Adding this experience of mine to my struggles collection as "The Conflicted One"! (ex: OnceUponEthereal (ex: LoveForAnimals!!!!)) a good, believable storytelling character is often built upon real stories, and what is more real than the jealousy toward these talented animators, the pain of the algorithm inflict, and the struggles of not having a flow to freely direct, its perfect! ✨ #conflicted#feelingevil😈 #2025FirstvideoVillain#destroy🔥 #SENDHELP#itsgonnabeokay
4 months till 2026 starts and i aim to end the Confliction Arc by then, for good and properly this time!
Updates: - unfortunately "Redwazhere v.s Alan's gang" might get cancelled. (which means i wont show you my training arena) - all videos will be connected in the upcoming "beyond the boundaries - The Conflicted One" video. - all shorts will be connected in the upcoming "All @Redwazhere shorts compilation". - once i step inside that gate, i will no longer have control as i face my animator in the upcoming... lets just say its "The Conclusion".
throughout this journey, i had many regrets, maybe one of them was not sharing the struggles i've personally faced, the achievements we've made, the progress, and my appreciation for you, i kept most of them inside. But perhaps this is for the best.
I’ve been thinking a lot lately… wondering if I’m doing something wrong, or maybe I’m being too stubborn about continuing our arc, growth keeps decreasing but could be a sign, engagement isn't what it used to be, i have a plan but honestly, is it worth it...?
I finally faced my animator in the aftermath of the Confliction Arc, just 2 videos away! Let’s bet on the outcome. What ending do you want? I’ve got 4 predictions, but the possibilities are endless, surely this will be the true end...
Animal Lovers! ❤️ Yup, more psychological contents! we are leaving the wheel to the heart once again and Confliction Arc 2 is on its way! The reason for that is because the arc never had a proper ending, there’s a lot left unexplained and everything still needs to be connected... im done being a coward and want to face my Animator, ending this properly… once and for all.
Update to our plans, The arc will have the animal school trailer teaser, the reacting short and the one, final finalization finale video "Dont chase numbers!", and all the mentioned have been under development for awhile now! See you real soon, Animal Lovers!!
I really want to fortify the influencer arc's message and remind, especially the storytelling animators who have been blowing up on YouTube in their first videos recently ((((yes im SUPER sdhdsanjahs jealous!)))), Do Not Chase Numbers! focus on the audiance and the vibes, the castle your building, make every part, every step of your journey beautiful, keep your community comfortable for people to freely come and go then come again whenever, and most importantly, have fun storing/sharing what you like to do on your channel! i want to put all the experiences i gathered in a single video! ✊
warning, another vent: I know i didnt get the best starting point on YouTube, honestly there were times i've been feeling like an outsider even in my own channel, losing numbers did encourage that, fairly i dont feel i've shown my best, but if i couldn't get "people" to be interested in my ideas, having numbers fall in each video i upload, it just feels like my entire nature is wrong/needs-fixing to make this YouTube thing work and the "be yourself" statement doesnt apply with me, the funny part is that i've been encouraging this message because i think its right... then i see the supportive comments, it gives me hope and want to continue this for you guys, lets see how this will go and ill do what i can! 💖
im really sorry for these vents, the last one was over dramatic already.
Animal Lovers! it may have been 7 days, but to me it felt like years, and i missed you all so much! ❤️
For that one Animal lover who wanted some renders of my room and the 40 animal lovers who liked their comment, you guys made this happen! here are some PNGs of my room! 🎉
DriveShare-thing-link: drive.google.com/file/d/1zVWxVUZxtXwgUI654-oH0ee0C…
im sorry it wasn't shared earlier, i really wanted to make this more flexible by rendering every little thing so you could manage to costumise your own room through editing, maybe somewhere in the future, until then, go wild with these 3 core pieces! ✨
attribution is not required but feel free to tag me as i'd look forward to see what kind of edits you'd come up with!
Currently working on a teaser for our "Animal School" (finally), its entering with a BANG! stay tuned! 💥
hello animal lovers and everyone... i think i've reached my limits...
for many years i've been trying to create a family community that makes the world a better place, if life is a prison, i always thought we can decorate it with flowers as we make a small heaven, encourage eachother to master the things we're passionate and stay open to improve in everything, to be creative and productive, to be a successful human knowing how we train ourselves and pass whatever world we're born in.
i've stopped on discord, now im stopping on YouTube, i've been trying to ressolve the growth issue here, the confusing logic around and the channel overall, i've became completely lost and mentally destroyed, finally understanding, that whatever i do will never succeed. due to my love for being progressive, its impossible for me to create a new image, no matter how much i try which i have, to hide the past and create the wanted vibes, all this to create something great, positive, enjoyable and inspiring... with my current mindset, or probably with ambitions, its impossible to become a Youtuber and manage a community on my own.
my audiance likes choreography, stick figures with a "good" simple stories, additionally tutorials too! why does my ambition to make something "great and original", doesn't let me see the beauty of the community im in and the things i have right now
i just dont know how to stop being clinked with the past, being isolated for a very long time, to start anew or proffessionally save the audiance i have, im not that creative or fun as many content creators i've seen around, all i know is how to be awkward in communications and be cringy in contents.
i want to be and to do better, and things will take its time. but this isn't a goodbye letter, thank you for being here 💖
by far im thinking of making: 1. “The gang v.s Redwazhere" (The gang v.s Redwazhere – my first choreography) 2. “How i got my first blowup on YouTube" which explains my entire journey 3. and work on the "Mercenery Tryouts" reaction short what do you guys think? am i on the right track or should i be focusing on something else?
and Collaborations are Open! ✨ if you'd like to collaborate with me on a video, you can send me a mail on contactredforanimals@gmail.com
I also created our "very" early access discord server, consider it a private smol and cozy place to plan things out before things get big and official! you can apply as an early discord member today! forum: forms.gle/R8VGupe2VYmYZSEv6
i want to thank everyone for supporting me by far, and keeping my word, i wont let you down! seeing ppl commenting on becoming OG fans makes me not regret continuing the journey here, knowing that we will build a really cool and wholesome community together! so ye, lets do this! 💖 understanding what YouTube Analytics is, I relate it to mmr (Match Making Rating) points which makes me understand what social media addiction meant, and it makes me understand and appreciate Alan Becker influencer arc's message more, grateful for this experience… ye i respectfully dislike the analytics despite it being a big help as a content creator.
don’t forget to stay hyderated and have a wonderful day! 🍹
The Conflicted One
The Conflicted One
Adding this experience of mine to my struggles collection as "The Conflicted One"! (ex: OnceUponEthereal (ex: LoveForAnimals!!!!))
a good, believable storytelling character is often built upon real stories, and what is more real than the jealousy toward these talented animators, the pain of the algorithm inflict, and the struggles of not having a flow to freely direct, its perfect! ✨
#conflicted #feelingevil😈 #2025FirstvideoVillain #destroy🔥 #SENDHELP #itsgonnabeokay
Envying!🎉 (with admiration):
◆︎ @MiyuTellsTales (I’ve officially adopted your life, i have 2 cats now. ❤️🐈)
◆︎ @LuneIita (best of luck in your commissions !! ❤️)
◆︎ @NionAnarchy
◆︎ @Cloverisshort
◆︎ @Fabiimations
◆︎ @LaKnaboEsperas
◆︎ @LLazyAnimations
◆︎ @BenChronicles-fr
◆︎ @RegularRecorderRecawduh
◆︎ @MysticArtStories
Open for suggestions! let me know what kind of contents your most excited/want to see from this channel! 💖
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The Conflicted One
4 months till 2026 starts and i aim to end the Confliction Arc by then, for good and properly this time!
Updates:
- unfortunately "Redwazhere v.s Alan's gang" might get cancelled. (which means i wont show you my training arena)
- all videos will be connected in the upcoming "beyond the boundaries - The Conflicted One" video.
- all shorts will be connected in the upcoming "All @Redwazhere shorts compilation".
- once i step inside that gate, i will no longer have control as i face my animator in the upcoming... lets just say its "The Conclusion".
throughout this journey, i had many regrets, maybe one of them was not sharing the struggles i've personally faced, the achievements we've made, the progress, and my appreciation for you, i kept most of them inside. But perhaps this is for the best.
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The Conflicted One
You take off, soaring high into the sky as you tear across the thunderstorm with rain crashing all around.
Which would you prefer to ride?
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The Conflicted One
I’ve been thinking a lot lately… wondering if I’m doing something wrong, or maybe I’m being too stubborn about continuing our arc, growth keeps decreasing but could be a sign, engagement isn't what it used to be, i have a plan but honestly, is it worth it...?
2 weeks ago | [YT] | 107
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The Conflicted One
I finally faced my animator in the aftermath of the Confliction Arc, just 2 videos away!
Let’s bet on the outcome. What ending do you want?
I’ve got 4 predictions, but the possibilities are endless, surely this will be the true end...
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The Conflicted One
its been awhile, but im back!
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The Conflicted One
Animal Lovers! ❤️ Yup, more psychological contents! we are leaving the wheel to the heart once again and Confliction Arc 2 is on its way! The reason for that is because the arc never had a proper ending, there’s a lot left unexplained and everything still needs to be connected... im done being a coward and want to face my Animator, ending this properly… once and for all.
Update to our plans, The arc will have the animal school trailer teaser, the reacting short and the one, final finalization finale video "Dont chase numbers!", and all the mentioned have been under development for awhile now! See you real soon, Animal Lovers!!
I really want to fortify the influencer arc's message and remind, especially the storytelling animators who have been blowing up on YouTube in their first videos recently ((((yes im SUPER sdhdsanjahs jealous!)))), Do Not Chase Numbers! focus on the audiance and the vibes, the castle your building, make every part, every step of your journey beautiful, keep your community comfortable for people to freely come and go then come again whenever, and most importantly, have fun storing/sharing what you like to do on your channel! i want to put all the experiences i gathered in a single video! ✊
warning, another vent:
I know i didnt get the best starting point on YouTube, honestly there were times i've been feeling like an outsider even in my own channel, losing numbers did encourage that, fairly i dont feel i've shown my best, but if i couldn't get "people" to be interested in my ideas, having numbers fall in each video i upload, it just feels like my entire nature is wrong/needs-fixing to make this YouTube thing work and the "be yourself" statement doesnt apply with me, the funny part is that i've been encouraging this message because i think its right... then i see the supportive comments, it gives me hope and want to continue this for you guys, lets see how this will go and ill do what i can! 💖
im really sorry for these vents, the last one was over dramatic already.
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The Conflicted One
Animal Lovers! it may have been 7 days, but to me it felt like years, and i missed you all so much! ❤️
For that one Animal lover who wanted some renders of my room and the 40 animal lovers who liked their comment, you guys made this happen! here are some PNGs of my room! 🎉
DriveShare-thing-link: drive.google.com/file/d/1zVWxVUZxtXwgUI654-oH0ee0C…
im sorry it wasn't shared earlier, i really wanted to make this more flexible by rendering every little thing so you could manage to costumise your own room through editing, maybe somewhere in the future, until then, go wild with these 3 core pieces! ✨
attribution is not required but feel free to tag me as i'd look forward to see what kind of edits you'd come up with!
Currently working on a teaser for our "Animal School" (finally), its entering with a BANG! stay tuned! 💥
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The Conflicted One
hello animal lovers and everyone... i think i've reached my limits...
for many years i've been trying to create a family community that makes the world a better place, if life is a prison, i always thought we can decorate it with flowers as we make a small heaven, encourage eachother to master the things we're passionate and stay open to improve in everything, to be creative and productive, to be a successful human knowing how we train ourselves and pass whatever world we're born in.
i've stopped on discord, now im stopping on YouTube, i've been trying to ressolve the growth issue here, the confusing logic around and the channel overall, i've became completely lost and mentally destroyed, finally understanding, that whatever i do will never succeed. due to my love for being progressive, its impossible for me to create a new image, no matter how much i try which i have, to hide the past and create the wanted vibes, all this to create something great, positive, enjoyable and inspiring... with my current mindset, or probably with ambitions, its impossible to become a Youtuber and manage a community on my own.
my audiance likes choreography, stick figures with a "good" simple stories, additionally tutorials too! why does my ambition to make something "great and original", doesn't let me see the beauty of the community im in and the things i have right now
i just dont know how to stop being clinked with the past, being isolated for a very long time, to start anew or proffessionally save the audiance i have, im not that creative or fun as many content creators i've seen around, all i know is how to be awkward in communications and be cringy in contents.
i want to be and to do better, and things will take its time.
but this isn't a goodbye letter, thank you for being here 💖
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The Conflicted One
by far im thinking of making:
1. “The gang v.s Redwazhere" (The gang v.s Redwazhere – my first choreography)
2. “How i got my first blowup on YouTube" which explains my entire journey
3. and work on the "Mercenery Tryouts" reaction short
what do you guys think? am i on the right track or should i be focusing on something else?
and Collaborations are Open! ✨ if you'd like to collaborate with me on a video, you can send me a mail on contactredforanimals@gmail.com
I also created our "very" early access discord server, consider it a private smol and cozy place to plan things out before things get big and official! you can apply as an early discord member today!
forum: forms.gle/R8VGupe2VYmYZSEv6
i want to thank everyone for supporting me by far, and keeping my word, i wont let you down! seeing ppl commenting on becoming OG fans makes me not regret continuing the journey here, knowing that we will build a really cool and wholesome community together! so ye, lets do this! 💖 understanding what YouTube Analytics is, I relate it to mmr (Match Making Rating) points which makes me understand what social media addiction meant, and it makes me understand and appreciate Alan Becker influencer arc's message more, grateful for this experience… ye i respectfully dislike the analytics despite it being a big help as a content creator.
don’t forget to stay hyderated and have a wonderful day! 🍹
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