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I forgot to post, or rather I didn’t do the drawings for one week, it has been busy, but now I’m starting to get my life back together again and got my motivation back. I still have a lot more to do, but for now, 2 entries to the naive girl story. The pacing is much like…the one piece pace but trust, it will eventually reach the point it does in the song, but the earlier parts paint her…naive nature and how new she is at love, it’ll make the later parts make sense. Until then, enjoy your day!!!




3/1/20
Dear Diary,
I FOUND 70$ IN THE WASHING MACHINE I’M RICHHHH is what I thought before my parents took it away lol. It wasn’t mine so I asked them about it, but it was cool to hold that much money for a little bit. 

From, (almost rich) me 

3/5/20
Diar Diary, 
Today my friend texted me about him again, I got annoyed of it (annoyed? That’s too strong, but like I wish we could talk about other things) I don’t know why instead of cheering her on today I said something with less enthusiasm today (all I said was “probably” in response to something she said) and she asked me if I was good. She then told me someday I’ll meet the one for me. I just nodded and pretended it didn’t affect me but… I just doubted her. It’s nice to have a friend like her, no wonder guys keep falling for her she’s so nice. But she also keeps breaking up with them or the other way around, so why is she so excited for a new one again? My friends keep talking about guys and their breakups, be sad about it then bounce back with a new one likes it’s nothing. And I keep thinking “What’s the point?” So maybe that’s why I avoid relationships. Oh who am I kidding, I don’t have to avoid them, it already happens I don’t need to do anything because boys don’t like me, I’m ugly. I just wish I had a story to talk about someday. In conversations about relationships all I can do is comment or give advice if needed but I don’t have a story to tell like them. Oh well, I have many more years to live, I need to get over this and focus on something else, you’re the only one who knows this about me, about how much of a loser I am. Ok writing it down helped, byee. 

From, me as usual

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2/28/20 

Dear Diary,
Today on the google doc me and my friends write on (cause they don’t let us use phone in class) my friend put funny things in my section and I was like “WHO PUT THAT I NEVER SAID THAT” lol, it was super funny, the highlight of my day. Me and my friend texted again, and once again she showed me screenshots of convos she had with the guy, until then I had never seen the word beauty misspelled so wrong (he spelled it biuty), it made me feel good about my spelling. Anyways I teased her again, then we talked a lot. Today on the group chat it was chaotic because everyone was funny lol. Then I spent my night drawing and reading. Yeah that's it, I thought “today was so funny I must write it down” because no one else understood the google doc communication thing. 

From, me

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2/27/20

Dear Diary,
My phone is a Samsung and it can’t receive photos from my friends, they all have iPhones. Or maybe it was my WiFi, but I was just trying to get a picture of the homework answers. I've sent and received pictures from my friend I don't know why it decided not to work today, I NEED those answers because I can't do it myself. Oh, there was a dance at my school yesterday but I didn’t go because I went to do volunteer work instead. I have to do volunteer work for the program I’m in, but it’ll be worth it if I get into a good college in like….many years from now (4 to be precise).
Um yeah I don’t have much to say. I'm gonna use my phone now so byee.

From, me

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2/26/20

Dear Diary,
My parents always said phones are addicting and you know what……



they were right haha. I was so engrossed in reading today that I ignored my friend for a bit, but then she made me answer her. The guy confessed to her at last, that was quicker than the other guys before, so I told her congrajalations as usual (and she laughed at how I spelled it hehe) then she rambled about the emojis he used and how she responded. It’s so complicated but at least I don’t have to deal with that I spent my day watching a new show, so there isn’t much to update except that I read, watched shows, and talked to my friend.

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2/25/20

Dear Diary,
Texted my bff again (it’s so great having a phone am I right?), the guy she likes got his phone taken away so she talked to me a lot today. Once again she asked me for advice (even though I have no experience?) and we talked, she did appreciate me cheering her up which is nice. We spoke a little about homework, we figured it out luckily. Then I felt bored so I found stories online to read. So yeah today wasn’t as eventful but now I got a phone and I can scroll through stories online, listen to music, text friends and stuff, it’s great.

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2/24/20

Dear Diary,
I got all my friend’s contacts and put funny profile pictures for them hahaha, it’s great. My friend told me she liked a new guy today so I did my noble job as a friend and teased her. When I teased her, I expected her to say “shut up” or “stop itt” like in person but she didn’t lol. She sent laughing emojis and then told me not to do that in school, she asked me to keep it a secret, so I am. However she likes ____’s older brother and he goes to highschool and not middle school with us, so teasing her will be a lot harder at school, too bad, guess I have to find other ways to be funny. She then sent me a screenshot of her conversations with the guy and said “do you think he likes me?” (they use so many emojis what the heck, I never understood the hype), and it was quite obvious he does so I said “yes its obvious”. We then celebrated before we swapped homework answers. Wait, now that I have a phone I can ask my friends for homework answers and I can save time if I’m struggling. Yayy, life is going great indeed.

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1 month ago | [YT] | 2

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Hey guyssss,

So I've been feeling more in the mood to write recently. Remember the song Naive Girl? So basically, when writing some songs I had a story in mind, that's why I created a playlist for it, one that tells the story. But that playlist isn't enough, I want people to see what I've been thinking, so now for some songs I'll write out the stories in written form and post them on Wattpad, Ao3 and stuff. However, for Naive Girl's story, hers would work great in diary form, she has 2 more songs that tell her story but I need to remaster and edit them because rn the mixing on it sucks 😭 Those will be out eventually, but for now I've written her story in the form of.... A diary.

It'll be called "Confessions of a Naive Girl". Now imagine, you stumbled upon a diary (somewhere idk where you'd find one), and you read it and realize it has the thoughts of a girl no one was ever supposed to see. You can't help but wonder what happens to her, so you keep flipping the pages. As the story unravels, what you see are the confessions of a girl, her school days with laughter, mistakes, joys, and heartbreaks. These are her confessions....




2/23/20
Dear Diary,
I just got my first phone today at last yayyy. My parents only bought me a phone because I’m finally going to highschool soon, I’m in my last year of middle school right now and this school is pretty close by so my parents thought “you don’t need a phone, those just waste time. I didn’t get my first phone until we moved to the U.S, I was an adult then. You can live without one”. But today they went to the phone shop to get my mom a new phone because hers broke, and there was a good deal so they got me a phone too! Best day EVER. All these years in middle school, everyone was texting to each other with Snapchat and instagram and stuff and I couldn’t. I was only able to text my friends on messages on my moms phone, I don’t know how she didn’t get annoyed with the group chats I was in. Plus I couldn’t cuss in texts and told my friends not to because I was scared my mom would see it (she doesn’t even know English but she recognizes the cuss words somehow. That got me grounded sometimes). Anyways when I got my phone my little brother was like “no fair how come she gets a phone?” And my mom was like “she’s going to highschool soon which is away from the neighborhood so we need it so she’s safe. In case something happens, we’ll be one call away” To which I thought “Exactly” but really, I was excited to play games on it and text my friends anythingg at anytime.

From, Me (you know me)



(Pictures of the naive girl lol. I'll post a new entry daily until her story has been told.)

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OMG I got the community thingy nicee. It'd be cool if you guys posted something lol. Here's a beautiful picture of Mini-Luna (the daughter of my cat) 😀

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OMG guys thank you so much for the 100 subs I truly appreciate it 💜 I appreciate every single listen and view, genuinely. I hope I can make content you enjoy. Remember how in the last post I said I have many drafts and demos started??? Well guess what....I still haven't finished anything I started 🥀 But this year I will halt on making new creations and finish editing what I've started. I just moved back to college so I got a lot more free time at last. Consider the first picture the teaser for Kanade's song that I'm making, hmmm maybe I could release it on her birthday next year or during winter, I think it really matches winter and the night. As for the rest, I don't have anything special ready for the 100 sub special so I took pictures of Kanade and Miku 😅 If I didn't have roomates it'd be funny to host kanade concerts (imagine livestreams where people just request music for kanade to play. Or kanade could just play Niigo songs) lol. Also a key on my keyboard broke, I tried to fix it and made it worse 😔. Anyways, thank you guys so much for supporting me, I hope life treats you well 🙏






Also MAJOR UPDATE!!! My cat Luna is now a mother 🤯🤯🤯 all summer I tried to spend as much time with her and her kittens before I went to college lol

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Guys, I'm seriously so happy and grateful for all of those who've listened to a song of mine. Recently I haven't been active on yt at all, ever since spring college has been taking up my time and frankly putting videos together takes awhile. I have so many videos in my drafts, and some lyrics waiting to be made into a song, and some started melodies that haven't been completed. I have so much I want to create, but I'm at home with family for the summer so I've been spending my time with them instead of on my creative endeavors and pjsk lol. Anyways just letting you guys know there's definitely more in the future I just need to actually edit the videos and everything. Oh right, I've been using subscriptions this whole time for video and music creation, but I finally got a job next semester so I plan to get Fl studio and actual editing software that's permanent instead of using apps with subscriptions 🫡 I look forward to being active again and having time to finish everything, until then thank you guys so much and enjoy you day :D

Here's a Miku pic for you guys 😁

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