God-fearing woman living boldly with HIV — breaking stigma and showing that life doesn’t end with a diagnosis, it begins anew.💫

Sharing faith, healing, wellness, motherhood & everyday joy.

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Bianca Carolina

Had to get my viral load and CD4 tested today at my 15 week OB appointment bc I’m HIV POSITIVE & y’all my cd4 cells are looking GOODT! Even though I had covid 2 weeks ago and fighting a cold this week. Thank you Jesus!!! #HIV #livingwithHIV #pregnancy

2 months ago | [YT] | 66

Bianca Carolina

Happy 4th birthday my sweet baby girl. My greatest blessing, may God bless you today and always.

Life after #hiv 🩷

6 months ago | [YT] | 481

Bianca Carolina

Thankful to God for allowing me to live out this calling.

#hivpositive #mommy #happymothersday

7 months ago | [YT] | 295

Bianca Carolina

I’m just so thankful to be here. Thank you God 🩷

I’m just an HIV positive girly trying to showing you life doesn’t end after diagnosis. ❤️‍🩹

7 months ago | [YT] | 135

Bianca Carolina

Transparency post 🫣

Most of my life I’ve had an unhealthy relationship w/ food + super critical of my body. I thought all women & girls were like this (btw, we are not and this type of thinking is not normal and very unhealthy).

Then, I went to the opposite end and decided that I wasn’t even going to try, fully indulging with no end in every meal. If it was in front of me, I had to eat it. This is spiritual and psychological warfare.

Last year, God started a process in me that went far beyond the gym & nutritional habits. It was the undoing of my mindset and decades of unhealthy patterns.

Here I am, 40 days after observing Lent, 20 pounds lighter physically and generations lighter spiritually.

I’ll touch more on this in posts to come, but for now, I’m simply admiring what God can do in just 40 days when we submit. 😱❤️‍🔥



#weightloss #weightlossjourney #postpartumfitness #hiv #habits #nutrition #fitnessjourney

8 months ago | [YT] | 116

Bianca Carolina

Parents night out 🥰
#hivpositive #hivnegative

9 months ago | [YT] | 283

Bianca Carolina

50,000
subscribers!! 🎉
When I started my YouTube account one year ago, I would have never imagined the community it’s grown to be! All I wanted to do was help other people navigate their most challenging moment while showing the world that life does go on after getting diagnosed with HIV and it can be wonderful, romantic, and fulfilling. This is a huge mile stone for me. Thank you for giving me the space to share my story and spread the love of God while doing so.

I am more excited than ever! With the guidance of the Holy Spirir, my content is only going to get better! This is only the beginning!

Thank you all for being on this journey with me. 🩷❤️‍🩹🩷

9 months ago | [YT] | 255

Bianca Carolina

Every time I say that I want to try something new on my nails, I don't. Lol.
Anyway, how do you prepare for the up coming month? I've always loved planning, but I don't really stay consistent for the month of June. My goal is to remain consistent with both my daily and social media planners.

For some reason, I'm just so excited for June. I have some fun projects coming up.

I think I want to start vlogging + I think its time you meet the man who stole my heart? 😍

1 year ago | [YT] | 67

Bianca Carolina

Today I celebrated my daughter's 3rd birthday. What a blessing to be able to bring life into this world being an HIV+ woman.

My daughter is not only HIV- she is sweet, compassionate, silly, clever, and just a daily reminder of God's love. 🩷

I love you so much.

1 year ago | [YT] | 119

Bianca Carolina

February to me means: sex, love, intimacy, dates, the color Red, and chocolate.

Even as an HIV+ woman.

February is an intentional month here at My Undectable Life: bringing you deeper into the mind of an HIV+ woman, sharing all the things I wish someone would have told me before I got diagnosed.

Life does not end post diagnosis, and you do not have to be celibate or abstinent just to prevent HIV infection.

You can have a one night stand (or multiple) and still not acquire HIV or risk passing it on to others, knowingly or unknowingly.

Lastly, we were all put on this planet for the sole purpose of companionship and reproduction 🌶️

No one wants to be alone, however, it is a beautiful thing when you can be in your own company and feel completely full.

I hope you enjoy next Month’s installation:

Love, Safe Sex. 💋

1 year ago | [YT] | 109