Ok so let's Start.. actually mai bhot bore ho rahi hun isliye socha kuch bol hi dun kyunki ye baat like maire dimag mai kabse chali hi ja rahi hai like WTH- or english nahin chadungi kyunki English padh padh ke dimag kharab ho gya ....as you all know ki mai delhi mai rehti hun ok so ..i hope sabko pata hi hoga ki delhi mai chal kya Raha hai ....to like mai bhi uss protest mai jane wali thi physically but maire papa ne mana kar diya tha kyunki ..idk why ..he just said simply "nO" I was like ok ..to maira bhai gya tha haina and uske thode friend ok...so yk what maira bhai ko do "lathi" padi like 😚✌🏻bhai or mai besharmo ki tarah has rahi thi 🙂..but jab mujhe sab pata chal ki literally unhone ek 12 saal ki bacchi tak ko mara unhone uss choti si bacchi ko itna mara ki uske de@th ki rumours felne lagi I was like WHAT THE FRICKKKKK🥀🥀- what's exactly going on ...or jab ye sab maire papa ko pata chala he was likee ... Afsana tum Bach gyi 😭✋🏻 Le me:- 💀!
"Okay, so first of all, I want everyone to read this calmly and understand what I'm trying to say.
As most of you already know, I'm a very stubborn person. Once I make a decision, I rarely ever turn back on it. After weeks of overthinking, I've finally decided that... I'm going to quit.
And no, this isn't a prank.
There are a few reasons behind this. The first one is that I'm in 10th grade now, and I really need to focus on my studies. The second reason is that after living as "Shiny" for so long, I've almost forgotten who Afsana really is. There are so many people in my offline life who miss me, and I think it's time for me to go back to them.
This channel holds countless beautiful memories for me, but it also holds some memories I'd rather never revisit.
And the last reason...
There was a time when this YouTube channel was my comfort zone. I used to wait every day just to come online because every moment here felt special and joyful. But now, everything feels different. Instead of enjoying every moment, it feels like I'm simply surviving through them. And honestly, I don't want to feel that way.
There's still so much life ahead of me.
I created this channel only for fun, but somehow these online people and this tiny little channel became one of the most important parts of my life. But now... things aren't the same anymore.
And please don't blame yourselves. None of this is anyone's fault.
This decision is incredibly difficult for me—more difficult than I can put into words. I don't even know if I should post this or not. But because this channel holds so many memories, I can't bring myself to delete it.
So instead, I'll leave it behind.
No more comments on anyone's channels. No more posts. No more uploads. Nothing.
I'll simply disappear.
And no, I'm not making this decision because I'm sad. I'm making it because there are people who want to see me move forward. People who want me to laugh without a reason again, stop hating waking up in the morning, enjoy food like I used to, and live freely without carrying this weight around.
I don't want to stay stuck in a version of myself that no longer feels like me.
Maybe that's why Shiny has to disappear now.
Maybe that's why Shiny has to fade away.
I know that sounds cringe, but those are just my honest feelings.
I just hope all of you understand.
Afsana loves you all more than words can ever express. 💗
::How does it feel when someone keeps their eyes on your every move....not to support you, but to witness your downfall?! ..(I'm also human I also get hurt can't you just leave me )>
𐙚Shiny._.Star!⋆.
ᶦ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʷʰᵒ ᴵ ᵃᵐ...
ᴵ'ᵐ ᵇᵃᵈ ᵗᵒ ˢᵒᵐᵉ, ᵃⁿᵈ ᵍᵒᵒᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳˢ. ᵀᵒ ˢᵒᵐᵉ, ᴵ'ᵐ ᶜʰⁱˡᵈⁱˢʰ... ᵗᵒ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳˢ, ᴵ'ᵐ ᵐᵃᵗᵘʳᵉ.
ᴵ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʷʰᵒ ᴵ ᵃᵐ.
ᵀᵒ ᵇᵉ ʰᵒⁿᵉˢᵗ, ᴵ'ᵐ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵃ ᵈᵉˡᵘˡᵘ ᵍⁱʳˡ ˡᵒˢᵗ ⁱⁿ ᵐʸ ⁱᵐᵃᵍⁱⁿᵃʳʸ ʷᵒʳˡᵈ.
ᴿᵉᵃᵈⁱⁿᵍ ᵇᵒᵒᵏˢ ᵃˡˡ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗⁱᵐᵉ ⁱˢ ᵐʸ ᶜᵒᵐᶠᵒʳᵗ ᶻᵒⁿᵉ.
ᴵ ᵘˢᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ˢᵒ ᶜʰᵃᵒᵗⁱᶜ... ᵇᵘᵗ ⁿᵒʷ...
ᴺᵒʷ, ᴵ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵏ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ⁱⁿˢⁱᵈᵉ ᵐᵉ ʰᵃˢ ᶜʰᵃⁿᵍᵉᵈ.
ᴵ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʷʰᵃᵗ.
ᴼʳ... ᵐᵃʸᵇᵉ ᴵ ᵗʳᵘˡʸ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ᵃⁿʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ..?
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𐙚Shiny._.Star!⋆.
It's raining again, btw happy birthday>
Um....@Edit-fusionFX ..>
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𐙚Shiny._.Star!⋆.
24 july.
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𐙚Shiny._.Star!⋆.
Ok so let's Start.. actually mai bhot bore ho rahi hun isliye socha kuch bol hi dun kyunki ye baat like maire dimag mai kabse chali hi ja rahi hai like WTH- or english nahin chadungi kyunki English padh padh ke dimag kharab ho gya ....as you all know ki mai delhi mai rehti hun ok so ..i hope sabko pata hi hoga ki delhi mai chal kya Raha hai ....to like mai bhi uss protest mai jane wali thi physically but maire papa ne mana kar diya tha kyunki ..idk why ..he just said simply "nO" I was like ok ..to maira bhai gya tha haina and uske thode friend ok...so yk what maira bhai ko do "lathi" padi like 😚✌🏻bhai or mai besharmo ki tarah has rahi thi 🙂..but jab mujhe sab pata chal ki literally unhone ek 12 saal ki bacchi tak ko mara unhone uss choti si bacchi ko itna mara ki uske de@th ki rumours felne lagi I was like WHAT THE FRICKKKKK🥀🥀- what's exactly going on ...or jab ye sab maire papa ko pata chala he was likee ... Afsana tum Bach gyi 😭✋🏻
Le me:- 💀!
Bhai Matalab....maire bhai ne bataya ki unhe literally trap karke mara gya hai I was like there are not soldiers or police..they are f@ckin Hitler's.---
Btw kaise ho sab :-
@BloodyMafia0_0 @haziu_coreৎ @Lyrics.by-Ani @Btsxseven7 @Aradhyakhare20 @Zenxiee.ৎ @Pretty_Mita_21 @zoe.archive-1 @NaughtyMafia0_0 @CallmeTIU-0_o@vantarose-k2e8x @simmustatus_o1 (meko yahi wala channel mila 🙂)@urfavv_gunjan @kritika (tag ni hoti ) - abhi ke liye bas itne hi MUEHEHEHEE 🧑🏻🎤just some of my close friends btw!
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𐙚Shiny._.Star!⋆.
"Okay, so first of all, I want everyone to read this calmly and understand what I'm trying to say.
As most of you already know, I'm a very stubborn person. Once I make a decision, I rarely ever turn back on it. After weeks of overthinking, I've finally decided that... I'm going to quit.
And no, this isn't a prank.
There are a few reasons behind this. The first one is that I'm in 10th grade now, and I really need to focus on my studies. The second reason is that after living as "Shiny" for so long, I've almost forgotten who Afsana really is. There are so many people in my offline life who miss me, and I think it's time for me to go back to them.
This channel holds countless beautiful memories for me, but it also holds some memories I'd rather never revisit.
And the last reason...
There was a time when this YouTube channel was my comfort zone. I used to wait every day just to come online because every moment here felt special and joyful. But now, everything feels different. Instead of enjoying every moment, it feels like I'm simply surviving through them. And honestly, I don't want to feel that way.
There's still so much life ahead of me.
I created this channel only for fun, but somehow these online people and this tiny little channel became one of the most important parts of my life. But now... things aren't the same anymore.
And please don't blame yourselves. None of this is anyone's fault.
This decision is incredibly difficult for me—more difficult than I can put into words. I don't even know if I should post this or not. But because this channel holds so many memories, I can't bring myself to delete it.
So instead, I'll leave it behind.
No more comments on anyone's channels. No more posts. No more uploads. Nothing.
I'll simply disappear.
And no, I'm not making this decision because I'm sad. I'm making it because there are people who want to see me move forward. People who want me to laugh without a reason again, stop hating waking up in the morning, enjoy food like I used to, and live freely without carrying this weight around.
I don't want to stay stuck in a version of myself that no longer feels like me.
Maybe that's why Shiny has to disappear now.
Maybe that's why Shiny has to fade away.
I know that sounds cringe, but those are just my honest feelings.
I just hope all of you understand.
Afsana loves you all more than words can ever express. 💗
Goodbye.
— Afsana
3 weeks ago | [YT] | 60
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𐙚Shiny._.Star!⋆.
::wifty lover's gonna melt here hehe::>
4 weeks ago | [YT] | 17
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𐙚Shiny._.Star!⋆.
::OK LETS BE SERIOUS @YouTube ;:
GIVE ME MY VIEWS BACK 🙂💔!
#unfreezemyaccount
#GIBBEMYVIEWSBACK
#unfreezemyviews
4 weeks ago | [YT] | 9
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𐙚Shiny._.Star!⋆.
::How does it feel when someone keeps their eyes on your every move....not to support you, but to witness your downfall?!
..(I'm also human I also get hurt can't you just leave me )>
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𐙚Shiny._.Star!⋆.
@just._.shinystar guys he is my offline friend so you don't have to worry about me ik him 🤍!
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