AJ

I can't even right now. 11th grade is too much. Some weeks I have a great sleep schedule, and then other weeks I get like 4 hrs of sleep per night and am expected to function..... I guess Imma turn this into a life update.

So basically, the guy that I was telling you all about and posted the pictures of has a girlfriend, I think, so I don't know what to think about that. It really stinks, but like it's nothing permanent... not that I don't respect their relationship, but it isn't the end of the world. (tagging ‪@Kate.4_PA4L‬ because this may be the end of this tea ToT)

This is going to make me sound like a player (I'm not, I promise), but recently I have been hanging out with one of my friends, and I have noticed her brother. The big problem is I am sorting out my feelings, and have no clue what his opinions of me are. I am in closer contact with this guy than I was with the other guy, so that is promising, but I am lost when it comes to my feelings. The thing is, though, he's kinda a bit older than me (by like 4 years), so my friends think I'm weird, but like he is so much more mature than my bestie's boyfriend and any of the guys at my school. I don't mind an age gap up to 5 years, but honestly, if God has a guy for me, it's His will yk? But also the problem is this guy is kind of a man.... which is weird...... he's not a minor, but it's just a crush..... like he's 20 and I'm 16, which is not bad.... maybe I'm just delusional, but whatever. Like if I were to say he's a man and I am a teenager, that sounds so wrong, but if I say he's 4 years older than me, that doesn't sound bad (in my opinion lol)...... I guess send help???? (not really, I'm just so confused)

Video wise, I am so sorry that I have been terrible about posting! I am so busy, and I can't really upload videos; it's complicated, but I will try my best!

I have started out my year much more productive and just generally happier. I am telling you, create habits, and like make a bunch of little habits, because you will feel so productive. I have also been eating better breakfast and am trying to increase my protein intake, which I think is making me less tired. I highly recommend the app Me+ for your to-do list/ organizational needs. It is so helpful and fun to use! I can get easily stressed when I have a large number of things to do, so it really helps me plan things and, in turn, be more productive.

I think that is it for now.

I love you all so much!!! <3

Let me know if I can pray for you in any way! Jesus loves you!!!

1 week ago | [YT] | 5

AJ

It's official... my crush is 6'7" lol... lowkey I feel bad for him... the 67 jokes must be annoying. And he can dunk!!!!

‪@Kate.4_PA4L‬

2 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 7

AJ

My most recent emojis:

😭😱💕🔥🙌😩😍👌🏻🐦❤️👍🏻👐🤣🫂😏💓😘🥰😁😉😑💀💛🥵😊🥹☹️😫😆😐🤦🏼‍♀️🤭🤷🏼‍♀️🤠🤮💅🏻😬🥑😄🥳

Ummm... idk the status of my emojis lol

Nominated by ‪@Kate.4_PA4L‬

I nominate @anyone

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 6

AJ

Should I do a vision board tour and a "how I'm changing for 2026"?

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 2

AJ

Good morning my lovely subscribers!!! I just wanted to make an end of the year post I guess. I started my channel this summer and since then it has grown to over 170!! I can't believe that! I want to especially thank ‪@Kate.4_PA4L‬ ‪@KJ.JacksonFan1304‬ ‪@GoingBananas4Partyanimals‬ @partyanimalsfan @SpruceHollowStables ‪@Abby-z4b‬ ‪@Justagirlwholoveskjjackson‬ ‪@Hahliiyra‬ @HopeStar4 @Lisa5556-cz1gt ‪@Jademarie1111‬ ‪@Sav-h6y‬ ‪@SavingGraceSeptic‬ ‪@mariadelcarmenjaimez9435‬ ‪@kjfan4ever‬ ‪@Goingbananasforkj‬ ‪@AnabelleLovesSavannah‬ ‪@AmberUzzell‬ ‪@USALife4ever‬ for all of your support and the wonderful conversations I've had with you!!! Thank you all for putting up with my not frequent posting lol and not creating enough content. It's really hard with the restrictions on my phone but I will try my best!! I love you all so much!! For 2026, I am going to hopefully do a face and name reveal, but that is a maybe. My parents have a rule that we can't have social media until we're 18, which is why I haven't shown my face and I don't use my real name. Hopefully I will be able to get social media going into senior year, which would be like September 2026. I want to be an influencer and do like book reviews and hauls and Banana Ball videos and be like a girly influencer and like a "that girl" type of influencer (idk how else to describe it). Thank you all for this year and I look forward to next year and where it takes me!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Happy New Year's Eve!!!!

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 6

AJ

Me: reading Caraval

(Might be a spoiler if so not a huge one but if you're going to read the books and you don't want to know anything then don't read this lol)












Me when Scarlett and Julian: 🥹🥹😊😊

Me when Dante and Tella: 🥵🥵😍😍😍

How Dante and Tella interact is like so hot and I'm like breathless. Stephanie Garber is a mastermind when creating men in books ❤️❤️❤️

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 4

AJ

Y'all I just had a thought I wanted to share with all my Christian followers!

So a little background: I've recently been struggling with temptation and repeatedly doing the same thing that is not God honoring. I was thinking about this in the context of how I want to change for the new year and what really didn't work in 2025.

My thought was: I have been good about repenting and everything and God forgives me every single time. HOWEVER I still end up giving into temptation and falling into sin. I've been in this terrible cycle of asking for forgiveness and planning on changing, but ultimately TAKING ADVANTAGE OF GOD'S FORGIVENESS AND THE FACT THAT HIS MERCIES ARE NEW EVERY MORNING and using it as almost like a crutch or excuse for giving in.

With this in mind, I am changing myself right now, and I am going to fight against sin and I challenge you to join me.

I hope this can help you and if you need someone to talk to, feel free to talk to me!!

I love you all ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

1 month ago | [YT] | 4

AJ

My next videos will be a Bananaball edit of someone, a few celebrity crush edits, and a Christmas haul. The problem is my internet will not allow me to upload them at home, so it's going to be a while until they're posted 😭😭😭😭


If you have any requests for the Bananaball edit please comment!!!

‪@Kate.4_PA4L‬ ‪@SpruceHollowStables‬ @anyone

1 month ago | [YT] | 4

AJ

I want to work on something... probably a video, so what would you guys like to see?? Please vote and comment <3 love y'all sooooo much!!!!

1 month ago | [YT] | 1

AJ

Is anyone else like mad depressed cuz they spent the entire month looking forward to Christmas and now it's happened and there's nothing to look forward to??

1 month ago | [YT] | 10