tonsi Natali

my channel turns 10 today holy moly
umm i don't have anything special planned unfortunately

1 month ago | [YT] | 3

tonsi Natali

New video! (well, it's 3 days old but it's still new)
Please go watch it if you can, it's kind of underperforming right now D:

2 months ago | [YT] | 1

tonsi Natali

New name, who dis?

Well... this is something that has been on my mind for quite some time now, and I finally decided to act on it.
I have decided to change my channel name from "itsNatalieAtLeast" to "tonsi Natali," which is my name in Toki Pona, for a few reasons.

I came up with the original "itsNatalieAtLeast" name because "Natalie" and "at least" kind of sounded similar - I know, it's a stretch. That's all there is to the name, there's no deep meaning behind it. When I made it, I genuinely liked it, and I used it pretty much everywhere.

But as of late, I've kind of lost the connection with it, and what little meaning it did have is now gone. On the other hand, Toki Pona has become important to me over my 6-ish months of learning it, and I feel a much stronger connection between myself and the name "tonsi Natali" than I do with "itsNatalieAtLeast," and I also just think it looks cleaner.

Don't worry, my content won't be changing, and I'll still be your pun-loving Slender nerd who keeps milking Slenderman's Shadow until it's dry.

With that said, I'll be seeing you in the next video, which should hopefully not take too long to come out, fingers crossed.

3 months ago | [YT] | 6

tonsi Natali

Just finished a video after editing for 6 hours straight.
Won't be coming out for a while to account for editing time on ongoing projects

3 months ago | [YT] | 1

tonsi Natali

I've got my work cut out for me for the next month or so, even for just three videos.
I hope you guys will enjoy them when they come out!

4 months ago | [YT] | 1

tonsi Natali

I'm thinking of doing another Slender Marathon for the anniversary of Slender: The Eight Pages, and I've added a couple games. Are there any you'd like to see me play? The current list is:

- Operator (Slenderman 2011)
- Slender: The Eight Pages
- SlenderMod
- Slenderman's Shadow (FPSC + Unity)
- BARRELS
- Slender's Woods
- Slender: The Nine Pages
- SpongeBob Slenderpants
- Slender: The Arrival
- Slender Space
- Slender Anxiety (v0.1.9)
- Slender: Gaze of Horror

I've tried Surviver and Slender: Remake, but they both seem too difficult to be fun. I also will not be playing Haunted Memories, I just can't really get into it.

5 months ago | [YT] | 6

tonsi Natali

I'm making a revised version of the document I made breaking down Slender's mechanics in the FPSC versions of Slenderman's Shadow, and when I'm done, I FINALLY intend to make them into videos, with one episode per map. There's one thing I'm not exactly sure how to go about, though, and that's covering the custom variables made specifically for the mechanics in SMS.

I was thinking of covering them in a separate intro video, but if people are only looking for one specific map, it might be a good idea to cover them there, but that means it would be super repetitive if they're watching the entire breakdown series. So what would y'all prefer?

6 months ago | [YT] | 0

tonsi Natali

I haven't seen you since last year!
Happy 2025 everyone

11 months ago | [YT] | 4

tonsi Natali

With December marking the start of video games being regularly covered on the actual Dead Meat Kill Count, I feel as though it is important to reiterate that my own Kill Counts are merely inspired by theirs and that I am not affiliated with them in any way.
If it's any concern at all, you can always tell the difference between Dead Meat's and my episodes by the thumbnail.
Dead Meat's Kill Count thumbnails show the logo of the media front and center, as well as a small logo for the Kill Count.
My thumbnails will not have the logo of the media, but rather just "Kill Count" written front and center in a typeface related to the game.
The only thing our thumbnails really have in common is a still from the media (e.g. one of the characters) and the alignment of the elements.

1 year ago | [YT] | 7