somewhere i know
All these years i did work hard for what i wanted , but yeah maybe it wasnt enough haha , i am trying my best to not fall apart , ofcourse the loss hits hard , more than ever , but i shall let it happen , i guess
It has been like half a month into the college , i am living far away from my family in a hostel , 1000s of kilometeres away , i miss my family , miss my parents , miss my bro and friends
And specially NATHAN ! The doggo !!!
As for kpop , i am kind of out of it now , i do still listen to kpop , not much blackpink , but yeah , Aespa , LSR and some more
Blackpink puts kinda washed content these days , so i just got off it , the other groups are too better i have to agree !
Love life ? Awhellnah , who will love me lol , i have to deal with couples everywhere in the college campus , jealous but it is what it is , i am no competitor i bet , loveβs not for me maybe haha
I found good roommates and floormates , and yeah good classmates( not really ) i do feel alone , maybe too early to speak off , maybe i get someone soon haha
I had a fever few days back , my god , couldnt have missed my mom more thant what i was missing that time , she would have cared much better than what i did for myself , yeah i dont love myself much enough to go to a Doctor haha
Mess food is average , not really bad , not really good , tbh i am trying to just cope , gotta eat to live afterall
The subject i chose is also kind of what i like lowkey , so its the only good thing , for the assignments , chatgpt comes in clutch like no other application here haha
Codes and calculations ez !
Nonetheless , just striving thru , everyday
I am sorry if i dont reply on this channel , as i said , my primary college mail is logged in mostly , which also creates an alt youtube id to be logged in primarily
hopefully i make it out of this college successfully , cuz alot of competition is burning up here , i hope i make it , have struggled too much to finally be here in this timeline , i dont wanna lose anymore
Signing Out β€οΈ
Take care Happiness , We Win !
Fighting π₯
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don't mess with jisoo !! π
Happy New Year HAPPINESSSS !!!
Entering 2025 with the people i got blessed with , is itself a really big blessing β€οΈ
Stay Happy , Wishing you and your family great health and prosperity
Stay safe and Healthy Everyone !
Much love , DmwJ !π
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don't mess with jisoo !! π
Merry Christmas to everyone
I miss this place , this channel and everything
And once a while , i do come to pay a visit to my posts and comments
Its like , a time stopped , it feels happy but a lil helpless to go thru these
Right now , its not a good phase of life i am going thru , a lots of upsets day by day , a lots of Lβs i take day by day , nothing really working for me despite alot of dedication and time i put ,
I feel tired asf , but wont stop trying , just for people who love me for being ME , who cared about me at some point of time , who loved for a small amount of time
I will work hard for everyone who has supported me thruout this journey of my life
I hope everyone is doing well and great ,
if anyone is going thru any sort of problems , feel free to drop a message here or on my
instagram @vikrammm_11z
Also βͺ@claira.β¬ i am a bit sorry for overreacting that day , idk what went on with me , i apologise if you felt awkward , i am all okay and also i grant your apologies as well , we good , also i hope you doing good ^^
I did plan to revive this channel , i have lost quite much interest in Blackpink overall as they have been too inactive as a GROUP , i am really not fond of solo careers , it was OT4 or nothing for me all the way
I actually did planned and edited a few videos , but i think the channel is shadow banned as hell now
It would take 10x dedication to get the same engagement as i used to get in my peak
It might be easier to make a new account and start and blow up haha , but for the culture , i am not gonna do that ,
DMWJ took birth with Vikram , DMWJ would die with Vikram
Wishing everyone of you , great health and prosperity β€οΈ
If written in my destiny , we will meet again and you will see the channel blooming again
tagging the people who are still going strong with me βͺ@barbossablink2969β¬ ββ βͺ@kiimrubaneβ¬ @kia
Signing off , Peace out βοΈ β€οΈ
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don't mess with jisoo !! π
Wasssupppppp Happiness !!! YOOOOOOOOO !!!
life update - nothing good but nothing bad as well β¦. Just trying to be better , days are passing by in a faster pace , i have shifted from Rajasthan to Kolkata last year ending , I actually have lived here since 2007-2018 already β¦. Wonderful childhood i had man , playing all day long β¦ no tension no shit , everything seemed merry β¦ when i learnt that i am going back to my childhood place again , i was excited and nervous as well β¦. How the place would be ,, how will everything work ,, will i adapt everything again , will i see my friends and all
The moment i reached here , everything seemed alright to me β¦. that every shop vendor is still there , i even gave them surprise visits and they were so happy to have me back again ,,, the security guards ,, maintenance staff here β¦ everyone recognised me and were so happy ,,, just i saw none of my friends ,,, none β¦ makes my heart break as well β¦.. i still sit on the benches , alone , whereas years back we all were having gossips after a long cricket or football session on the benches , the play area ,,, where i used to miss every shot with my bat , and would score awesome goals ,,, were i used to get injuries while carelessly playing or were i used to laugh and have fun with my friends ,,, everything was empty β¦. None of my friends ,
I still see small children here β¦ shouting out loud and living their lives happily , i feel happy seeing them happy , makes me feel how i used to feel back then , atleast the society isnt quiet β¦ we still have small flowers blooming here and there , they also play with Nathan whenever i bring him down for a walk β¦.
How much i wish , i become a child again β¦ and live those awesome days man ~
Nonetheless stay happy yall β¦. Worrying and staying sad on things is actually a waste of time man β¦. Instead spend time with ur families and friends β¦. Try to do something new everyday !!!!
Peace Out βοΈ
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A revisit π
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don't mess with jisoo !! π
Good Morning Happiness
β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈππππ
~RiSe aNd sHiNe~
Aim for something new everyday , for a happening and good life !
( dont just aim , complete it as well HAIYAAHH π )
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Heyyyaa π
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don't mess with jisoo !! π
Good Morning Happiness !!!
πππππππππ
Although its not the same intensity nor the same energy β¦ but i wish you all the best for the rest of the day !!!!
Fightingggggg πͺπ₯
@KimRubane βͺ@barbossablink2969β¬
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